It feels like I’ve forgotten something
Like there is something I should go back and get
But the truth is that I lost something
And I’ll never find it
It won’t be in a lost-and-found
It won’t be anywhere
I lost
A piece of myself
And I’ll never get it back
Because the part of my life that piece lived in
It is over
And it can’t be repeated
*ever

Since you I've lost my grip
I threw in the towel
I gave in
Since you I've become week
broken
empty
Since you I've lost myself
My mind
nothings left
Since you  Im too broken
to weak to past his test
im to stuck in the past
selling my body for cash
you should be glad
you wished me hell and here i am
I'm free falling from ectasy
I have no where left to land
I would **** myself
but to bad i cant
since you I've lost myself
my mind
nothings left

I write
because there is a diamond buried in me
encased in a series of masked lips
filled with words I try to believe in.

I write
because my tongue can’t keep up
with the marathon my brain runs
every time my hair greets the pillowcase at night.

I write
because I breathe thousands of lyrics
I am too fearful of putting on display
in the pieces of myself I left behind.

I write
because there is a weight I wake with
daily on my heart that pushes me
to swallow every negativity that may ****** me.

I write
because it’s the only way I know how to speak,
the only way I know how to love,
the only way I know how to heal,

the only way I know how to live.