fariha: Poems

weirdo

fariha Apr 2021

******

calling me ****** was her love language,
that would never resonate through my ears again.

#unrequited #love #****** #she #her

worst or worse

fariha Mar 21

worst or worse

i feel like if i am really vulnerable,
i would actually try doing something that isnt so me,
i would try all the ***** i despised,
drugs, smoke, sell myself, and back to self-harm again even,
i would actually do it,
but in the back of my mind,
i could see a version of me,
being disappointed of myself,
when they found out,
their faces of disgust and disappointment,
i would rather die in a second than seeing that;
or am i the only who are just expecting too much?

writing slump

fariha May 2022

writing slump

i think i’m going to take a break,
from writing,
as if i’ve been writing for too long,

well,
until i fall in love again with writing,
i will keep writing,
as if my pen won't run out of ink,
and my fingers won't stop typing.

welcome aboard,
a tough ride of a slump!

YOU

fariha May 2020

YOU

You said,
"i dont want to lose you,
i dont wont to be apart from you,
far from you,
i dont want anyone but YOU,
only YOU can make me as happy as i am in the past,now and forever!",
a sad farewell,
but as the time goes by,
i saw you,
smiling gracefully,
what a fool,
i chuckled not believing what i just witnessed,
the only one with this unrequited love,
the one who kept on catching glimpses of us,
the one who stared at our pictures,
the one who laughed and smiled reminding of our memories,
the one who cant move on is,
me.

-afi-

your eyes tell

fariha Jul 2021

your eyes tell

your eyes may not speak,
but it tells a lot.

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