I need a sign
Beyond any shadow of a doubt

Guys think I’m special
The one guy that I think is the most special doesn’t even think about me

I wish I were different

I’m no one
To everyone

Coming to the realization that no matter what I do or how I act or how I look or what I say
You won’t even remotely like me
Is
Gut wrenching
Earth shattering
Heartbreaking ...to say the least
I can’t make you like me
I’m not for you
No matter how badly I want to be

Your heart is somewhere else
I have to get mine to understand that

Everything I’ve ever written about you
Forget it