As she sit on a chair, wondering why the moon looks so pale
As it sits in the sky, with a glowing light to share;
She thought about a thousand stars doing the same
While her feelings of sadness drips down with the rain
Oh how could it be, she said "what am I to the world?"
"If a line is strong enough then I'll scream to be heard"
Her heartbeat's raising holding so much emotions
And her lips are shaking, a silent expressions
Trapped inside,a thousand words waiting to let go
Breaking the silence was harder than she knows

Words are easy to say but hard to let go
When it comes from the heart to let somebody know:
Of how you are bleeding, hating and falling in love
Just say it to the world that is blind,deft and numb;
Where are all the faces that is kept in this pictures
When your brain betrays you with a memory and you're unsure;
You take a moment to hold your breathe just to feel your alive
And drown yourself to save you is the only way to survive;
The lies you made for yourself that you are not alone
Keeping you in misery and in tragedy where you think you belong;
Is a mindgame you play with yourself, a test of sanity
You lost too much grounds to even find a place for serenity

Buried my head and got stucked under the sand
I see the world the other way, when I turn around
Not to see you fool me
And let you sneak out behind
I am hating myself completely
All the lil things I've done is wrong
And if I'm gone would you still carry on?
Our heart it speaks a thousand lies to know
That we both don't belong
So if you are lonely
In your heart come visit me
And you'll see our memories
Of happiness turning to tragedy
And if you are in misery
In your mind come visit me
And you'll see our memories of
loneliness
oh so sad to be
I'm over and done I'm moving along
I'm leaving my heart tattered and torn
This is a mistake we both done wrong
If we are't meant to be then let hate goes on

You took the air from off my lungs
Gasping and heaving, blood stops to run
Veins tightening, fainting fade to black
Waking from the otherside, struggling to go back
With just one lie, it ended just like that
Why'd I believe in you? Surrendering my heart
You ripped it from the inside, like a newborn child
Coming out the womb, with hatred so wild
What I'd ever done to deserve me like this
We can start all over just hug me with a kiss
You took the world from off my eyes
And now I'm not afraid in exchanging goodbyes
With all regrets,mistakes and lies
Taking them all to the grave when the moment dies

Dear Future,
Present may pass
Becoming our past
This too shall pass
The heartaches and goodbyes
Secrets keep you sick
Waiting to unveil with a burning wick
A light from above
Guidance of our God
Will save you a day
To listen and pray
If there's any other way
To fix a broken heart

Yesterday became a week
As for tomorrow I'll be laying sick
The thousand thoughts of you leaving
Lingers in the room while time passed ticking
A day became years
As for the next I'll be crying without tears
That's how you left with a thorn in my heart
Splintered in a memory constantly tearing me apart

You broke me down again and again and again
But I won't back down...
Like I'll never get used from being abused
It's okay I'll never look down
So where's the sound you made when you are around around my head
I can't sleep at night without you on my bed..
Time goes back down to one and I am missing you
Another sleepness night without the me and you
Another cold coffee and the lights are dimming low
So hit me one more time with a bolt of blue
And maybe this time around, I'll see you in a different view