everyday after the day has ended
it hits me hard,
will tomorrow come?
today is gone! and my plans are gone unfinished
i questioned myself in my mind,
did i really give up or,
am i letting the impossible be impossible
the little innocent girl i use to know
suddenly disappeared and the world grew bigger
her poems shift from glittering to shadowy
how many promises she broke
to be or not to be, that's the question
when the darkness swallows the world
that's when my thoughts start to make sense
the world just starts to tilt
for what reason, i don't know
fire starts to spread randomly
from what cause, i don't know
when someone look into my eyes
i just smile in a lovely way
and anyone would be assured am perfectly fine
my laughter seems so real, full of passion,
and love, but so little do they know the shadow behind it
i wouldn't say am giving up on life
may be am lost or confused
i never imagined to be where i am today
so much has happened along life journey
some shouldn't have never be in the first place
so much tears have been shed
and yes of course there had been laughters
i just want to be drawn away
into my world, a world that only belongs to me
i hope it doesn't sound selfish
because it shouldn't and it's not
if you can pass through the wall
lets all live this life despite the circumstances.
as a writer i dont always write about myself i also picture myself in a condition of someone else and tell a story from their point of view