Angelica Tanaquin: Poems

T.O.T.G.A

Angelica Tanaquin Jun 2018

T.O.T.G.***

You'll always be the one
I wish I had held onto.
The one I wish Time would rewind for
But Time is a funny thing.
It never looks back. Its face only turned to what's ahead.
Ticking away with an endless purpose
I want you back.
But things are forever changed between us.
It's sad to move on when we've forgotten what love really is.
So I’ll always hate to say.
My love for you never could ever go away
Stuck in my heart is where you'll stay
But you're gone
you've walked away.

Trying to forget, my friend

Angelica Tanaquin Sep 2014

Trying to forget, my friend

Yes, I always make you smile, before.
Yes I make your day wonderful, before.
Yes I am one of your close friends.
Yes I am the only one who can understand you.
Yes I care too much, before.
That's because I love you.
But today, Everything was change.
Promising that I will not care, too much.
From now on, Goodbye feelings.

Unsaid Feelings

Angelica Tanaquin Jun 2015

Unsaid Feelings

Do you care if I don't know what to say?
Just lie in y arms and forget that which troubles your mind,
I see the unspoken feelings you keep inside,
I want to chase away all your fears,
And allow you to be the person that I see inside you,
All my hopes, fears, and innermost feelings I have placed in you.
Please, just stay in my arms forever.
Have I fallen in too deep?
So many things are uncertain,
Never leave me,
Never let me go,
Show me my faults,
What is this feeling that causes me to shake?

#love #feelings #unsaid

Untitled

Angelica Tanaquin Sep 2015

Untitled

Every morning messages from you, its making me kilig.
Every time we talk, I feel happy and excited.
Pilosopo Queen, yes you.
I like that attitude of yours.
It gives me a little challenge.
Making you smile is my mission.
Loving you is my living.

Then I hugged you,
Like I had the world in my hands.
I was in heaven.
I just wish it was a little longer.
It was me, the happiest person.
For you, the one who I never expected.

Waiting

Angelica Tanaquin Nov 2014

Waiting

Those simple conversations
They ended without any reply
But I’m still waiting
Waiting for it to come back to life.

Those simple thoughts
They ended without turning into reality
But I’m still waiting
Waiting for it to bloom.

Those songs that I heard
Ended without a melody
But I’m still waiting
Waiting for it to play again.

And this love that I have for you
I won’t let it end
Because I’m still waiting .

Waves into waves

Angelica Tanaquin Aug 2015

Waves into waves

People come in our lives, sometimes they go.
Like waves...
Sometimes they stay longer, like the big waves.
Other times, they stay for a shorter time, like smaller ones.
That's why,
You have to keep moving forward
And try not to get too attached to them
Or
You will drown.

When?

Angelica Tanaquin May 2018

When?

Why should I be
You're not even mine.
Or are we just waiting
for that moment in time?

whoops

Angelica Tanaquin Oct 2014

whoops

She's flirting with a boy
for the sole reason
that she is desperately lonely
and she want the attention
that he is so willing to give her
she's flirting with a boy
because it makes her feel wanted
and that is a feeling
that you forgot to give her
long ago
she's flirting with a boy
and she think he'll break his heart
not because she want to
but because you do not want her.

worth

Angelica Tanaquin Nov 2014

worth

Some people doesn't
           know the true
                                    meaning of the word

                                                                                                      WORTH.

you are

Angelica Tanaquin Oct 2018

you are

You are the electricity that lights my world.
You are the music that plays in my heart.
You are the spark that ignites my flame and my love for you
You are the smile on my face.
You are the rocket that takes me to outer space
You are the ship that sails my ocean
You are the magic in this love potion
You are the blood that flows through my vein
You are the rails that carries my train
And you are also the thoughts in my head that won't let me sleep
You are the book that I can't stop reading
You are my cut that won't stop bleeding
You are my miracle that won't stop happening
And you are my fire that just won't stop burning
Baby you are so much to me And you mean the world to me.
For your eyes I will open and you will see.
Just so you can realize what you are to me.

you are still there

Angelica Tanaquin Sep 2014

you are still there

Oh I still think of you
In the quietness of the night
And every time I see couples around
I wonder how we could have been
Oh how my heart could have been
Jumping up and down within
This tiny cage a chest that's mine.

I still think of you
Your picture saved in
My alter reality - somewhere 'Us' happened
Your name still found
At the back of my notebook written
Oh you are still there
I don't know when you'll last.

But I still think of you
And I'm giving you that chance
Do something, move forward -
For us - so that in this reality 'We' exist
My patience running low; I'm getting impatient on you
Thinking is never enough, I should have done something
Only that I'm a human, I could just wait..

But hey know that today
Just like all the days before
And probably all the days after -
I am thinking of you
Oh and that every thing in me
Every hope, every dream
You are there, you never left.

your

Angelica Tanaquin Nov 2014

your

Eyes, fashioned from the stars.
Your hair dances to the wind.
Your skin,smooth as porcelain.
Your whispers create music.
Your smile brings good memories.

I love you.
But I could never tell you.

That's not what friends do.

your little secret

Angelica Tanaquin Nov 2018

your little secret

you say you want me there, in your arms, with you
your friends they see me, of course they'll ask who
I am and i'm waiting for that day
when what you tell them is the truth
and not another one of your lies
that you seem to tell all of the time
do you not love me? why don't you want them to know?
that it's me who has your heart
but you wanna "keep us on the low"
maybe I want more than to sneak around just to see you
maybe I don't want to hide behind all these secrets
maybe I've finally found my weakness
all I know is I don't want to be a secret anymore
but whatever I guess

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