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This clothes doesn't fit me anymore,
It's time to throw them along with the shoes that I wore
I'm sick and tired of all their complaints,
No more sharing please it's all the same.

How come I never felt sheltered?
Where I'm all open and ready to listen?
Those problems that other shared
Feels like the world is on their shoulder

But after all the whining stops
And it's my turn to whimper
All I get is a cold gaze,
A fake smile to get over

It's hard acting like a hero
When you're in need your probability is zero
Don't expect equal return to what you gave
For it doesn't work that way, just wait to be save

My compassion with others ends here and now
I didn't mean it to be this way, it's hard to explain how
It's just that the wind suddenly gone dry
Maybe it needs time to get another try
I used to be a man with a pride and a gun;
I used to be that person who is always having fun;
I used to be a star!An actor! A very famous one;
Now everything have changed...Everything's gone.

I used to be happy with a wife and a son;
I used to be that person who is always feel grand;
I used to feel limitless like the whole world's mine;
Now I felt so empty like life just left me behind.

Here I am counting my sins! Confessing my crimes;
I never thought I can say a prayer, that I can change overtime;
So what's the point?when things have said and done?
Now that I am broken, so lost, with no clue where to stand.

I am trying to realize something in life while facing the sun;
When did I become so cold?While once again trying to feel warm;
All the answers are there from the very beginning yet undermined;
Now that I'm played by my self-righteous pride, now I have regrets inside my mind.

Empty,Broken and played is what I am today and may still be the next day;
But who's to blame but myself!Now even flies and rats wouldn't want to stay;
Once again I want to try to get back what once mine, but now as a better soul and a better man!
Lessons learned in life! Time to walk a new one! I really just wanna spent my whole life with my wife and my son.
I don't know what to write today.
It feels so empty without anything to say;
Yet here I am pushing buttons and random letters!
Edited a bit just to make it look better...

Hey guys!What's up?How's your winter?
It's so **** cold I can see myself breathe while I shiver;
Lighting now my cigarette...**** where's my lighter?!
Eheh...Can you torch me up?I'll make it up to you later.

Ahhh...Feels good, the suicidal taste of nicotine!
I feel a bit better now, killing myself a little.
No wonder why so easily I wear thin.
Gotta stop smoking right?!Of course what's the big deal?

Okay back to boredom and this empty room!
If these boring walls could talk I am surely be doomed.
I played with my guitar a dozen of times already!
Well it doesn't hurt to keep myself busy while I rock steady!

So what's next from feeling empty?
Watch **** and do something *****?
For ****'s sake!Hey that is not funny!
It was just a random thought...Just call me crazy!

Alright this is pointless...No! I mean it really!
You should stop reading from here on believe me.
Hearing me whine with my words of insanity,
Will surely ruin your day like mine completely.

But here's a little something...Would you care if I share?
Love always comes with pain and a cross to bear.
Hold unto it savor and cherish so it may last forever.
Of course we all knew that forever is next to never.

But everything grows stronger, just put a little faith.
Open up your mind a bit and forget all about hate,
Expand your consciousness to a different level,
Be something essential! And be told in a fable.

All of those things that revolves around us
Is something that involves the future and our past,
It's a universal code that linked us together;
A genetic design...We see clearer as we gets older.

Life is a wonder like a one big story!
Yesterday's a history, tomorrow's a mystery,
And today is a gift that's why they call it present;
Admit it that quote is cool and quite decent \m/
You took the air from off my lungs
Gasping and heaving, blood stops to run
Veins tightening, fainting fade to black
Waking from the otherside, struggling to go back
With just one lie, it ended just like that
Why'd I believe in you? Surrendering my heart
You ripped it from the inside, like a newborn child
Coming out the womb, with hatred so wild
What I'd ever done to deserve me like this
We can start all over just hug me with a kiss
You took the world from off my eyes
And now I'm not afraid in exchanging goodbyes
With all regrets,mistakes and lies
Taking them all to the grave when the moment dies
I am falling up while you're breaking down
I am tearing down what we've both built
I am sheltering us from your storm
We both failed to grasp, A new hate is born
I open my umbrella when I am indoor;
As I break mirrors
I spill salt on sore;
While walking under ladders..
I let black cats pass me by
I write 3 for a tragedy;
As 666 spokes the life out of me..
I go out on fridays when the date strikes 13
I have been having bad luck ever since I was 15...
"We are all sinners and time will come for metanoia
That pulls us back once again into the land of pleroma
A region of light where we continue to achieve gnosis
The possibility of transcendence in a spiritual phasis"
Heavy heart's weighing us down
breathing in misery pain and in tragedy
crash and burn we both fell down
up from the sky and into the ground
Coiling like a serpent of time this suffering;
Holding,binding everything that are wailing.
A never ending curse that holds no contract to end;
The grieving of all souls that is tormented for hell it's a godsend.

Marked by a tattoo numbered 666 just to survive;
The modern age turned to chips implanted in to their minds.
Contemplating and confused whether they are dead or alive;
Never before seen the light of day again, blinded surrounded with mines.

So the devil breathes among men conquering earth;
In shape of a man sitting on a throne of deception
The rapture is about to begin, so the end is about to be birth;
The beginning of the worst, a total chaos and annihilation

All hell breaks loose and the gate is open;
Eternal damnation is not being offered but given.
Where all the wicked souls hails to the king of the wretched;
Minions of dark infernal fire rises unleashing hell on earth.
Imagine a life not grey, not black
Imagine the sun sharing it's rays.
Imagine the ocean, not flipping it's waves.
Imagine the times we'd be astray.
Imagine the way,I'd make you stay.
Imagine a night, we are together
Imagine a love, we’ll share forever
Imagine me, and you making believe it’s true
Imagine a light, that guides us through
Imagine a path, that leads me back to you
I scream and sing while I do my thing
With my guitar I let the shredding begin
To go with the rhythm I bang my head
With the noise I make, I'll be waking the dead. Yeaahh!

Swirling like the leave that falls
My music's sweet its rock n roll
With my lyrics, I'm getting in your head
Oh baby tonight meet me on your bed. Whoah!

I'll make your world, jumps up and down
Until we both go deeper underground
Exchanging body heat with our melody
Oh baby tonight don't you feel so pretty? Ahhhh!!

I'm a rockstar baby come and sing along
I'm a drifter yeah! I'm a rolling stone
We sing a song, we come and go
We soar so high and then we go down low...oooohhh!
Not far from the dream is a reality of you and me
An Inertia of love a constant motion that goes on for eternity
Together we are forever lost in time, a ecstatic euphoria
We built a sanctuary with our body united as one, our own utopia
Never alone and lonely, fears and doubts has been casts away
A beautiful lie that we can't deny while the truth glimmers through the eye
Love is our domain, our territory...Our own kingdom to rule the ground where we stand
Something profound, essential like life itself where only two lovers would understand
That this very embrace in each others arms a home where we belong
We will never falter our love will go on, A love so strong will never go wrong
We are young and so wrong
But we are done and moving along
The order, we suffer
They took as in for ******
We are lost and broken
But it made us strong, awoken
Our father, we suffer
You left us sleeping in the gutter
We are old and the lonely
But we are holding so much memory
The gallows, we suffer
Choking hanging ropes getting tighter
Now we are just dust and ashes
Scattered through the wind in masses
The freedom, no more to suffer
Forever we'll journey on as a drifter
Only a few are chosen to be whole
And the rest are then thrown in a hole
Those are the memories we tried to forget
And what's in the making that leaves no regret
If you are the piece that fits in perfectly
Would you take my hand and live in harmony?
Or are you just like me trying to find what's missing
It's not always the broken can mend what's already tearing
A saying that would probably get worst every try
One always seek shelter and a shoulder to lean on and cry
When the breaking starts to shatter how can one pick up the pieces?
It's a natural healing, an order that no one suffers an endless stasis
Of emptiness, loneliness and sadness, to many has became a choice
Just have to endure and survive as we always do listening to the voice
Not of the darkness that dwells within us that devours our will
But to the angels singing side by side as you stood on a hill
Where then turn to a mountain, as you build yourself back up
Moulding what was once shattered for the struggle to stop
It has to start on your own to once again be whole stronger than before
Only then you'll find yourself ready to offer, opening up your door
Decapitate, disembowel, tear and mutilate!
Schizophrenic!Psychedelic twisted mind!
Expedite, liberate, Alienate then recreate
Masonic!Prolific piece of mind!

Sabotage, besiege, flank to infiltrate!
Victorious!Strategic tyrannic mind!
Crucify, liquify, impale bleed them dry!
Torturous!Barbaric, sadistic mind!

Derange, insane, crazy and mental!
Hallucinating!Polysyllabic demented mind!
Disturbed, diabolic, vile and fatal!
Parasitic!Infected infested mind!
I lost my will to write
I hope it's all right
If this paper stayed blank all night
With candles burning out a ticking light
What's in my mind? I've been asking myself all the time
I inked sadness with empty words everyday
Hoping to make sense along with my burdens someday
A drop of salt to each wound just to feel
I sleep awake just to make sure the pain is real
Why so much madness when your trapped in silence?
Within your own walls **** it! All of this doesn't makes sense!
Perhaps I'm losing it! Or maybe I should just let go...
Of your memories move on start anew
Yes! I should do that just so you know
My bed is calling me cause' I ran out of alcohol
This piece of paper as usual to the bin shall fall...
Just to write something cause it's been awhile :o
"We made promises that we can't break and deny
Cause' they are all empty our love's a one a big lie
Our tears turned into wine that drowns us every night
We sat down together making ripples...The lake of lies"
Creeping ‘round the corner of your walls
Silently I wait till darkness falls
Night has finally come to turn me
Into something myself would hate me
Quench the thirst, a bite to **** you
Take each drop that’s how I hate you
I’ll sink my teeth into your skin
And quench the thirst from deep within
You bleed for love I hate to ****
A little slice to fill the thrill
You know this wounds will never heal
The pain and torments are very real
Your love’s like a poison right from the start
Your lies like stakes it pierced my heart
A new song I am working on here's a sample https://soundcloud.com/john-les-phoenix/lies-like-stakes
I'm on a bed with needles tucked on my skin
With a respirator that makes me breathe from within
In a coma not aware if I'm asleep or awake
This must be a joke! or a nightmare I cannot shake
Ringing and beeping, the chorus of silence
A melody of my heart's beating without the essence
Life is not a waiting room and here I am dying
So this is how it sounds.. when the life-clock's ticking
I lost my heart in a prison
devoured by doubts and fears
I lost my way of reason
As the dust it never clears
I lost the right to recover
when I drown myself with tears
I lost the will to remember
Clouding my mind for years
Where have you gone? Struggling to remember
What Am I missing?Why am I forgetting
What have I done? Looking for forgiveness
Who am I missing? Why am I aching
Where is the sun? I need to see us clearer
It's you I am missing! When my heart's stops beating
You are the one we need to get closer
closer together and be us forever
What's left of our memories fallen in ruins are nothing but debris of mistakes and regrets, a remnant of life speaking the truth that we are far more than worlds apart...The closer we get the further we are
"You are my something from nothing
My one thing to anything&everything;"
Calm as the sound of the falling leaves
It hits the ground as we silently breathes
The air we shared as we grasp our hands together
A confession of love, a moment that can last forever
But such eternity is just a feeling of expectations
A dream in a world where fantasy is just a chained illusions
Yet from the heart we both knew that it can exist
If we hold onto us we can change the world of modern myths
That this, you and me under the bright blue sky
Is as clear as day with a love that we can't deny
So lets walk a promise that no matter what we won't let go
We'll get through anything with a bond so the world will know
That forevermore is just a heartbeat away that ticks with yours and mine
Put some faith and even in the darkest times a heart can shine..
The stars in the sky;
Falls along with the tears in your eyes
Catching colors in black and white;
Remembering the love we had that night...

The faults and regrets;
They kept on shaking all the thoughts in our heads
Flashing memories we tried to forget;
Waking up with you alone in this bed

Tell me where did we go wrong?
Tell me why you've leave me alone?
I'm waiting here for you to come home
The only place our hearts belong

Tell me how'd it come to be?
Tell me that you're missing me?
I can't believe it has to end
We thought our love can never end

Love is like a falling star;
Shining with false hopes and promises are bound
A wish came true with a mark of scars;
Never again to fall once it meets the ground
New Song I made and a poem too ')
https://soundcloud.com/shiroyama-aoi-yuu/love-is-like-a-falli­ng-star
https://soundcloud.com/shiroyama-aoi-yuu/love-is-like-a-falling-star-1
There is something in your eyes
That makes it hard to say goodbye
But I can’t stay and breathe your lies
You used to always speak the truth
When apologies has been misused
Now our love have been denied

It’s time for us to say goodbye
So many times we failed to try
This love can never be revive
It’s finally time to close our doors
We can’t feel us anymore
A part of me just died

Love long gone x 4
A new song I made :3
"Love love love sets us all in motion
When two hearts unite it's a natural selection
Put a little faith, loyalty and devotion
And you will find a strong build of foundation"
You sinked your teeth deep within my skin
You left me here dying, lying down bleeding
Our memories reminds me of my sins
Buried with regrets locked up in a coffin
You woke me up with a cold touch from your lips
The warmness is long gone, love grown cold and stiff
What have we become? a monster of our own?
Chasing ghosts devouring bliss as lies goes on
Between us is a broken mirror with so many reflections
Where none of it are real, a keleidoscope of lies and deceptions
Proving our feelings as plastic fake, a masquerade
With betrayal as our companion marching our parade
Our last waltz as we dance in this treacherous symphony
The melody goes on till' then end, and for eternity
https://soundcloud.com/john-les-phoenix/loves-resentment
Crash and burn all our memories just died within
Crooked smiles replaced the honesty that we once wore
No saving us, it's too late we crumbled down to dust
All is lost the love the lust the hate the promises of us
I will love you forever till the end of time
No matter what I'll try to keep you happy and feel fine
If I promised a lie?Then am I worthy to die?
I said ''I'll give up my own life
For you...''
On my knees,the world as our witness with a cheap bouquet of roses
You took me in your arms, you let me in so deep
''Please feel free to bury me the moment I make you weep''
I said, and I did and now here we are facing end
With no return,we are lost tired and broken...
If I promised that lie,Now I am worthy to die along with our memories
So long and goodbye love resent me
As she sit on a chair, wondering why the moon looks so pale
As it sits in the sky, with a glowing light to share;
She thought about a thousand stars doing the same
While her feelings of sadness drips down with the rain
Oh how could it be, she said "what am I to the world?"
"If a line is strong enough then I'll scream to be heard"
Her heartbeat's raising holding so much emotions
And her lips are shaking, a silent expressions
Trapped inside,a thousand words waiting to let go
Breaking the silence was harder than she knows
Make me bleed baby please,
Make me believe that I still live
Make me need baby please,
Make me know I still want something to give

Make me cry baby please,
Make me feel you closer than the tears
Make me rest baby please,
Make me calm and forget all my fears

Make me break angel please,
Make me know I can be whole again
Make me fall baby please,
Make me realize that I can stand back up again

Make me touch you angel please,
Make me caress your soft feather wings
Make me see the light angel please,
Make me see through beauty in ugly things

Make me kiss you angel please,
Make me quench the thirst through your lips,
Make me hold you again angel please,
Make me soar across heavens with my hands held on your hips

Make me makes me me,
Make me become who I am used to be
Make me make you make me,
Make me believe this is gotta be...
Just making me write ;)
Piercing eyes I'm mesmerized!
Petrified now I'm cold as Ice!
Cursed for life turning to a stone!
Medusa's gaze prepare to meet your doom!

Alluring the beauty she betrays my mind!
I'm shaking I'm hopeless facing the end of my time!
No way of escape! And it's all too late!
This is the end I'm pouring out my faith!!!

She coiled in like a serpent!She smells like death!!
Devouring my will till' I run out of breath!
Here now I stand here where I fall!!!
This statue is my grave my coffin and my tomb!!!

Glare and stare!Smirk and sneer!x8
Just another song I made ;)
Miss erie she ******* loves me
I hear her calls, her face is all I see
Miss erie she ******* loves me
She's my wonderwall when happiness betrays me
miss erie she ******* loves me
my colorful heaven in hell for eternity
miss erie she ******* loves me
In her arms I call home my sanctuary
Like a butterfly she came to take my soul, like a candle beneath my thread waiting for my fall,
Her smile's like a cancer devouring my all,yet she is the only one around when ever I make the call
What if I died tomorrow
Will you cry for me?Endlessly
What if I've burnt this pictures
Will you remember me? Promise me
That you will carry me in your memory
Till the end of the world just you and me
In this tragedy in misery we will keep holding on
for eternity...
The pain it meant so much for us
made us grow aware of things that betrayed us
An intervention that rained down from above
that found us here together tangled in love
So hold me and don't let go
We can fade away tonight and no one will know
Falling up in space
our souls have finally found a place to rest
No one can disturb us here
No one can find us there
In our sweet embrace we call our home
Let us turn off the lights and finally be alone
https://soundcloud.com/john-les-phoenix/never-fade-away
In this city where night kills the day;
Everyone's out there and parties all the way;
With boozes and music that is so loud;
Carries the soul and passion of all that is in the crowd.

In this city where night kills the day;
The dawn never breaks the city where I lay;
It's like a world that revolves in reverse;
Only the difference is no one takes it as a curse.

In this city where night kills the day;
People work's late and sleep all day;
There is really no explanation, to what is going on anyway;
It comes so natural that people get used to day by day;

In this city where night kills the day;
My inspiration precedes all the things to say;
Never a dull moment for me as my poetry overwhelms;
All the feelings I set aside, watching the day pass through the seams..

In this city where night kills the day;
All your worries will simply go away;
Getting used to stress is a way to survive;
Oh what a great way this city does just to make people feel alive.
"The blood you bleed
That I drink to live
The life you lose
From the dead I rose
The Lies you breathe
Where hate gave birth
To chaos, carnage and dread
An endless cycle of nightmares in your head"
There's gotta be a price to pay for the fame I'm drowning in my head
There's gotta be a better place for me to rest dragging this coffin as my bed
Well death's knocking on my door I'm begging him for more just a little more
And he's slowly takes my soul before I have it all before I take my fall

There's gotta be a better way to escape my fate I'm running out of time
There's gotta be a better place for my soul to rest I'm paying all my crimes
Well hell is taking now my soul I'm losing my control as I weakly crawl
The fire's burning well my skin tortures me within I am just an empty hole

God save me!I'm sorry!Forgive me!
What have become of me?It's too late to be free!
God save me!I'm sorry!Forgive me!
I'm far away from heaven!Hell is where I meant to be!
A new song on progress..
Hail to all those who are brave and strong!
That fears no evil and commits no wrong!
For their hearts are pure!
Even through hell they can survive and endure!

All the darkness will perish with the power of light!
Literally speaking! You should have seen them fight!
With their strength and power bestowed by the Gods,
No villains shall reign they should just lay down their guns!

So much faith was given to those brave warriors of time!
Reading comics had given me ideas that words can't define!
Do they really exist?
Or it was just all inside our minds?

It's time to face reality that heroes live within you in me;
We may not possess superiority like superhuman ability;
But with compassion and the heart to sacrifice, for once be selfless!
The world will be a safe place from all that is heartless!

Well we all know that the world needs balance
That everything we thought we knew is a one big trance!
Through the storm we unite ourselves as one!
But there is always war to exchange bullets with our guns!

Like an anthem to live in harmony;
Only accompanied by disenchanted melody!
Like light and dark worlds apart!
Good and evil a purgatory where you can't depart!

In the end it's always every man for himself;
Where one's action will determine their fate!
How pure are their intentions, will they make it to heaven's gate?
There are no more heroes so might as well hold on to your faith...
Love is like an oil painting when it gets old it dries and the memories preserved in the craquelure.
In this hands is a broken home of shattered glass
Tattered memories, a recollection of the past
No hope of recreating what is already destroyed
But I kept holding on, my palms bleed out what are stored
Remember the beauty in what now is ugly
A horrible mess from once that is pretty
Put a little faith on those profound beliefs
That there is a way to patch, a heart to keep
Stop hanging by a thread, stitch them back up with your daily bread
Let it shine out from the darkest night
Be your own star, a sun with the brightest light
A warm embrace may be as simple as it look
If you love each other you know you read her/him like a book
So here I hold, so here I keep the broken glass
A reflection of mistakes this shattered past
You broke me down again and again and again
But I won't back down...
Like I'll never get used from being abused
It's okay I'll never look down
So where's the sound you made when you are around around my head
I can't sleep at night without you on my bed..
Time goes back down to one and I am missing you
Another sleepness night without the me and you
Another cold coffee and the lights are dimming low
So hit me one more time with a bolt of blue
And maybe this time around, I'll see you in a different view
Scream till' you can't
Black out, fall down and faint
Sink in, let out and let go
Is the only thing that I ever know

I have faced all my fears
I have poured out the tears
Bleed out dry and let die
crumble down while you try

You have lost all your faith
Your heart is filled up with hate
All hope is gone and you know it's too late
To climb back up, to fall down so accept your fate

We've gave everything till' there's nothing left
We sold our soul to hell to measure its depth
Heaven is so far away locked down in its basement
Here we rest in damnation sempiternal lament
I thought about dreaming while
I'm awake;To separate the truth from what is fake;I turned emptiness from pond to lake;I said I'll stop the hurt for heaven's sake!
If this is my hell?My reality is a one big lie;
Circling for 24 hours a day, trying to sleep with just one eye;
Saving myself from freefalling up an empty sky;Just to find a meaning for life before I die!
I am a poet!I believe my words will echo in silence;Like dropping bombs to the ears of the deft with extreme violence!!
I am not in rage I simply trying to wake up;from being trapped in a nightmare every midnight when it's pass three and a half!!My muse is overwhelmed by my demons while weighing on my shoulder;Where I stood up lifeless in the middle of my room, hoping the next day will be better..
And so here I share my thoughts of self inflicted tragedy;Inked with every sorrowful bliss,pain and misery
Rise never fall to the ashes! Never fade with the dust! Never burn out the fire!
I will never gonna give up! Never gonna give in! Never to die again!
Death will never conquer my heart! Filled with burning flames! See it through my eyes!
Live soar up back to the skies! Burn the open land! Corrupted with greed!

I am the eternal fire!!!!
Burning with hopes and dreams!!!
Phoenix's rebirth a never ending curse
Turning pain into a gift

Fall Decay Rise Again X8
This a metal core song I made if you are willing to listen visit https://soundcloud.com/phoenixs-rebirth
You better run as fast you can
Don't look back cause you won't understand
The terror behind you is hotter than hell
You'll burn like a candle you'll melt and swell

Nowhere to run to, nowhere to go
A place to hide you don't even know
Keep moving forward don't ever get caught
'Cause if it gets you, it will simply turn you to salt

Your legs are weak and you're ready to fall
Don't have the strength to get up or to crawl
Can't process any kind of words, what to say
Cause you don't even have the time to think back and pray

Prepare to meet the wrath of a thousand suns
Dig through the grave of sins where it all begone
This is the end and it's all too late to think of your sons
A damnation of war that can wipe out all of our clan.
Just another poem and song I made to pass through time :3
I used to walk the broad daylight
Without the hunger I suffice every night
This addiction to **** for a moment to live
Has become my curse without a remorse to give

I didn't ask for this, something called as an abomination
Never thought I would become something out of a imagination
Life to me where once so simple now all's bizarre and uncanny
I circle and walk the night causing terror and horror as my reality

You may all be wondering how a man turns to a creature of the fallen
When did I became something that I am not?How did it happen?
It started 400 years ago when I fell in love with a beautiful countess
Her name's still haunts me Elizabeth Bathory the midnight huntress

Even the most radiant rose in appearance in the end shows their true color when they wither
She is dark merciless and vile when dusk falls she saps life like plants in need of water
One night as I walk along the shore of castle cachtice unaware of her being
I saw her standing there like wine in a glass being offered to quench a man's thirst and craving

I came to her like a hungry wolf, only to realize I am the sheep under a butcher's hook
I stare just to witness what fear looks like, as death bites a way in my vision blurred and blood was took
I woke up the next day only to be reminded that it wasn't just a nightmare
I soon then stop the struggle and feed my first **** and became a heir

I couldn't speak the tale of all the endless slaughter till' the day she was immured
I am being kept secret in the dark not knowing of my existence for centuries the curse I endured
An ending to a nightmare has finally came to pass with the death of the queen of the ******
But a new story of terror has began the hunting the feeding the killing where I myself couldn't stand
I really should work on my poetry I was so obsessed with rhyming words and I hope this is okay e_e and yeah I love vampires maybe not that much
I am staring at my own reflection
Seeing through the eyes of the dead
I am listening to the dead silence
Hearing myself whisper as I scream

I am falling apart my world is crumbling
Down to ashes with my memories left my head
Fading, goes away my existence
Nothing left but a ghost in your world

You are the hearse that carried me to my grave
Your heart is my coffin as I lay for eternal rest
Your embrace, your arms I will miss a sweet caress
Remember my face darling I am now in a better place

This is not the end,this is not a goodbye
We will meet again soon in another life
I will search for you with the scent of your breathe
Let our love pull us back together again in another time
I'm lighting up a cigarette inhaling the suicidal taste of nicotine;
It helps me calm my mind while damaging me from within.
Thinking what to write today while keeping myself sane;
It's hard to escape madness knowing it is driving me insane.

So I took this pen inked with eternal damnation;
Which words to suffice the needs for desolation.
My thoughts run wild just by thinking of her;
It triggers something that makes my words clever.

And so from tragedy I'm writing about love and unity;
Blessed by the heavens and strengthen by the holy trinity.
That someday every one will realize that no darkness remains free;
For there is a moment that in the shadow comes a light that shines brightly.
"He dodges the blade"
      "Tis' but a scratch, he murmured
                  "Kneels down, Blood pours out"
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