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Mar 2021 · 530
Bits
St Mar 2021
to evolve in cohesion is to be one
my brain evaporates beneath the glowing sun
my skull was destroyed when i was young
allowing my brain to become completely undone

some days ill revive
work my nine to five
no reason to be alive.
like the rest of the hive
i merely survive

some days im reviled
stuck in the skin of a child
small soul defiled
instincts running wild

injected into my eyes, dirt and germs
like the sun on my exposed amygdala, it burns and burns
ill never die on my own terms
alarms go off as my stomach churns
i throw up everything ive ever learned
its been a minute.
Jun 2020 · 123
Eating Disordered
St Jun 2020
purging will splatter
my guts and last nights dinner
all over the floor
Jun 2020 · 109
death
St Jun 2020
tonight i will let the moon consume me
ill lay in bed and wait
as she devours me with glee
even though its painful
i want my blood to be her tea
i want my flesh to be her meal
and ill finally be free
May 2020 · 109
whats inside a girl
St May 2020
through your head
i can feel your jaw
working its way through your meal
gnashing and crashing
your teeth like diamonds
your tongue like a red carpet
your mouth like the deepest, darkest cave
that i cant wait to walk through
then maybe someone will feel me
through the inner workings of your jaw
as i get destroyed by those diamonds
as i bleed out on that red carpet
as that cave becomes my grave
id love to be
that nourishment for you
Apr 2020 · 137
not enough time
St Apr 2020
My self imployed constraints
are destroying me
My ticking time bomb
imploring me
to do better
be better
feel better
and yet
all i can do is lay here
until i explode
Apr 2020 · 235
lost in translation
St Apr 2020
i cant communicate
no matter the language
it gets lost and confused
gooey and languid

brain to mouth
the synapses are fried
thoughts all dried out
i couldnt talk if i tried

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