Look alive
Don’t stop breathing now
Hold my hands and we’ll fly away
Shine a light
Don’t keep me locked inside
Hold on tight and we'll fly away
And when you fall
Bound by despair,misery and pain
Hear my call
And I’ll take you there, where it no longer rain

Oh what a happy life! And it can all end with a cut from this knife;
Slice up a skin decorated with tattoos of halos,stars and stripes.
Only to know that tonight will be the last, and we are fading fast;
To our final resting place we will be, to our grave returning to dust.

Oh what a demented mind! Trying to feel your pain like it was mine;
Carrying the weight of the world on my shoulder which gets heavier overtime.
Just to pass and breeze through the day I swallowed the bitter pills of sorrow;
Then again live just to see the light of day fade my routine wasn't that hard to follow.

Tonight I must make a difference, put an end to this madness that I created;
Pray to a god who is deaf and blind too many times already that I felt rejected.
But does it really make any difference? If I let myself fall to this life ending decision;
With this blade so sharp and shiny, I will be glad to commence a perfect incision.

Layer by layer, flesh to bones! It cuts deep right through with no pain at all;
Just the sound of silence and dripping blood counting minutes before I fall.
Too late to save myself now I'm almost there! I can feel that cold embrace as death touches me;
So empty yet so free the feeling I have in this dark place of desolation, with nothing else to see.

No doors to open, no more air to breathe! Yet I am still me no changes just alone am I happy?;
What is this feeling of contentment that finally I found my place...No more holes finally..
That self righteous suicide that ends me to become me saved me yet somehow I felt unworthy;
Now in this place I must stay in the dark, alone and empty and not to suffer more for eternity.

I miss your kiss
The touch of your lips
While I hold your hips
Exchanging body heat

We make love like fire melting ice
The coldest night turns warm as I look deep in your eyes
Your sweet embrace have shown me the light
To a new beginning, will start tonight

Like moth to flames we willingly burn
All our fears,from this moment we yearn
To not let go craving for love and lust
While we both wish this will never last

We slip into each other with legs tangled tight
The feeling of bliss made this love burning bright
We moans and whispers surrendering ourselves
We reached our peek, both went deeper we delves

We both know that this feeling can go on forever
Even to some it means next to never
But how can we express this new found sanctuary
Where our heart and soul rest now for serenity

There's a way back home to bring myself to you
There's a way I know to finally be with you
There's a place I'll be when I failed to come to see
There's a face I'll see cause you're always here with me

There's a note I wrote of how I am missing you;

And I know, it is hard to find a way back in your arms
When you know that you're already with someone
And I am not the one x2

Hello, Goodbye To you x4

Yesterday became a week
As for tomorrow I'll be laying sick
The thousand thoughts of you leaving
Lingers in the room while time passed ticking
A day became years
As for the next I'll be crying without tears
That's how you left with a thorn in my heart
Splintered in a memory constantly tearing me apart

I saw a cat runned over by a car call it a roadkill;
It seems that the driver enjoyed it came back a bit just to feel
The pain the poor cat is suffering,twitching as it gasp for air to breathe;
Even knowing that life will never come back still curious till' the cat's heart stop to beat.

So I came to think and ponder a bit while walking my way to work;
While still ****** and keep saying to myself that driver is a total ****!
He could have let the cat pass! Not pacing up for a merciless ****;
With a smirk to an evil grin while pretending he's sorry after quenching his thrill.

And so I told myself what if the devil was a lie and God do not exist?
So could this evilness that surrounds us is worst without judgment? Will it ever be cease?
With a mind worst than the so called devil himself sitting on a throne ruling the entire land;
Without a soul to be tormented waging wars giving orders! Fierce like a beast with an iron hand.

The world will never rest and keeps spinning as bloodshed and chaos revolves around;
If goodness is only meant to be for the weakest heart then what's the point of love being unbound?
I had enough of this thoughts so I'm just going to continue living for what it is there for me tomorrow;
I kept holding onto my faith that there is a God that keeps saving us and relieves our pain and sorrow.

And when you fall to give it all
Lose everything to get you through the wall
That divides the truth between right from wrong
And finally find a place for your heart where it belong…

And when you fail from what you believe
Don’t give up and  fight forward to succeed
That there’s no room to wait and time to waste
And now it’s clear…That life’s an endless cycle a one big race

So open up the door and take control
Of what weighing deep inside you let it go
So open up cause’ there’s still time
To what you want the world for you to  find

So don’t give in face your fears
The ghost within that’s been haunting you for years
So don’t hold back free yourself
From the corner of that empty shelf

So write a book  fill the empty
Pages of your life with a brand new story
You’re once lost without a sound
You’re still searching so now be found

Scrawling down my memories before I forget,
That will soon reminds me the things to regret;
Only now I feel worry, what of my existence?
My misfortune never ends and it appears consistent...

Crossing my mind, those other's problems;
While setting aside mine, to understand them...
And later I say, I must not falter! I must stay strong;
It wasn't that bad that, soon I will not suffer long...

What of the words, that I used to share?
A piece of advice to let them know I care;
For I myself needed some help, For I cannot bear!
The feeling that sometimes life itself isn't fair...

Yes I'm aware! That the world needs balance to weigh;
The equality where some of us tends to eventually fray...
Right at the edge of their sanity to understand their fate;
A living hell they say filled with misery and hate...

With a rope tied tight, I tried to contemplate...
What is on the other side? Should I stay here while I optate;
Where do I belong? As my fate is unclear, which path to take?
So I tell to myself, I maybe just losing my faith....

I stepped down from this stall where I stand;
Now it's all clear to me, I know now and understand...
That not everything in life is handed on a plate...
That sometimes one must play the cards their being dealt

One must not easily fold, lay down and cower
Stand firm and strong even if the whole world's on your shoulder!
Be positive! Ignite the thoughts of negativity
For from here on you only seek serenity...

You melt the sorrows away
You ignite and rekindled the flame
You burned the bridges to make us stay
where we are is safer from the storm that came

We share the light whenever darkness falls
We grew stronger, time to time we fan the blaze
To never fall apart and be separated as our heart calls
For another night with fire in our eyes with each other's gaze

There's one thing in life with all certainty I know
That right from the start I felt you are the one
If I am wrong and our love turns cold like snow
I really doubt that though for our love shines like the summer's sun

Words are easy to say but hard to let go
When it comes from the heart to let somebody know:
Of how you are bleeding, hating and falling in love
Just say it to the world that is blind,deft and numb;
Where are all the faces that is kept in this pictures
When your brain betrays you with a memory and you're unsure;
You take a moment to hold your breathe just to feel your alive
And drown yourself to save you is the only way to survive;
The lies you made for yourself that you are not alone
Keeping you in misery and in tragedy where you think you belong;
Is a mindgame you play with yourself, a test of sanity
You lost too much grounds to even find a place for serenity

I saw the tears fell down from Danah's eyes
And it hurts so bad that I am about to die;
To see you fall and break as you were left behind
All the memories you shared turns to black and white.

And I never wanted to leave
I'm the only one that makes you breathe;
When you're suffocated by the lies he brought you
But you shut your eyes not to see the truth;
Cheated by the games he played with you
When he says "I love you"
But here I am never had the chance to say that so I do..That so I do

I tried to catch the tears as they fall down
But it came down fast that it crush the ground;
I can feel the pain inside, deep inside your heart
And it reminds you of the scars of the past.

And I never wanted to leave
I am the only one that makes you sleep tonight..
Don't get tired of loving, don't lose your hope never back down
There's always a way to make the same the way you felt before...

"We may cower in the dark"
"But in the light we stand"
"In the end, it's just all about the balance"
"That we all must accept and understand"

Into the sunlight burning my pale tainted skin I fall;
Out from the darkness I lived where I walk before I crawl
I'm a being no man can describe yet I am marked as a horror;
I meant no harm but this is how I live a cycle causing' terror

Understanding my nature is like a puzzle picture a piece is always missing;
Dig deeper and you will find the answers right before your neck, blood will start gashing
Never will I myself will ever understand why am I brought to this world and for what purpose?;
For the balance perhaps? That we all must accept that light and darkness never coexist and that what truth has exposed...

Sacrifice what a noble suffering one can offer for love and devotion;
What I do now, will it set the order for safety and to create a new world in motion?
I doubt one can even notice or even give credit to my self righteous suicide;
I'm a fool to even care so much that I am ready to give my life for violence to subside...

Maybe I am just tired living in the shadows creeping in the night to feed;
I envy men for their freedom that I even often ask what's the difference they also live in greed
Why must I care so much for their safety?I am living the life I am offered so are they;
But why am I feared the most for their violence is worst yet I am the only one known as a monster...

Too late to ponder more, I made my choice so long and goodbye I bid farewell;
It is a good day to die funny it's the first time I see the sunlight and touched my skin burning them well;
Blood is boiling like acid tearing my bones melting as I feel pain as I scream;
Freedom it is this the end of me to the earth I return as ashes filling an urn to the brim.

Brothers and sisters! Have you known no remorse?!
For the sins we have done, don't you want to be atoned?
No fear of judgement and what's about to come;
The unworthiness of salvation where no man would have gone!

Don't be proud of your pride! To think that you're in control;
Of the wheels of your fate, that along the way you will pay no toll!
For every actions bear a consequence in this world, you thought you knew it all!
That kind of thinking, that you gave life that kind of meaning will empty your soul!

Perhaps I'm wrong! Judging most of you through your beliefs!
Who am I to advice?I've never been to heaven nor hell's grip!
So go on dig deeper and explore!Exploit life's meaning of what you bore!
The end justifies the means! You reap what you saw the fruit of your labor!

But when the sky darkens, no one knows what will happen;
It's not ordinary like we are used to, preparing for something;
Together great tragedy will be fall!
For some just another natural disaster, a course of nature...

It was all written! The four horsemen's descent!
Will come clearing the land with great laments!
Pestilence, War, Famine and Death will ride out together!
White, red, black and pale! Here they come! Behold! Beware!

The coming of the lord along with the descent!
A sign of salvation, judgement, and eliminates;
The vile evil that sits upon this earth that corrupts the beauty!
A battle between light and dark, determines the fate of humanity...

From the depths of hell
Where I slowly fell
A deal made with the devil
As I started tossing pennies in a well

But the angels came and broke my fall
Saved me from sinking, down this hellhole
The life I sold is more precious than gold
That my friend is what I saw,life is now more clearer and bold

But after all upon throwing them all
Before the saving and breaking of my fall
I drowned in fame,money and ***
for 7 years I ruled the world as it rise to an apex

But then downfall and recollection came tormenting my soul
Hellhounds came gnarling,scratching and waiting at my bedroom door
Regrets starts falling alone with my tears as I prayed for salvation
Never thought God listened, As the angels descent ended my damnation

The devil is a salesman and you're a valued costumer
Starts thinking 7 times before you go and starts to barter
For your soul is more precious than what you think you'll be having
God gave me a second chance never thought my soul is worth saving

A glass has been offered to you half empty half full;
You drowned yourself with fame in order to be whole
But with greed you were lost in the depths of the abyss;
A self inflicted misery with no control, your former self will be missed.

You sang a song you wrote based on life and new beginnings;
From what we heard you did lived life like there are no endings
Suddenly you lose your will to move on chosen apathy as a death wish;
You were given opportunities, good life handed down on a dish.

What made you think to just let life float fast away?;
have you got tired of what you're doing and not wanting to stay?
In the eyes of the many you were idolized, loved all your lies;
While you burn all your fortune in order to roll a dice.

Too little time to understand what's in your mind;
You are here to be known not to be undermined
Slice me up some of your skin let me feel your pain;
I promise you I will try my best to keep you sane.

Perhaps we are exactly the same...I mean you and I;
So what's the point of this meeting right? Why ask why?
You wear a mask while you're in the crowd selling lies;
I seat here talk, wearing a mask just to understand what's behind your eyes.

So weak I couldn't stand on my feet
So I crawled hastily to escape my defeat
But remember I will stand back up to redeem honour
For my heart's filled with passion and undying valour

I layed down my weapons for a moment not to retreat or surrender
But to focus and breathe that winning and to live is life's only reminder
That once cut down by your enemies and your head as their trophy
You won't get to walk another chance in this arena..My friend believe me

And so with mind set to war, a man to man duel to the death
A battle of one man, one fight, one right to determine the fate
No hesitation no holds barred win the crowd for the victor takes it all
This is the warrior's way in a fight the path of a gladiator

Sorry I must admit I've reached my limits
And couldn't swallow the daily dose of deceits
I am giving up slowly..No this time I surrender
These are the things one shouldn't even have to remember

You buried me deep 12 feet under till' I couldn't be found
You pushed me hard off the cliff, I met the ground without a sound
So much metaphors to describe my anger,torments and pain
I must say you are the best when it comes to driving me insane

Can't explain everything I've been through with you in four simple lines
Lets just say those are the the things a relationship can suffer having hard times
Don't even know why am I even trying knowing you wouldn't even listen
But I hope someday you'll wake up next to nothing and it's me who is missing


Where is this going to end? A simple question full of amends
Not from me, but for you to come clean so we can somehow be friends
But it seems you are the coldest kind of person one can turn to be
I've had enough to worry no more misery cause this is the last of me

Tell me your darkest secrets;
I promise that I will keep
Whisper me all your unspoken words;
Let me break the silence where your heart silently weep

Surrender me a smile just to know that you're okay;
Even if it means the last time of faking, I am here to stay
Let me into your world, painting colors to your void memories;
And never again feel misery, lets turn your mind into a sanctuary

Deeply breathing together we held hands purifying our soul;
A prayer, we meditate disposing negativity.. A bad aura to let go
A moment of silence, shaking the person once we was;
Let them all troubles crumble, pulverizing sorrow to dust

Expanded consciousness makes us grow stronger and push further;
The path to serenity, a peace of mind where all the letdowns will never be remembered
Yet...Yes it's a scar that always remain, a part of growth and a sign of divine intervention;
We may take wounds but will never fall...Between rise and fall there is always a contradiction

So fall forward to a better man;
Don't give up as much as you can
The least you worries, the least you grow;
What I mean was do something about instead it just undermine the sorrow...

Life slowly fades like a burning candle;
From its wick shines a flame that is too hot to handle
We tend to compare the mystery of our existence to things;
How we die in the end, some decays even before their breathing begins.

What makes you tick when you are down, tired and weary?
How do you express your feelings when you are alone and empty?
As if you were cursed since birth that never a moment you feel lost;
You get used to overtime that sorrow became a company you treasured the most.

There are times our minds are preoccupied and overrunned;
By thoughts of negativity suffering torture that drags us down.
Why is it so easy to think something that weighs so heavy that we sink;
And drown to our own demise trapping ourselves and in our own drop of blood we drink.

This has been told a thousand times,suffered by many a million times;
But it never gets old redundantly, we feel and lingers inside our minds
That we accept that the world is cruel enough to some, why permit them to live;
Without God in their hearts and prayers unanswered in darkness they only believe.

"As blood runs black
Darker than black
Flesh has been whacked
From front to back
It began to decay and rot
Hanging upside down tied in a knot
This body is long dead and gone
Time of death is approximately half past one"

Soaring high up in the sky with its fiery wings;
Traces of crimson ashes falls as it glades forming rings.
With a shrieking cry that calls upon the land;
The ground will tremble, illuminating the darkness beyond.

An immortal cycle this mighty bird journeys on,
A burning passion, a virtue that only among the brave belongs.
How can one maintain such pain? Burning endlessly through eternity,
Was it a gift or a curse? Or perhaps an order that only knows by the almighty.

Legend has it that this bird lives on forever that it can never die,
From the ashes it may for a moment belong, then soon rise, revived by fire.
Scorching, burning like the eternal sun as it soars once again.
Offering warmth with it's infernal embrace, while the blazing remains.

This is what I know of the mythical phoenix.
As precious and old like those ancient relics,
A myth that symbolizes now bravery and hope
That one must stand back up against any fall.

Out from the ashes and into the sun;
Back from the beginning where life has begun
Soaring high and mighty with flames scorching out;
From its wings the beauty flown away with into the south.

Rebirth is the cycle this bird only knows;
Each time it rises the flame within grows
Stronger,brighter colored red orange and yellow;
Circling around the skies forming rings and halos.

A cry will shake the sleeping land of humanity;
That hopes will again part along with eternity
Once again man will know that there's no point of giving in;
We will rise back up again from where we cower be free from the darkness within.

It's the 1st of December and today's Sunday,
What a wonderful week to start as we pray,
Giving thanks to our lord savior for that day,
Where he sacrifice himself for our sins to be washed away.

All we ever wanted is peace, love and serenity;
As we keep our faith for the almighty's love and glory;
For through out this years we were never forgotten,
Even if we sometimes falter, faith makes our sins molten.

Merry Christmas to us all and let our hearts carol,
The songs of Christmas where makes our love stroll
Down to everyone's heart with warmth and compassion.
We must always believe! we must keep holding on!

The greatest gift is there from the beginning,
The free will and the cleansing of all our sins,
For we now have given the choice which to follow,
With Christmas it guides us to the path of the hallow.

So rejoice forget all about your worries,
Sing along and seat under the Christmas trees,
Exchanging carols and opening gifts,
Warm hugs and kisses, say prayers then feast.

So marry Christmas and an advance happy new year!
Don't be ashamed to cry and let out joyful tears,
For it will remain in your heart and in your memory
The poetry of Christmas and all its glory.

"there is no purity in light or dark but we can make a difference which to weigh most.."

We strike when it's dark,
And we will rip your neck.
We sneak in the shadow,
We will strangle you to death.

We are one, too much to handle,
We will mutilate you, armed with a blade and a sickle.
We are the wind that blows silently,
We are ninjas that kills stealthily.

You can run as far as you can,
We will shred you to pieces with our  shurikens.
Don't breathe too hard we can hear your heart beats,
Our katana will pierce through your heart till' it no longer beats.

We have the heart of an assassin,
We live shredding blood of those who are unworthy.
We cleanse the world of the cunning corruptionist,
**** one, save a thousand! We are sworn to **** as cold as can be.

One must learn to listen so both will start hearing, what's the cause of all fights and all their swearing;
Not with just your ears but with an open heart and mind synching with their feelings;
Look straight through their eyes set aside your  thoughts of their demise;
For they will do the same, settling things in a peaceful way would be very wise.

Was it that really simple when lives are already took?
Will you understand the demands written in each others book;
Now with a tightly clinched fists and fingers on the trigger of their own weapons;
Gritting teeth waiting for their leader's call!Like a game of chess they are just pawns.

So the siren wails and fires were shot!Lives are taken!Bloods were dropped;
Bombs explode splattering guts!Countless deaths and souls were trapped!
After all the dust had settle, who will be victorious and which cause are stronger?!
Funny one will still claim an answer where it only fuels more anger.

So when you're asked to fight a battle over nothing which side will you take?
If they can talk things over then why need ask questions to make?
A fight may be won and battles can be conquered signatures a sin
Always remember that the war still rages within!

Let the thunder roars, and the lightning strikes!!!
For it will clear the doubts we fight, For every trials and obstacles we face!
There will always be a way to push forward straight!!!
Obliterate your worries and fears be smite!So you will have your peace tonight

For every breathe and burden we take!
Will come with ease and a pain we hate!
But worry not just trust your fate!
With your virtues nothing's at stake!

What's with the risk we take and make?
What makes us right?What makes you a saint?
Be a martyr one that's vulnerable and weak!
But remember that earth will soon be inherit by the meek!

What's the day today it's good you ask!
It's Thor's day now lads and lass!
With your bag of hammers don't let them weigh you down
But build a fortress right through the ground!

It's time to make some final words!
Weak can be strong as being strong can be weak
For some don't have the heart and compassion of what we speak!
Have a nice day enjoy it's Thursday everybody holds
Their own hammer with lightning and thunder!

I am a hollow and cast no shadow;
And loneliness became my only tomorrow
With no happiness and time to borrow;
Empty as can be overflowing with sorrow...

My soul is bound to suffer;
Trapped in the dark only to cower
No intervention just constant desolation;
I have my own world in complete isolation...

Screams can no longer be heard by my ears;
As whispers echo in my head a cycle that steers
I can no longer define the meaning of life, why am I here?
Do I even exist and for what cause' or purpose? What do I fear?

I question answers to ask myself as I've been told the truth;
What can I possibly gain? Which kind of torment can bare a fruit?
There's gotta be more than this?What of my existence breathing in void?;
This could be a living damnation one that cannot be questioned...Is this God's choice?...

When will I ever see the light? Am I even trying? While I stay up all night;
Thinking and pondering how I get this far? What have I done to suffer blight?
Questions I asked myself in an endless cycle, a redundant process I walked through lines of blasphemy daily;
There's no complexity in this...A living Nightmare and misery..

I live in a land of three stars and a sun
The pearl of the orient, surrounded with sands
A country for years have been independent
Back from the invasions, where history's ancient

With a government tainted with corruption and greed
The beauty has been stripped off leaving our country to bleed
Suffering from apathy, puberty and dread
The people's revolting for their cries never heard

Looking at the Brightside, it is the people that is ugly
Staining the pride of the country with deeds that are unpretty
Beyond that, the pearl still shines with all its glory
That someday will be known for its natural beauty

I am a man who live in a land of three stars and a sun
Red, white, blue and yellow designed the flag of my clan
I'll wave it with valor, the courage for the right I've done
With love and honor here I am born and die where I stand

If I had the chance to hide
All the feelings that just died
Then will you ever seek the truth
Deep within, my love's has been misused

It triggers the chance to survive
Where I am now feeling more alive
Alone but not lonely, scarred and broken
Locked in silence with words unspoken

Three lines to describe this tragedy
I wrote this words and turns it to a poetry
That you are all just like me
Always questioning love and reality

Sorry for whining I am not complaining
I wrote this poem today cause' I am just wondering
Why things happen?Although it comes with a reason
Even from the start we know love can be your poison..

"The reality about nothing is a false deception of one's mind...There is always a force within everything, something and anything that occurs...Nothing is simply an excuse to escape, a momentarily reason of lacking...For some reason we assume nothing when we find what we need or what we want to see, feel and think is not presented like in an instance a jar of cookies looking in we say it is empty yet there is air molecules tiny pieces microscopic evidence of a physical thing we want to see...In short yup nothing is when our perception couldn't see through what we need to see or failed to see."

Note: I took the time to ponder about writing this just sharing a thought deuces guys "3

"The sad truth about perfection is
that there's no more room for imagination"

With your every touch left me paralyzed
Oh baby I wish could see the world through your eyes;If loving you is a gamble rolling a pair of dice then I'll raise the stakes till' my luck runs out and dies;But knowing the fact that for a moment I had you is something that I always woke up to like deja vu;I'll start all over again roam the world to get to you coz' your an addiction a habit that I will never break through

Weak and fragile, my bones are ready to break
Sick and dying, my heart has suffered so much ache
Fill my empty glass with blood and fame
Just to spill it empty and feel more shame
Digging graves at a cemetery fitting myself in
Where to rest?This body of mine tainted with sins?
I realized damnation doesn't really mean facing my end
For me it's a cycle, another limbo around the bend
It goes on like a wheel waiting for a flat tire
I started hating the sun the next morning like a freaking vampire
Cause' knowing it's a walk through hell day by day to survive
Oh **** mate!!!The pain became a pleasure that keeps me alive
******* monsters hiding sick intentions behind a smirk
Never trusted no one, come close and I'll give your chin a kick
It's not that I'm paranoid.. I just don't get it why I am too furious
About the thoughts of how will they betray me next I am so curious
****! I'm off be back in a while...I am signing off and will write later
****!Believe me these days I am like ******* razors and eating papers

With this song let me tell you how deep's my love for you
And with this lines let me deliver the things I'd do for you
now close your eyes and embrace me don't ever let me go
kiss my lips now tell me the desire taking hold of you
this is where we fall deeper in love
dive to an ocean straight from above
This is the place we call our home
we will never be alone
Lets dance inside this song
let the world knows our love's so strong

She is not a creator, a follower not a master.
Does it look like the painful wound, but she is the old scar.
Let her see through the Crystal glass,
the radiating lights, the cheerful smiles,
She is a faker love, she knows the vines.
Take her hand and walk through your dark swoon ,
recite your poem and the story of the lonely moon,
And once, let the broken pieces scatter before her............
show your wounded wings, let her be the healer.

I have nothing left in mind, when your heart is far away from mine...The boredom won't let me think. As emptiness begun to sink.. My words are pointless without someone to tell..Of how you conquered my heart the moment I fell

You left no more sorrows
The shadow of the day will be suffered tomorrow

You bleed it out,Given up as you are powerless
With hands held high leave out all the rest

The Tinfoil burning In the skies as you burn it down the castle of glass

One step closer in breaking the habit,the final masquerade
Meteora the catalyst Iridescent the heavy pain cause nobody is listening

From the inside lost in the echo wating for the end to come
The little things give you away easier to run

In pieces until It's gone no roads left
Blackbird the messenger mark the graves

We are guilty all the same crawling till we faint hit the floor
Run away in the forgotten wastelands a line in the sand

With keys to the kingdom with a good goodbye
Sharp edges papercut halfway right as he say sorry for now in the end

From deep within our souls confide
The feelings of hatred a great divide
The unity became a war of hearts
Broken,tattered and torned apart

Like hell the anger burns silently strong
Emotions are overwhelming, a new breed is born
Out from the violence  chaos and dread
Fear is naked through the eyes of the dead

No matter how far the battle or which side the first blood draws
When the dust settles the war still rages within and so it goes
For centuries its been the same through history we can tell
There's no way a side of a coin meets the other, however it fell

Back to back they see different views but same cause same life
Are taken as blood splatters everywhere death will surely arrive
Cruelty is a gift humanity has given itself that keeps on giving
And so as a present.. We open another path to a merciless killing

I don't wanna die unfulfilled and empty;
I should live my life now or I will never be
Someone destined to make a change;
We are just a spec in time etching a name on a henge

Life is not a waiting room just so you know;
We must learn to hold onto something and learn to let go
A story involving you and me in a one big show;
God is the witness as we all walk life and learn to grow

Forever and ever a scar one way or another will always remain;
A reminder that we took a wound we cause ourselves just to stay sane
So we know that we are still alive by the methods of feeling pain;
God help us for insanity sometimes is what we only have to maintain...

Contemplations and thousand questions why seek answers we don't want to hear;
What's the truth we are looking for is already here breathing, closer than a tear
The one that falls from our eyes every night we feel troubled and praying for guidance;
But then every day we walk the lines of blasphemy and complete defiance...

So what do we want?We want heaven but we live like hell?;
So what do we need?We neglect to stand sometimes but easily grasp the ground where we fell?
Staying as low as we can and cowering deep, instead of looking up and reach for a climb;
So my friend start making up your mind cause' all life offers one thing and it's called "time"...

Some friends are friends who pleasures themselves seeing you inferior to them;Some friends are friends measures their success by comparing your life to theirs;Some friends are friends who is worst than your foes you will never know what lies behind their grins;Some friends are friends of strangers who blindly judged who you are from what you do;Some friends are friends like drugs that gets you high and drags you down real low;Some friends are friends who won't let you suffer alone and like brothers or sisters they'll stay to see things through;Some friends are friends that are hard to find unlike those who are self proclaimed and undermined;Some friends are friends like cancer they grow but you will never die having them;Some friends are friends who ***** that you **** too having them around so tell me more what are friends to you?

Would you be my lil angel when I die
to guide me and show me the world once lied
to me when I said that I wanted to live a normal life
Would you be my lil cutthroat kiss
To let me know that I'm still having this
nightmare of living alone what a waste of life

I think that everybody knows, what I've said but never what I did
But God knows that I'm holding on stayed standing on my feet
So stop pretending you cared when you just stood there and stared
I think that everybody shows, a flickering light a false sense of hope
But I know that it won't work I've been that road so many times I think
So stop pretending you heard, me called your name well I never did

I'm going 150 miles I'm ******* drunk I'm unstable
My vision blurred can't see a ****! and and I'm unable
To control my breathing heavy feet on the gas
Horns wailing headlights flashing I think I'm going to crash
God?He doesn't have the time to listen to me now
So I'll just have to recite my own eulogy as a vow
That when I get straight to hell I'll make sure to be bad
Cause this life you gave me is the worst I've ever had

We give thanks,love,hate and contemplate things we feel and receive;
We act accordingly to the emotions life is offering, as we journey and continues to live
While aging to some is sorrowful, that life is slowly taken coming to an end;
But with a positive insights and faith, knowledge as we grow old is truly a godsend.

We don't have to ask questions where we neglect to accept the answers;
What are we hearing is just the plain truth, yet lies comforts us best at times of despair
It doesn't have to always look that way...With an open mind, and a soul that learned to accept;
The eagerness to live more to understand, fortifies the will stronger and can see through any depth.

We measure life according to our ground...
How it feels like, to feel lost and be found
Where some halted their will and closed their mind;
Waiting on a crossroad, while they feel life has left them behind...

This journey that we all walk are the same, a way to serenity and salvation;
No matter where you go just keep holding on to your faith and choose a direction
Eventually you'll find that the fall you're suffering is just another God's call;
Believe and follow the signs, never to question...Just accept that this is how life rolls.

So never feel confined locking your thoughts in a room;
Never feel lost, no matter what stop casting your own doom
Life is a map to travel and we are all just a drifter;
One day we will find our place to stop, lay rest and settle.

Why so lame and Phony?Dull and Lonely?
Maybe this is what it does when love hurts me
Why so depressed and weary?Stressed and lazy?
Maybe this is what it does when love betrays me
Why so sad and gloomy?Lost and empty?
So this is what it does when love leaves me

Hide hide little child hide,
The sky is dark yet it's still five.
Hurry now!Rain is about to pour!
Followed by thunder with it's beastly roar.

Flashing lights are about to blind your eyes,
you know what may happen when the lightning strikes!
So hurry now and find a safe place,
as your fear makes your heart beat raise!

Soon my child it will all be over,
you will no longer need to shiver.
Hold your hands and calm your mind,
tell yourself that you'll be fine.

The sky is clear you can now breathe freely,
cast out your fears and all  that makes you worry!
Just remember that when the lightning strikes!
find yourself a place to hide...

Rain is pouring, the whispers of October
Dripping memories of what we have to remember
Falling asleep by the windowpane
While trying so hard to forget all the pain
By drowning the sorrow and emptiness with tears
Along with your loneliness, heartaches and fears
Enough is enough no more hearts to suffer
Listen to the voice the whispers of October

Eid reven nac taht eno... Latrommi ma I
Thgil eht gniruoved... Ssenkrad eht ma I
Edisni lived eht, sraef ruoy... Eramthgin ruoy ma I
Thgin yreve peels ot og uoy nehw, luos ruoy gnilaetS

Mrah yna morf uoy stcetorp taht eno... Ruoivas eht ma I
Nus lanrete eht ekil gninrub... Tghil eht ma I
Dnal esimorp eht ot egdirb a... Ediug ruoy ma I
Dnah efas ni er'uoy erus gnikam, Peels ouy sa ouy gnidrauG

Erif lanrefni eht em ni eveileb... Lived eht ma I
Erised uoy lla gnitnarg ni em etivni, eman ym maercS
Thgif ew lived eht rof htaif yb deneprahs thgil fo drows a...Legna na ma I
Thgink gninihs a, rotcetorp ruoy em otnu llac ythgimla eht fo rewop eht htiW

One may contemplate, doubting their faith,
For some reason with a little suffering they started to hate;
Easily clouded their minds with deception and lies!
That's what devils do before plotting your demise...

One may keep holding on, no matter what is thrown;
For they believe in the almighty, and the coming salvation;
A walk through hell, a test of their own will and faith
For never a moment the devil tried blinding their sight

We are our own angels and devils
With free will we live a life with choices
A path through darkness where the devil lies
A stairway to heaven where the almighty shines

You need a mirror to talk to your self
Ask something that you will not regret
What kind of person soon you'll become
A soldier of God or an army of satan...