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andy fardell Jun 2013
Is my time near
In this ache I feel
My grey turned coat
All lined and creased
An age forgotten
Long time before
A past now gone
I walk the door

Is hair gone thin
A sign I'm past
All creaking bones
Brittle bashed
Teeth of gold
In eaten much
Welter weight
I'd love to run

Is clothes of shade
All brown and tan
My only chance
To join the clan
A stick to bash
Some purple rinse
I know I'm old
Let moan commence
andy fardell Feb 2012
I love my baby doo
love love love out of you
I love my baby doo
love in and out love in you true

I dream of me and you
a love so sweet
a loveeee you ........

I love my baby doo
love love love out of you
I love my baby doo
love in and out love in you true

I need my baby here
to hold and kiss
so sweet my ear

I love my baby doo
love love love out of you
I love my baby doo
love in and out love in you true

one day I know you will
be my baby
be my baby booo ohh ohh!!

I love my baby doo
love love love so into you
I love my sweety pie
love in my heart you are my you  ......
andy fardell Jun 2015
The day is as long as it is short
For I have seen it most
As most have dreamed
Awaken all who wish to know
The longest of days

As
Inside me feels complete
This heart of happiness
Beats strong and loud
For my love

And I will shout it out loud on this day
The longest of days so all can hear

I love you
andy fardell Jun 2014
When I wake
Breath
Stare out into the dark
I wonder

I wonder what I'll see who I'll meet and what lasting mark will I make today On this earth
Will I paint like Picasso
Will I draw like Leonardo  
Will I sing a song like Pavarotti  

Then I sigh
What is my life print
What is my way
Will I be remembered
Or fade away

Am I a stone for the viewing
Is this my future
A dancing stone
Full of posies
Waiting for the wedding day child  

From a family lost
A faded etch
Seeks my await  
I fear for my life print
I fear for that day

Then I wonder  
That day is not now
My life is not yet complete

My ink is not yet empty
Nor the paper dry
Or the stone yet cut
For I breath in the earth
I look up to the sky
And I sing to the heavens
I'm me
I'm alive
andy fardell Mar 2012
Nose running to the sounds of a gushing waterfall
as my mancold takes me over
head pounding as dewdrops form.....ready to plop
tissues by the dozen as the green takes over
Im a man I am
a man  

of course its worse than yours ..Im a man
of course I need my bed ...Im a man
of course Im of all week... Im a man
Im a man I am
a man  

Me fav biccys taste of cardboard
and I ache like never before
Oh darling fetch my papers
Im a man I am
a man  

so phoned a sicky as you do
of course I am ...you see
Im a man I am
a man  

a duvet day for at least a week
till im up and ready
phoned docs 5 times to rest my mind
im a man you see a man  
no deaths door he says to me
Im a man yes Im a man
andy fardell Feb 1
How bright is your light of white and blue
Brided be blessed on fire anew
Some be green or the yellow of sun
Half be the in and shine out the dark
Ti's a beginning of the beginnings
Tickled snowdrops only mother to know
Our future is safe and so be the
Lighten candles of spring
andy fardell Jul 2013
Tears dried out yet my eyes stream
Red
Thoughts so near
My wish
Your breath
Still all hurt you hide from me
Be that other place
Mirrored thee

The look returned all haggard out
Brown to grey
I scream to shout
Hide the pain
Hurt me out
Hurt me out

A time not gone
The cobwebs show
Dusted windows in a candles glow
But your not here
And so it hurts
Breath in me
To a thunderous roar

Let the heavens cry
Let the moon smile down  
Let me wish a star
Let me
Hold you here
Just one last chance
For I miss you
andy fardell Nov 2015
Alexis Helmer died a true hero
Like all that became
To save our future
Today I will remember him

It is now our turn
Our responsibility
Our role
To ensure we never need another rondeau

For last night I saw poppies
Fall and float from the sky
Tears from the fallen
Our Remembrance
andy fardell Oct 2011
what a beautiful face as i looked her way
she didnt know it that i loved her eh
as she walked my way and spoke in haste
my love for her still grows in pain

what a lovely look from her to me
a look that gave me all i need
that smile that took my breath some where
a look of love fell into air
what touched me out as i felt her skin
electric daggers serious pins
i felt alive like never before
a look of love fell through my door

and now she's mine for ever more
my love my one that i amore
i love her in so many ways
my lover ..soulmate ...inamorata
andy fardell Dec 2012
Their minds are dead
Its in my head
No subtle notes
Just thoughts not read

They don't see
As I see them
No world of anger
made from red

Red is now the leader
Its follow or be dead
The leaders say its true
gone red in
crazy head

No stone to turn from
Hiding
No covers for your
Face
The blinded done demanding
Their hope all done in faith

They lead you with their lies
Fulfillment to the test
But why am I so different
A mindful in my head

I'll never be a part of them
Red not in my head
I'll hide amongst the others
My colour's hidden
Till Indicum rule the world
andy fardell Mar 2013
Eyes that look lost in a sea full of souls
They wander
Looking searching
Needing
Hoping that one day the hook will be real

I cannot hide these torturous ways
My body aches for this love
A heart full of shattered dreams
And a head
Screaming
Needing
In need of a world complete

The cast is thrown
A baited breath be ready
Heart
Mind
Body
Feel the breath of a thousand need's
andy fardell Jul 2012
I need a little sleep
just a wink or too will do
I need a little sleep
a yawn from me to you

I need a little snore
a snort or sigh will work
I need a little snore
I'm noisy soz an all

I need to close my eyes
as matchsticks hurt my sides
I need to close my eyes
the daylight's passed me by

I need to snuggle up
a pillow works just fine
I'm gonna find me bed
na night i need me zzzzzzed........ss
andy fardell Sep 2012
A death so long ago
for a life taken too early
Yet little did we know that dad was making things ready for mum
Little did we know that he was warming the bed
Building the fire
Making a home in heaven

So mum is gone from here
But comfort to all who saw
Her love of life
Her love of dad
Her wait for him

Together again at last
In a place made this home
In stars we see twinkle
In nights we see their smile
God bless
Ink
andy fardell Jan 2014
Ink
The ink is dying in my thoughts
What am I
On
No widow wakes
Nor sleep from my
Dreams
Blank whiteness so becomes
Blinded

Music takes me
Plays my soul
Beats my toes to a jitter
Hands that want to scream
Hold this pen of life

So cold is the flow
A breath on hold
Cold
So cold
Teeth bitten to a silence
The ink has solidified
My heart had died
andy fardell May 2013
How could I not hold your hand
As we danced onto grass still moist
From the early sun
Flowing like the rain as it patters onto the
Green leaves of the old oak tree
The blackbirds song so sweet in our minds
As we kissed

We kissed with a passion like
New lovers in the old fashioned way
Seeking to search the way to ones heart
Our day to remember
Our love to grow strong
A desire of affection that turns into this
Our blossom of life

And there we lay cold wet warm
In love
No care for the world of anger
Just the look of love that comes
When two souls become
In love
andy fardell Oct 2012
Our love ............
Our ever lasting love
Is here .............
Forever us to keep
Its clear ..............

This true love ..............
This love so running deep
This love...............
Your kisses oh so sweet
So nice...............

Our one love ...........
My heart it missed a beat
Our love..................
So gentle hold my hand
You see................

Our love ..................
Forever at your side
Be here ..............
Together through the night
Our love ..........
In moonlight paradise
andy fardell Apr 2012
In my dream I see a face not known
a place not home and a life of sorrow
In my dream I see a time gone by
a wonder why and a drunken hollow

In my life Ive seen a man fall down
a drunken row and a screaming horror
In my life Ive seen a life be born
a woman scorned and day of scatter

In my world I want the people free
a pain relief and food for all
In my world I want a roof to cover
a greed gone by and a cure for cancer


All these things are here already ...
all these thoughts are free
all we need to get that way
Is wish a better day
andy fardell Dec 2012
In my dreams
I dream of smiles
I dream of peace
upon this world

In my dreams
I dream of cures
I dream that pain
be left this land  

In my mind
I want it all
I want the dream
we all live for

In my mind
I see the future
I want this world
to be our home

In my heart
I know I know
My dreams don't answer
My Mind is sad

In my heart
I know It's true
My dreams all lost
I'm done
I'm through
andy fardell Mar 2012
In my world they don't know me
In a world of remote me
In my world they despise me
In a world of do harm me

See a place I called home ..
On a planet world of stone ..
Remember me someday now
a change in our time ....

Feel a voice in my ears
as surreal as fear
as life's breath so leaves me
my world has dried up
my mind made up
andy fardell Jan 2013
Inner kiss from my heart
See's your eyes shimmer
Like silver
My body turns to crystal
From tears in the sky

Just to feel your look
To see your touch
To fight your love

Hold my hand so
We can fly forever
I'll draw a map
Lets live together
andy fardell Jan 2013
Deep in my darkness
I feel within
The blackness creeping
a godly grin
Fire raging
Madness call
Ready for the raging roar

Yet calm is on the outside
Tranquil to the mass
Hidden from the proles
Go pass
This smile a gripping leer

If only
They could see within
If only
They would fear  
The madness set inside my head
A chill
The welcome clear

These blackened eyes
Do tell a sign
A way to stay away
Be wary of the softest grin
Inside
I have my rage
andy fardell Jan 2013
In the end there was a
Beginning
And the beginning
Was the end of it
All

As I stood facing the sunset
I could hear birds singing,calling.wanting    
They knew
Yet sing they did
Creating a song that would stay with me forever
Today was a day to remember
Today was a day to recall

The sun would change tonight
Gone the day gone the light
Tree's would fall
As we have failed
Our greed outweighed
Our planet sighing
Tears of dust from the ocean's cry

I enjoyed the sunset
I remember light
The end of time is coming
Welcome here the night
andy fardell Feb 2012
I cannot doubt whats in my head
the way i feel the waking dead
I cannot help the world I see
the fires out the death in me

I want to be a use in life
but whats the point when nature lies
I feel the want to be out there
into the open fresh the air

The time will tell the end of time
in all its all a waste of rhyme
so wake up dead and face death stare
another day like in the ****
andy fardell Jan 2012
Into the cold as my breath formed a thousand stars carried by the breeze
all white under foot as sounds echoed into places not seen
the cold was at its best as my teeth chattered
to music that my mind control no less
the world had changed ,its colour so sharp
the air so alive as my sudden breath turned gasp
ice formed from hidden mist from air unseen  
in places icicles,stalastites and dewdrops
on noses and beards a funny sight behold

I like the cold as i sit in front of a blazing fire
crackling and spitting to stir me to sleep
I like the cold as i lay in bed all warm and cosy
from a sleepy sleepy head
I like the cold to stay outside as i be warm and toasty
from a totty now swirling my head
I like the cold ....
andy fardell Apr 2012
Rainbows danced upon the water
magical crests of white form from the blow
slithers of sun amongst the rain
showed shadows of light in the bleak dew
The tide was for turning
as wind stormed across the sea

black turned the blue a waters life
darkened from a beautiful cruel
the seas revolt
I remember

I remember .............
andy fardell Oct 2012
Into the dark dark night a candle lit
Waiting the morn
Eyes of terror behold the turning clock tick  
At last the day awakes to a snub of chorus

Be the dawn of a new day I feel it
Sense it and be scare of its power
Smell it gliding over under
Any way it can to reach you
Life in this age of darkness
Cold to the bone
A waiting light from the sun be bore

From these depths of shine the darkness falls
Smothering ,holding feel it crawl
Like a fog it creeps across the earth
Seeking, waiting wanting all

It preys in the corners
Hidden in view
Wanting you owned
Know you place in time is soon
Indeed pray that it takes you quick
Alas the darkness takes Savour
andy fardell Feb 2011
I must be mad I must be crazy
or am i daft or just so lazy
i feel that i may fall apart
my life has lost its brand new start

barriers and yes men fighting me
when all i want is food for tea
people saying simple things
that hold me back so loosing wings

dont they see the real me
the fun the free the one belief
I just want a peacefull life
thats full of love and free of strife
it aint so much yet i cant see
it cant be you it must be me
andy fardell Jun 2024
It's hurting today
A coming inside of me
And I don't know why

My feelings are grey
And my eyes hurt
Come breath a little out

Maybe the music will play
I'll dance on my heart
Will you watch me sway

Dance on my heart my love
Dance me away
Dance on my breath tonight
Tomorrow can wait

It's hurting today
My best all gone away
And I don't know why

Dance me away
Dance on my breath tonight
Tomorrow can wait
andy fardell Jan 15
Such loud anger came from his frothing veins
Yet I was amused
It's only a game I cried
His frenzied reddened eyes wolfed at me

Is it the wizened me
Or have I lost that bite
I chortled to myself of how I used to rage
Stage the fall to come next light

Will he learn as I never
Deep deep within it ticks
My smile thickened
Calming his storm
Quite the sea as I remember
andy fardell Mar 2013
The smell was there
Old
Wasted
Dead people
Yet in they walked
Crawled
Needed

The ticket to life
Beyond doctors door
The calm of those words
A cure for the all

A look at each other
The waiting that call
They know all your wanting
Drug takers us all

A limp from a stranger
All left in their walk
The circles surround him
The death knoll do quell

So here I do join them
I wonder my fate
A drug full of wonder
My illness belate
andy fardell Dec 2011
I walked upon this earth feeling dirt through my toes
as gods tears washes life into the new
as I breathed another sigh the wind cried in my ears
letting me know he was here
it feels good to see such beauty
to feel the sun to hear the birds
one day this may all be a dream of the future
one day it may all be gone behind
one day i'll be to old to worry ..as life passed me by

as i walked into my home.. smells hit me of love and hope
a doggy wetted nose barking ..daddys home
a cuddle and a kiss for wifey ..oh the bliss
a shout from way upstairs ..eh dad you ok
these things that take me there a time in life
one day not there
andy fardell Dec 2012
I walked upon this earth feeling dirt through my toes
As gods tears washes life into the new
As I breathed another sigh the wind cried in my ears
Letting me know he was here
It feels good to see such beauty
To feel the sun
To hear the birds

One day this may all be a dream of the future
One day it may all be gone behind
One day I'll be to old to worry ..
As life passed me by

As I walked into my home
Smells hit me of love and hope
A doggy wet nose barking
Daddy's home
A cuddle and a kiss for wifey
Oh the bliss
A shout from way upstairs
Eh dad are you Ok

These things that take me there
A time in life
One day not there
andy fardell Jun 2014
Feel my head splitting sidewards
My 3am in full
A mind buzz all be ready
For a finger
Oh the thrill  

I want the words to be so magical
Want the world
To stop
Be still
Shhhhh...

So let me be the silent
Let sleep go be my ****
All stop I'm weak
I'm fading fast
I want to swim
This air
And still ..

I want to ...
I want to be the norm
I want to be the lazy
I want to sleep for hours end
I want .....

I'm fed up with my eyes awake
The pain they see all hurts  
All told I'm sparkled
Lights all quiet  
The night
It is
It's curse
andy fardell Jan 12
First in her hair she sat in silence
A quaintness behold
That charming smile
Held a life

And here I am
The nothing
Yet a promise
To her way

Only a writer writes the writer
A friendship almost to born
Their story to be told
Sees the writer write
their wall.

I say this from afar
A corner round the way
Don't shoot the happy  messenger
I'm here
I am the all
andy fardell Feb 2011
twas a night of nights that stole the show
that fell before our feet
the evening did so call us in ...
draw us neatly to the heat
that gold... that amber gold of hate
consuming so it did..beaten no retreat.

eaten from the inside ..not knowing what was wot
the ale did its job
what more that we forgot
I nearly..nearly lost him
me pal me bestest mate

so close to total hate i was
a fear ... knowing not to hurt
I left in hope ...a mist to fall away i wished
its redness so revealing
my love and so my hate

So waking in the morning ..
my mind a little clear
a fool he so did see or was it the beer
I laugh and joke our foolish thoughts
brothers to the end
it takes allsorts
me brother ...me tru.. true freind
andy fardell Oct 2012
A man of no age
See this world be his stage
Subservant his number
This badge be his honour

His country to serve
In sacrificed love
These stories be told
A plot to unfold

A hero so British
This tune we still listen
A fighter of evil
His Q for distinguish

Sweet ladies a plenty
On rocks drinks martini
A drive in an Aston
Gadgets to walther

All baddies behind him
A win every time
As sunsets divine
A lady reclined
The music..........his line

The names Bond
James Bond
andy fardell Mar 2011
ground shaking at mothers waking... feel the tremour through the dawn
earth is rattled ....showing strength to do us harm
building fall as cities wake to terrors harm

water washing dragging all..spread throughout the oceans breadth
people hoping ,hiding, running fear inside them born
wish them well and all to safety mothers earth be back to calm
andy fardell Mar 2014
One look into the box and there you see
My world in pieces
A jigsaw written
This picture painted  
All at one in days of old
Now broken
Left for the forgotten

Go pick a piece
See that smile
It's been a while
When the sky was blue and the grass came green
But that was then and this is now

The box is flattened from its lonely place on the top shelf
Corners bent,twisted yet still performing
Even after all these years
Layers of dust hide the beautiful picture that
Once had pride
Once had a place
Once had a purpose
Faded is the view
Scratched is the paint but inside the beauty is still there

Put me together again
Glue the pain away
Make me smile
Make me shine
Don't hide me inside just bring this jigsaw alive
Wake me from the slumber
Go colour my soul
Fit me back together again
Make me the whole
andy fardell Dec 2011
Just 3 little words when put together
mean the world to us on all our lives
they bring peace .stop tears and create

Just 3 little words that make our world
create our world and fate our lives forever
meanings and emptyness,feelings and freindlyness
just 3 little words

just 3 little words as i said goodbye
to wife and son today
those 3 little words meant for love and ever ..always

just 3 little words that make a life
be human just for a day
to look and give feeling no more to be said this way

iiiiiiii
love love love love
you you you you you you
andy fardell May 2012
Just a little cheeky one thats all i said I'd have
and 4 hours on much later's
Me's dying for a drag
aint smoked for like forever
but beer head is in charge
my goggles working overtime
be jeez look at that ****

The pub did so just kick me out
but night i wasna done
me dancing shoes were ready now
its time to boogie on
I danced just like me father
and dancing all seemed fine
until the big bad bouncer said
son you've had your time

I'm wobbly to be standing
and speech a lickle off
me hiccups still aint faded on
I'm on a spinning top
I ate like just some time ago
yet fancy a kebab
with chili sauce to burn my mouth
and payback morning aft

Now lying in my bed of dreams
a world goes spinning by
my head is working over time
I think I'm gonna die
my bucket is beside me
its used and nearly full
kebab and all the trimmings
mmm a boffing here we go

Next morning was the worst of days
with smells id sooner not
a bucket full of you know where
oh god i'm gonna cough!!!!!
My head felt like it's jelly wool
my legs were all a mush
I'd only done a cheeky beer
regrets ??Don't make me laugh
andy fardell Sep 2013
Alas they returned
The faces of the silent
For they had been so very quiet for many a year
Hidden yet on view
Waiting for me to stare
A look in that special way

I'd seen him in the carpet
Just a face
Silent
Quiet
Just a face
Looking lost
My spine gave a tingle

I never know what they want
They never speak
Nor shout
Or leap out
Silent yet they be
Still a shiver scares my soul

You can see them too
If you want
Just take a look
They could be in your curtains
Or staring from your wall
The faces of our passing
Ghosts from time before
andy fardell Jul 2015
Hold my hand and walk with me
Let our lives begin from days that become thinner
Only ten thousand more
Till we greet
Join that door
Fade to ebb
As the past is
Written
Ever lost

Kiss me now for time on here is failing
Days and nights are waining
Soon all will be as one
Sunken into darkness
Remembered and forgotten
Dreams of memories
Etched in stone
Let us run my love
Let us laugh

The one chance is given
No second comings
No prayer for a change
It's ours to want
Ours to take
To live
Live as one
Till ten thousand
Becomes just the one
andy fardell Feb 13
Beautiful things are difficult
It's how we drove this world
Imagine what we could achieve
If love became us all

Religion gone it's not so real
All faiths denied but love
Wars of hugs and super smiles
Weapons drawn in good

A world of peace go be my freind
All money spent on kind
No hunger games just happiness
Long live the righteous life

These beautiful things are difficult
Yet in our palmed out hands
Just think next time you want to rage
Go solve it ...understand
andy fardell Mar 2013
My 3am kick has lasted an hour
I'm still wide awake so maybe a shower  
This time seems so quiet I wonder to scare
Is boggy or spider hiding somewhere

My eyes come all foggy I'm straining to see
The coffee is awful this hunger to beat
I've looked at my facebook and emails all read
I should be so tired and in my sweet bed

The hell with this sleep as long goes the dead
That's what I keep saying but still want me rest
I'll buy me some matches and prop up me styes
I may look quite funny but look at me eyes

Oh sod all this writing its sending me nuts
My mind is still racing no foot on me clutch
No doubt as I pack up and wake for the day
My sleep will be knocking but up I must stay
andy fardell Jun 2013
My maddening whisper shall be heard
For I am the King
And the King am I
For the glory of power is all mine
And you must not deny my honour

Like the daily sun that blinds you
Then so shall I
For you are my children
You are my sheep
I am your Shepherd and so
I shall do reap
Reap as I sow
On the harvest of my mind
I beat you
Scorn you
Own you
As it is written I am your leader
I am your King

Such words can sound so hollow
Yet do we not follow our
Kings and Queens
Who are they to say they own us
Are we not of the same flesh and
blood
Do we not breath the same air
My cry
My sorrow
My despair

I was not born to follow into the path
On this bee led life
I was born to reach out
To love
To cry
I was born to live
To fight the truth
To show the the world    
Yet ......!!!!

The king is inside you
As he is inside me  
You are your own king
You are your own destiny
Long live the King !!!!!
 Long live the King !!!!!
andy fardell Jul 2012
A lady I know from not long ago
is mad as madder can be
she likes a good drink
and kicks up a stink
when Gordon's is empty ...I say

Now when your up north
be careful of course that somewhere
is where she does live
but don't be that hard she has to come south
to London or wee gay parasii

a line she can write not bad with her sight
as painting is where she should be
it comes from the heart such canvass
pure heart
her passion and love of the sea

My friend from up there is a giggle
and rear but that what it all in about
so raise a big glass and shout eh me lass
me mucker lets have a big cheers
andy fardell Oct 2015
No meaning in this life
As fire rages out
All shadows disappear
Till the end
In dust

Yet the sun will shine like a
Bright star in the sullen sky
Shimmering
To the emptiness called
Earth

This universe lives
Breathes
It grows
So one day we will meet up again
Somewhere
We knows
andy fardell Nov 2012
The stench of decay hung in the air
Along with the gases from the badlands
Rain had turned the trenches into another bog for the day
STAND TO LADS !!!
the Sergeant barked his mornin song

Spell broken by the first shell of the morning
lucky day ...BOOM .....lucky day
Breakfast usual as the new boys showed no fear
Hide ya head son as another disappeared
Snipers doing their work already...
A scream now silenced short

The morning hate over
Patrolling life began
SHhhhh!! no gunfire
The 2 sides master plan  
Machine guns a ready shall cut you complete
Hand to hand and man to man
Bayonets flash besieged

Returned to base to lick their wounds
A fight amongst the rats
Black and brown did rule the roost
A feeding frenzy plan
The lice did all they could to help
Trench fever did its dance
Another day
STAND TO!!! he barked
We stood with baited breath    

This was what they signed for
A short war all at plan
And what did they all die for
This life I thank you man  

Lest we forget
andy fardell Feb 2013
Wake me up in to the new day
See the sun
Blind my soul
Feel It's danger  
Warm to my skin

Let me feel the grass
Through my toes
Wet
Cool
Damp
Smells of summer

Let me walk
Feel the air
Breath the morning
See our life

Hear the birds sing
Feel the earth
Beat to a rhythm
Let me hold your hand

Be my morning
Be my sun
Let me hold your heart

Join me
Never part
Let me in
andy fardell Mar 2014
I see my madness has failed to desert me
Still
I must enjoy the company
Reply to the sounds of my many silenced
Laughs
Oh the chill of the night
Warms my inner thoughts as the battle commences
In this hollowed out box

These are the nights I so worry
Where will my wakening take me my friends
See all that you thought you were
Means nothing to these words that lay before
My swollen crackling eyes
Hahaha I so love my wit

And the joy continues even as the dawn
Lays me down for a sleep so so desperately
Seeking my voice

Go
Sleep myself to sleep
Let the sounds fade to a lullaby haze
Watch the mad breath of life seek another
Give me peace
Let me sleep ...let me sleep
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