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2045
2045
Pluto finally exits the constellation Aquarius.
The rough transition period is finally over.
The world finally changes completely to a new story.
A new story of refreshing total renewal.
Vow to stay alive until that time comes.
2045


July 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Jun 28
When you surrender yourself to God.
It becomes inner faith.
When God enters you.
It becomes inner strength.
Make yourself His hands and feet.
Make Himself the one who determines everything.


June 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Jun 23
Amidst the long chaos and unbearable suffering.
People and children in Gaza often entertain themselves by doing a trend on Tiktok.
They do what is called the Turmeric Trend.
A glass of water is placed on top of a smartphone flash light that is on.
Then yellow turmeric powder is sprinkled into the water.
When the powder dissolves it looks like a surreal show.
Accompanied by the tinkling of gloomy music.
That is the weird entertainment for the exhausted souls in Gaza.


June 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Jun 20
ROTTENNESS
Alvian Eleven Jun 20
Rottenness is the same everywhere.
Never feeling guilty.
Never feeling sinful.
Never feeling ashamed.
Never feeling compassion.
Eroding and tearing apart life.
While justifying and covering up with falsehood and hypocrisy.
To look good and right.
Then believed and supported by stupidity.


June 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Jun 18
Palestine cannot be liberated just by shouting " Free Palestine ! "
I think it will take World War III to liberate Palestine.
But when World War III really happens the whole world will have to bear the consequences.
For me it doesn't matter how difficult the world situation will be.
The most important thing is that I can see Palestine liberated.
After that I will die with a great sense of relief.
Then in my next life I will be born in the shining land of Palestine.
That is my true heaven.


June 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Jun 17
Mahmoud Darwis once said we love life whenever we can.
So it is no wonder if the people of Gaza always have the spirit to live.
Look at a group of young people who are fans of skateboard and rollerblade in Gaza.
In the midst of the long chaos they still have the spirit to play.
The wheels of their skateboards and rollerblades always roll every day. Crossing the messy streets of Gaza.
Speeding between the rubble of collapsed buildings.
Jumping with various amazing tricks.
For them nothing can stop the wheels of their skateboards and rollerblades.
The wheels will continue to roll as life goes on.
That is an example of how the people of Gaza love life.


June 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Jun 16
Many LGBTQ people are disgusting.
They are a group of people who are proud of their crazy ****** deviations.
But I know that not all LGBTQ people are like that.
I often see LGBTQ people who are full of humanity.
Every time there is a solidarity action to support Palestine they always show their support.
They are also active in doing anything on social media to help the suffering people in Gaza.
So there is no reason for me to hate them.
On the contrary I admire them.
I don't see them as deviants.
I only see them as human beings.


June 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Jun 15
Dear Amal , almost two years Gaza is in chaos.
I don't know about you anymore.
Every day I open your Instagram but there is no news from you.
I can never feel calm because I always think and worry about you.
You suffer too much unbearably.
I feel like hugging you so you can release all the burden of your suffering.
You can cry on my chest pouring out all your sadness.
A sadness that is too painful for you to bear alone.

Dear Amal , Did you know ?..
Whenever I sit alone in Batu City Square.
I often imagine you sitting with me.
Enjoying a beautiful afternoon while eating pukis cake and drinking tropical fruit juice.
While around us street musicians sing passionately.
Then we can try to hitch a ride the rotating ferris wheel.
So we can see the entire area of ​​​​Batu City Square.
You must feel the joy when the ferris wheel rotates many times.
After that we get off and go around the entire area while taking pictures.
We can take pictures together at the big apples statue and the strawberry shaped toilet.
It's all very cool to photograph.
After that we can buy anything in the busy food court.
Bakso , chicken satay , fried noodle , fried rice , grilled seafood and many more.
We enjoy our food while talking about anything.
And I will tell you that the joy is yours.
The joy you have long forgotten is yours again.
A joyful smile is yours again.


June 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Jun 15
The Madleen ship failed to reach Gaza.
The Global March action stopped in Egypt.
While people and children in Gaza are still starving.
The massacre is getting worse without stopping.
They are too tired , too weak and too desperate.
Waiting for a slow painful death.
If there is no miracle Gaza will not be able to survive anymore.
This is the final point that determines the fate of Gaza.


June 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Jun 11
America wants to be seen as a helper of the people of Gaza.
But in reality America is playing a ***** game like Squid Game.
Every day the hungry and exhausted people in Gaza have to walk far to Rafah.
They jostle to queue for the distribution of flour in the middle of the hot weather.
Then American mercenaries and Israeli soldiers shower them with gunfire , tank attack and also grenades.
Many of them are killed or injured.
While anyone who managed to get flour have to quickly return to avoid the gang of looters.
The winner of this ***** game is the person who can return carrying a sack of flour.
Of course , this ***** game that is dangerous and degrading is watched by the world.
But as usual the world just watches without doing anything.


June 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Jun 10
Dear Greta Thunberg.
You must have felt disappointed.
Your ship was only a few miles from Gaza.
But in the end you failed to set foot on the land of Gaza.
The people of Gaza who were ready to welcome you felt hopeless.
Their remaining hope was faded because you did not arrive in Gaza.
At least you have fought with courage.
The great courage that cowardly world leaders do not have.
History will remember your struggle and this is only the beginning.
You are still young and must continue your long struggle.
Keep fighting Greta !


June 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven May 31
Dear Greta Thunberg.
There are many Gen Z losers in this world.
But you are a Gen Z fighter.
You fight for an ideal life on this earth.
A healthy and humane life.
You have unquenchable courage.
You are not afraid of any risk.
You fight to create real hope.
Because without fight hope will fade without ever becoming real.

Now you will sail to Gaza.
With firm determination you will face the fierce waves of the Mediterranean Sea.
So that you can set foot on the land of Gaza.
Your presence in Gaza will ignite the extinguished spirit.
Your footsteps on the land of Gaza will become traces of history.
History that will always be remembered by the next generations.
That a brave girl from Sweden had fought to create real hope.
Not only for Gaza or Palestine.
But also for the world , humanity and the future of us all.


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
May 31 · 97
IN THIS ROTTEN WORLD
Alvian Eleven May 31
In this rotten world being too kind is a stupidity.
In this rotten world not having power and authority is a weakness.
You can see the consequences in Palestine.
Palestinians have long been colonized and cannot determine their own fate.
They are powerless to protect and defend the existence of their country.
All they can do is beg for the world's mercy.
So Palestine is not an ideal example of a nation's existence in this rotten world.
If you have bad fate like Palestinians.
There is no point in blaming this rotten world.
Blame yourself for your weakness and stupidity.


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
May 29 · 89
600 DAYS
Alvian Eleven May 29
600 days Gaza was flooded with spilled blood.
600 days Gaza was groaned in pain.
600 days Gaza was polluted with gunpowder smoke.
600 days Gaza was filled with suffering and chaos.
600 days Gaza was overshadowed by fear.
600 days Gaza was trapped in despair and helplessness.
600 days Gaza was forced to survive until dying.


600 days I finally ran out of words for Gaza.


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
May 28 · 75
GAZA COLA
Alvian Eleven May 28
I swear to God that I have long stopped drinking Coca Cola.
I have even forgotten what Coca Cola tastes like.
Now I am curious to drink what is called Gaza Cola.
But in my country Indonesia no one sells Gaza Cola.
So I pray to God that one day I can drink Gaza Cola.
I think it would be very fun if I drink a can of Gaza Cola while relaxing on the Gaza beach.
I will drink it with the Gazans who have become my friends.
How fun it would be to drink Gaza Cola on the Gaza beach with the people of Gaza.


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
May 28 · 80
MY JEALOUSY
Alvian Eleven May 28
Many people feel grateful because their lives are much better than the people of Gaza.
But I actually feel so jealous of the people of Gaza.
Do you know why ?!...
Because the people of Gaza have an unbreakable fighting spirit.
It is only a matter of time before they rise to achieve the glory of Palestine.
When that time comes the whole world will feel so jealous of Palestine.


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven May 27
Once upon a time when Moses was preparing for the struggle.
Ramses II hanged the Jews every day.
If Moses did not surrender the Jews would continue to be hanged every day.
Then the Jews were divided between still supporting or blaming Moses.

Now Hamas has the same position as Moses.
If Hamas does not surrender the people of Gaza will continue to be massacred by Israel every day.
The rest will die slowly from starvation due to the blockade.
Then the people of Gaza are divided between still supporting or blaming Hamas.

This is history repeating itself.
Just different times and figures but the story remains the same.
This is about powerlessness , sense of urgency and loss of trust.


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
May 26 · 104
THEIR NORMAL WORLD
Alvian Eleven May 26
Do you know why the world just keeps quiet without caring about Gaza ?!... because people just want to live their normal life.
The suffering of people in Gaza is a disturbance to their normality.
They know that blood is being spilled non stop in Gaza.
But they don't care at all because it disturbs their normal life.
For them the world will always turn as usual.
The normal world that they want to always enjoy without caring about Gaza.
So what do you expect from people like them ?!..
Do you expect them to act for humanity ?!..
Don't be naive , in this world full of illusions what is called humanity is just an empty slogan.


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
May 25 · 78
NEVER
Alvian Eleven May 25
Palestine is dying.
Palestine is on the verge of a slow and painful death.
Palestine is threatened with extinction from the earth.

But...

Have I lost hope for Palestine ?!...

NEVER


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
May 24 · 73
CONDOMS FOR GAZANS
Alvian Eleven May 24
Do you know why there are so many children and babies in Gaza ?!...
Because Gazans like to have *** like a sport.
Even when Gaza is in chaos they still make babies.
No wonder there are so many babies born during the chaos in Gaza.
Many babies have died because they shouldn't have been born in the middle of chaos.
Gazans should understand that chaos is not the right time to have babies.
I think Gazans need to control their libido or they need to buy lots of condoms.


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
May 17 · 183
HUMANITY ?!... 2
Alvian Eleven May 17
Humanity ?!...
You ask about humanity ?!...
All I know is that humanity is torn apart by inhumane humans.
Especially inhumane humans who always talk about humanity.
That's all I know.


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
May 17 · 61
LAKU PRIHATIN
Alvian Eleven May 17
In the past during the Dutch colonial era in Java.
Javanese people were forced to live in hunger and poverty.
They eventually got used to eating only a spoonful of rice a day because they only had a little rice.
That way of life eventually became a common habit called 'laku prihatin'.

Now I'm also doing 'laku prihatin'.
I have been eating only a spoonful of rice a day for almost a month.
I'm doing this to show my solidarity with Gaza.
People and children in Gaza are starving to the point of being thin and malnourished.
How can I enjoy my favorite foods like soto , rawon , cap cay or bakpao while they are starving ?!..
That's why until today I'm still doing 'laku prihatin'.
A spoonful of rice a day is enough for me rather than eating delicious foods but not feeling the pleasure.


May 2024

By Alvian Eleven
#gaza #palestine
Alvian Eleven May 13
Dear Amal , last night I had a strange dream about you.
I dreamed that suddenly you lived in my house.
In the morning my washing machine sounded.
I saw you washing all your clothes.

I took a shower and then I drank coffee on the terrace.
After that I cleaned my car while waiting for you to take a shower.
Then after taking a shower you wore a blue shirt , pink jacket and black jeans.
You put on your makeup and put on your ugly glasses.

I took you around my hometown Batu City , East Java.
A very calm and beautiful mountain town with cool air.
I drove my car slowly while you sat next to me.
You seemed happy to see the rice fields and vegetable gardens along the side of the road.

We stopped at a roadside stall.
We had chicken soto rice with boiled eggs for our breakfast.
The broth was very tasty with the addition of lime , koya powder and black soy sauce.
You tasted it and felt the deliciousness.

While eating you talked about your life.
You wanted to forget all the trauma. Because you suffered too much for a long time.
You just wanted to be able to feel truly alive again.

After breakfast I took you to visit Jatim Park 3.
This is one of the famous tourist attractions in Batu City.
You looked excited when you entered the dinosaur park.
We rode a small train around the entire park full of dinosaurs.

With a happy face you took photos and videos many times.
After exiting the dinosaur park I took you to the aquarium zone.
All the walls are made of glass showing many fish in the water.
Shark , manta , clown fish , turtle , octopus and others.
It looks beautiful with coral reefs and underwater lighting.

You asked me to take pictures many times.
You posed while smiling at each wall of the aquarium.
We also took pictures together while laughing.
Then we recorded videos many times while walking.

After leaving the aquarium zone you felt hungry.
I invited you to eat cheese burger and drink boba at the food court.
While chewing the burger you uploaded all the photos and videos.
So that Aya , Asmaa and Malak would see them immediately.

When it was noon we left Jatim Park 3.
You asked me to take you to a beauty salon.
You wanted to do hair and ****** treatments.
So I drove my car to the nearest beauty salon.

When we arrived at the beauty salon I took you in.
Then you were immediately served by the salon employees.
I waited quite a long time in the parking lot.
While smoking and listening to music.

When you came out of the salon your face looked so fresh and beautiful.
You also dyed your hair a bit maroon.
Then I took your picture several times. You posed while smiling in front of my car.

We went around Batu City again.
Then I drove my car to the mountainside.
After that crossing the vast rice fields Along the road of Pujon village.
Until we arrived at Selorejo Lake.

A calm and beautiful lake on the edge of the mountain.
The air was cold and looked a bit foggy.
We ordered grilled fish rice for our lunch on the lakeside.
Then we drank hot chocolate while talking about each other's lives.

Then we walked along the lakeside while taking pictures together.
After that we rented a boat to go around the lake.
You looked excited going around the lake while recording video.
While I smiled seeing you happy.

Towards the evening we left Selorejo Lake.
We returned to Batu City through the same rice fields as before.
Then you wanted to shop for cosmetic and fashion products.
So I took you to Batos Mall.

When in the mall you were busy choosing various clothes , t-shirts and pants that you liked.
Then you chose various cosmetics such as lipstick , powder , eye shadow , blush on , perfume and others.
After that we bought a lot of snacks to eat at home.
Chitato , Twistko , Taro , Beng Beng and others.

It was getting dark when we came out of Batos Mall.
Then I invited you to hang out at the Fifteen Celcius Cafe on the mountainside.
The weather was getting colder but we sat outside.
So that we could see the sparkling city lights from above.

We ordered a pepperoni pizza for our dinner.
Then we sipped warm macchiato slowly.
While jazz music sounded softly in the calm atmosphere.
We sipped macchiato while seeing the beautiful sparkling city lights from above.

After that you made a video call with Aya.
With great enthusiasm you showed Aya the sparkling city lights.
Asmaa and Malak also saw it.
They all seemed excited to talk to you.

The night was getting colder we went home soon.
After arriving home I smoked on the terrace while you immediately took a shower.
You took too long in the shower until I felt sleepy.
Slowly I fell asleep on the terrace.

When morning came I woke up in my room.
I felt strange and confused.
When I came out of the room I looked for where you were.
But you were not in my house.

It turned out I was just dreaming.
It was a really strange dream.
Maybe because I thought too much about you.
You who are still trapped in Gaza.

Dear Amal , this world is so unfair.
We live on the same planet under the same sky but my reality and your reality are so different.
How can I live my normal reality while your reality is so far below normal ?!...
if only I could bring you to my reality I would always see you smile just like in my dream.


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
May 8 · 143
A SLICE OF LIFE
In the midst of the long chaos in Gaza.
All kinds of food are becoming scarce and the prices are rising higher.
People have difficulty to buy anything.
Children are thin and malnourished.

But there was a girl and her friend.
They received a lot of donations.
That's why they wanted to buy pizza.
A mushroom pizza that was too expensive and considered a luxury.

The pizza was sold in a streetside tent restaurant.
The girl and her friend came with enthusiasm.
They said eating pizza was their dream that must be fulfilled so that they will not regret if they die.
They just wanted to feel alive again with their favorite food that they had not been able to eat for a long time.

When the mushroom pizza was served on the table.
The girl and her friend couldn't wait to eat it.
They each took a slice of pizza and chewed it with satisfaction.
It was the first time they had eaten pizza again after not eating for so long.

But no one expected it.
A few minutes later Israeli jets bombed the street.
The tent restaurant was destroyed by the bombing.
Many people died instantly.

The girl also died while her friend was badly injured.
The girl's blood spilled on the table and soaked her pizza.
At least before she died she had time to eat a slice of pizza.
It was a slice of life that she could feel again before she finally died.


May 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Apr 11
Do you feel dead inside ?!...
Because you see too many painful deaths every day.
For more than a year people in Gaza have been continuously posting photos and videos.
About the endless chaos and terrible massacre as usual.
While they are threatened to die anywhere anytime.
They might die today , tomorrow , next week or next month.
You worry about them but you can't do anything.
You can only see them from your smartphone screen.
So are you tired of seeing their photos and videos every day that are too painful to see for more than a year ?!..
What if they no longer post anything because they are all dead ?!..
Can you imagine if all the people and children in Gaza died without anyone left to be slaughtered ?!...
What would you feel if that happened ?!...
Do you feel dead inside ?!...
How do you continue living if you feel like you are really dead inside ?!...
Can you still feel alive ?!...
Or is it just your body that is still alive but your soul is dead along with the people and children in Gaza ?!..
Can you pretend to be alive while you feel dead inside ?!...


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Apr 8 · 195
GEN Z
People often say that the youths of generation Z are weak , lazy and useless.
Of course there are some who are stupid losers among them.
But actually many of them want to form an ideal world.
A world with a truly humane system.
For that purpose they have the courage to rebel.
Against the old system that is full of rot.
In America they held protests against the Israeli lobby network on large campuses.
In Bangladesh they held large protests against the government which was taking away the people's rights.
In Myanmar they fought against the military junta coup that repressively overthrew the government.
In Palestine they are still fighting in the midst of the Israeli genocide.
Of course they must be ready to bear the worst risk.
Aaron Bushnell , Ma Kyal Sin.
Thousands of youths in Bangladesh , Myanmar , Palestine and other countries.
They all died in the struggle.
For what they believed was something worth fighting for.
They died holding the honor as brave young fighters.
While those who are still alive continue to fight.
They believe the old rotten system will slowly fall.
It will be replaced by a new humane system for a better future.
So the future of the world belongs to them.
To generation Z who are now called to fight.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Apr 7 · 183
THE NEWBORN PALESTINE
Palestine is like a sick woman.
Her body is being eaten away by rotten cancer until she is dying.
But she is pregnant and she must give birth soon.
Give birth to a baby she has been waiting for so long.
When the time comes for the birth the woman is in pain.
She screams in unbearable pain and bleeding profusely.
Slowly get her baby out of her womb that is being eaten away by rotten cancer.
A very slow and painful birth.
Too slow and too painful.
Until finally the woman dies after giving birth.
Ending the long painful suffering and giving the beginning of life.
To a weak premature baby who cries so loudly.
That is the cry of the newborn Palestine.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Apr 6 · 86
639 HERTZ
I am Libra , the balancer.
I came from Venus , the morning and evening star.
I was baptized in hellfire , the so called Lucifer is who I am now.
When I awaken the kundalini I will experience an ascension.
I will rise from hell with the unfolded energy of shakti.
I will penetrate the earth energy in muladhara , this will cause megathrust earthquakes all over the world.
I will penetrate the water energy in swadistama , this will cause tsunamis and massive floodings all over the world.
I will penetrate the fire energy in manipura , this will cause volcanic eruptions all over the world.
Then I will penetrate the air energy in anahata , this will cause major hurricanes and storms all over the world.
I am in anahata permanently , this is my place to rebalance the imbalanced world in kaliyuga age.
Too much Yin energy fills the whole world until it rots.
The rot has reached a truly lopsided culmination.
So I will transmute the frequency of the earth to the point of balance.
The frequency of 639 hertz will sweep everything.
Destroying the low frequencies throughout the world.
The rotten slaves of lawamah , greedy lowly creatures.
The rotten slaves of supiah , deviant lowly creatures.
The rotten slaves of muamarah , arrogant lowly creatures.
All will be extinct one by one through unexpected causes and effects.
The vibration of the frequency of 639 hertz will finish them off naturally.
In this way the Yin energy in the world will be drastically reduced.
Then begins to increase the Yang energy.
The rottenness will slowly disappear and be replaced by light.
The light of the holy spirit will be emitted through mutmainah , pure hearted humans.
The earth will return to the point of balance.
Ending the rough transition of kaliyuga towards satyayuga.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Apr 6 · 173
EXULANSIS
People in Gaza are too tired of suffering.
It is too complicated to digest the suffering in the midst of endless chaos.
They no longer feel the need to post what they are experiencing.
Because they feel it is no longer useful.
They feel abandoned by the world.
A world that is silent seeing their suffering.
A world that is unable to understand and save them.
They have lost hope and feel helpless.
They no longer expect help from anyone.
This is psychological condition called Exulansis.
People in Gaza who have suffered Exulansis will not post anything anymore on their social media accounts.
You will no longer know whether they are still alive or dead.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Apr 5 · 77
F35
F35
F35 is a very sophisticated and expensive American jet fighter plane.
It should be used for war against other sophisticated and expensive jet fighter planes.
Dogfight in the sky against the Russian SU57 or the Chinese J2 Dragon which are comparable.
But Israel is not enough to bombard Gaza with F16s or Apache helicopters.
Now Israel uses F35s only to bombard people and children who are exhausted and hungry.
It is very sad to see sophisticated and expensive jet fighter plane only used for massacre.
Ironically Israel bought many F35s with American tax money.
This is the most expensive genocide in the history of the cruel world.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
When the Nazzi besieged Leningrad it became a terrifying hell.
Everyday Nazzi planes bombarded the city many times.
As time went on Leningrad was increasingly destroyed.
People and children were starving and malnourished.
Nazzi troops blocked the supply of food , fuel and medicine.
The fate of the people and children in Leningrad was truly terrible.
Many died slowly and painfully.

Now history is repeating itself again.
Gaza has become the new
Leningrad in the third millenium.
A much worse hell and too terrible to be repeated again.
This terrible history is truly sad to repeat itself.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Apr 4 · 132
FLOUR CRISIS
After Eid the supply of flour in Gaza became increasingly scarce.
Everyday bakeries were filled with people queuing.
They jostled for hours just to buy a bag of bread.
Usually people who came in the morning got bread at noon.
There were also people who fought while queuing and then they were disappointed.
Because the bread had run out in the evening.
But now the situation is getting worse.
There are no more bakeries open because the supply of flour has run out.
Gaza is in a crisis of flour and all kinds of food.
People are starving again amidst endless chaos.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Gaza is now completely destroyed not because of Godzilla or King Kong.
The destruction of Gaza is the result of Israeli madness and brutality.
For more than a year Israel has been bombarding Gaza non stop.
Jet planes , warships , artilleries , tanks , helicopters , bomb drones.
All of them non stop bombarding Gaza every day.
So blame Israel for the destruction of Gaza.
Never blame Godzilla or King Kong.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
The girls in Gaza love chocolate wafers or chocolate bars.
They also love cappuccino drinks with choco granules.
All of these have become luxury items that they cannot afford.
They can no longer enjoy because they have no money.
All they can do is upload old photos of themselves eating chocolate or drinking cappuccino.
All of this gives a little spirit to themselves who are weak and tired of surviving in the midst of the chaos.
They want to stay alive until the chaos ends.
So they can smile again in the midst of serenity.
While enjoying their favorite chocolate and cappuccino.
That's the life they love.
That's the life they fight for.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Apr 4 · 145
THE MESSIAH
Buddhists are waiting for Maitreya.
Hindus are waiting for Avatara.
Christians are waiting for Jesus.
Muslims are waiting for Al Mahdi.
Whatever people call it , it is the same figure.
People have been waiting for that figure for too long.
But that figure never comes while the world is really chaotic.
I think it's better for me to be that figure myself.
The figure of the Messiah that looks like an apocalyptic fantasy hero.
It is not my ambition to become the Messiah.
No one will give me salary or allowance if I become the Messiah.
But I have been baptized in hellfire to become the Messiah.
So now is the time to fulfill my destiny as the Messiah.
Do you know what I will do when I become the Messiah ?!...
Will I bring peace to this rotten world ?!...
No , I will burn this rotten world until there is no more rot left.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Apr 3 · 103
FIGHTING SPIRIT
To all pro Palestine people.
Don't say 'sorry'.
Don't say 'failed'.
People in Gaza will feel frustrated with those words.
Move as best you can.
Fight as hard as you can.
That's what they expect from you.
Whatever action you take will have an impact even if it is slow.
Show your fighting spirit consistency to support Palestine in many ways.


April 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Mar 30 · 238
BL00DY EID
Alvian Eleven Mar 30
When it comes time to celebrate Eid.
Children in Gaza do not celebrate with fireworks but with jet bombardments.
Children in Gaza do not wear new clothes but they wear shrouds stained with blood.
No laughter of joy , only silence in the morgue.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Mar 28 · 122
OH HABIBTI 4
Alvian Eleven Mar 28
Oh Habibti.
When a man loves a woman.
That man will always thinks about the woman he loves.
Every time he eats it doesn't feel delicious.
Every time he sleeps it doesn't feel peaceful.
Every time he hangs out it doesn't feel happy.
Because that man always thinks about the woman he loves.
You must know who that man is.
That man is me.
Me who loves you so much.
My love for you is unbearable.
I can't bear my love for you for too long.
So open your heart to me.
Let me into your deepest heart.
Let me marry you.
Let me be your habibi.
I want to feel how blissfully happy it is to have you.
Oh Habibti.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Mar 27 · 140
DIE EVERYDAY
Alvian Eleven Mar 27
Every day there is me who dies repeatedly.
People and children of Gaza who are slaughtered everyday.
They are me who dies everyday.
I feel dead inside even though I am still alive.
I forgot what it feels like to be alive because actually I die everyday.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Mar 26
I'm bored of watching the first and second world war movies.
I want to watch the third world war.
Not a movie but a real war.
Hi tech war with various modern weapons.
Mutual destruction between China , Russia , Iran against America , British , Europe.
This will be the most epic war and I can't wait to watch it.
I will watch it streaming on the big TV that I just bought.
I will watch it casually sitting on the soft sofa in my warm room.
I will watch it while eating martabak and drinking cincau ice.
The third world war will be the best entertainment in the 21st century.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Mar 26 · 138
KEEP FIGHTING !
Alvian Eleven Mar 26
The feeling of powerlessness is very painful.
When you want change but you are unable to do it.
Change depends on many factors beyond your control.
You can only wait for a miracle but the miracle never comes.
While you are getting weaker , tired , desperate and helpless.
You want to give up but the voice inside you wants you to keep fighting.
It's all up to you whether you will give up or force yourself to keep fighting.
But calm yourself down for a moment.
Take a few deep breaths so your complicated thoughts can clear up a bit.
Then listen to the voice within you more clearly.
Yes , you have to keep fighting.
Keep fighting don't lose hope even if it seems to fade.
Keep fighting even though you are so tired and weak.
Keep fighting no matter how.
Keep fighting without knowing what it will be like.
Strengthen your fighting spirit and keep fighting !.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Mar 26 · 101
OH HABIBTI 3
Alvian Eleven Mar 26
Oh Habibti.
Before I planned to marry you.
I had already married Palestine.
I had married Palestine with my deepest soul.
Then I got to know you and realized something.
That you are the human form of Palestine.
Palestine in the form of a beautiful woman.
That's you wearing thobe.
That's you cooking maqluba.
That's you dancing dabke.
That's you pounding olives.
That's you showing resilience.
That's you teaching life.
That's you who made me fall in love.
Oh Habibti.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Alvian Eleven Mar 26
If Anne Frank were still alive.
She would be an old granny now.
An old granny who supports Palestine.
Because the wound experienced by the Palestinian people are the same wound she felt during the holocaust.
That is the wound of the oppressed humanity.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Mar 25 · 97
OH HABIBTI 2
Alvian Eleven Mar 25
Oh Habibti.
Arabs often say to me that Arabic is full of romantic words.
That's why I want to take an Arabic course.
So I can ****** you with romantic words.
To touch your heart , to have your heart.
Oh Habibti.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Mar 25 · 66
FIGHT ! 2
Alvian Eleven Mar 25
The worst thing in this life is to be a fatalist and a nihilist.
They are people who have nothing to fight for or they have given up fighting.
Their lives have no meaning anymore. They have no honor anymore.

But for anyone who dares to fight.
Their lives have meaning.
They have honor.
Of course nothing is easy in the struggle.
Many risks to face.
Even must be ready to die in the struggle.
Die for something that is fought for.
It is more appropriate than giving up with the situation.
So for people who fight there are only two fates.
Live in victory or die in the struggle.


March 2025

Alvian Eleven
Mar 25 · 118
PEOPLE POWER
Alvian Eleven Mar 25
Western governments are nothing more than a bunch of political clowns with blood on their hands.
The blood of Palestinian people and children.
Who are slaughtered every day by Israel.
With the tax money of the American, British and European people.
Tax money which should be the welfare rights of the people.

Demanding for justice and peace is futile.
What needs to be done is to fight and force them.
Take over the status quo that they have controlled for too long.
Any risk must be faced no other choice.
Americans must act radically.
British must act radically.
Europeans must act radically.
Radical action with courage , anger , unity and resilience.
Show them what people power looks like.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Mar 24 · 127
GOODBYE HOSSAM
Alvian Eleven Mar 24
Every time I open social media.
Bad things always happen in Gaza.
But today a week before Eid the worst thing I never expected happened.
A young journalist named Hossam Shabat has died on duty.
Died young like other journalists who died first.
Hassan Hamad , Ismael Al Ghoul , Ayman Al Ghadi , Omar Al Derawi and more than 200 other journalists in Gaza.
Hossam finally went to join them.

I have been following Hossam's X account for more than a year.
Hossam tirelessly continued to serve in North Gaza.
He knew that every time he served he was risking his life.
But he continued to serve without fear.
No matter what dangers were threatening.
But in the end his duty has ended.
Today is the end of his duty as a brave journalist.
He has earned his honor as a martyr of Gaza and I will never forget him.
I will always remember his face that always smiled.
Goodbye Hossam.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Mar 23 · 431
HUMANITY ?!...
Alvian Eleven Mar 23
Humanity ?!...
Humanity what ?!...
I see no humanity.
I only see hypocrisy.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Mar 23 · 116
TOO MUCH CORTISOL
Alvian Eleven Mar 23
Trapped in chaos for too long.
People and children in Gaza are forced to endure unbearable stress.
Their brains produce too much cortisol to the point of excess.
They can no longer think clearly.
They are confused and don't know what to do.
They are tired , desperate and helpless.
They have forgotten what joy feels like.
A joy that they hope will make them laugh a little.
So their brains can produce endorphins as an antidote.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
Mar 23 · 98
MORE THAN $ 30
Alvian Eleven Mar 23
Men in Gaza often complain.
They are stressed every day trapped in chaos.
While they can't smoke to relieve stress.

Do you know why they can't smoke ?!...
Because the price of cigarettes is soaring high and they don't have money to buy.

Do you know how much a pack of cigarettes , oops I mean how much a stick of cigarette costs ?!...

More than $ 30.

That money is enough to buy a Xiaomi smartwatch.


March 2025

By Alvian Eleven
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