you pinky promised. you promised to keep my heart protected. you pinky promised to heal me with you. but here i lay, on my bestfriends bathroom floor. my heart in shambles, my head turning in confusing spirals. you broke your promise bubba.. i’m not your princess anymore.. am i.
my days of youth are not of use there sought of fused expected to loose my essence for truce my words at ease for tells,the unseen my ache within I am beneath without reach
I am so, so afraid I've already given all the love I had to give. burned out, ash, wax on the table, nothing left to give the hearts that have the misfortune to love mine after the years of bleed and leech. I am spent, isolated ache, want and crave and empty space. I promise I tried, I'm trying, I'm trying.
knock down one wall just to find another. i am no architect but i have managed to build myself a fortress, the initials of all my pain carved into each layer. it'll be a miracle if i ever find myself free.
4 walls around me, they start to close in, i'm feeling insane, i keep remembering why i'm here, i'm all alone, i die of fear when i should've known, 4 walls they're pulling in, i've hurt myself and i can't win