if life is a canvas,
why'd you paint it black?

your soul is like the day clouds
white and pure,
your smile resembles yellow,
so happy and warm,
your hazel eyes stunned me,
and that red lips of yours is irresistible,
but why the colours changing?
it seems hazy and darker than before,
you turned into grey,
and;
left me in pitch black.

I was his heaven,
But;
He was my hell,
I tried to escape,
But i wish for everything just to be with him,
I'm confused but also I'm in love,
But;
You are my hell,
I'm too tired to go through heaven,
Because I know I'll end up in hell.

The fire in his eyes;
brought me back to life,
The darkness in his soul,
left me broken despite;
knowing the risk of every single tide.

But answer me ***,
If joy can make me less miserable,
Can you be the guide along with riding this rollercoaster ride?

The ties wont be severed,
No matter how miles I run,
The bond wont ever be cut,
No matter how grasp the word freedom,
because;
your blood runs through mine,
and never have I ever had asked for it.