its been a year. a whole year.
it still hurts too.

i used to give you my all. i gave you everything you ever asked for. i almost gave up my best friend ever because you didnt think it was a worthwhile friendship. i spent every penny of mine on you. i took you on family trips of mine.

you couldnt even give me the time of day near the end of it. all you wanted was one thing and i said no. what do you do? you cheated on me with a so called friend. you broke me in a new way.

i cant look at you without crying. i managed to go months without thinking of you and tonight something reminded me of you and i lost it. you were my one reason to live back then and you left like our relationship meant nothing to you.

i used to think we would last forever. hell, the few times youve popped in my head its me hoping youll come back. i used to think we worked, that we were better together. but you never loved me; it was all a lie. you never cared.

its been a whole year
and it still hurts.

i fell for the way you talk
and the way you walk.
i fell for your eyes
and how you give me butterflies.
i love the way you smile,
oh god it's been a while.
i fell for your hair
this just isnt fair.
i fell for you
and now im feeling blue;
youll never feel the same,
and i'm to blame.

the time
many kids and adults
will make a wish.
you used to be my wish.
we’re better off
since you pushed me away.
you have all new friends;
you also moved on
and found your new
11:11.
i just hope that
one day
i’ll find mine.