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Cat Nov 2017
As I sit in my oblivion
I find myself in a forest
Far from where I can be found
As I look out in to the distance
I see hope
Though every time I tried to connect with hope
Hope turns away and leaves
Cat May 2019
As the sun sets and reflects on the ocean,
My deepest thoughts come alive,
As they take a dive,
Into oblivion,
thoughts about life, and a love I’ve never had,
That I deeply know will hardly come true,
Surface out of the blue,
I’ve been sad for quite some time,
Cant relate to others,
So why even try,
This world, a cesspool of hate and torment,
Dark shadow known as depression,
One of the strongest, of all oppression,
Covers me like a blanket,
Yet I’m still as cold, as cold as the deep blue sea,
Trying to be the best me I can be,
Searching for warmth under this sun that appears to be setting,
How beautifully dreading
Cat Nov 2017
All these moods
So many feelings
Shades of sorrow
See humans
so vile
Speaking phrases unmeant
While laughing all the while
Tears of regret
Trickling soft cheeks
Anger screams aloud
Frustration has peaked
Annoyed at foolish mouths
Drown in make belief
Cat Nov 2017
Staring into the darkness
I see my darkest fear
What if something were to re-appear
Right before my eyes
I lay paralyzed
Distorted from what is real
Night time
The shadows are so near
Creeping in the darkness
Faces can appear
Mental images flashing though my mind
Sending shivers up my spine.
Boo
Cat Jan 2018
live to grow young
dance around the fire
dreams transpire
Just beneath the facading taunt of luck and *****
Seek your truth
Cat Nov 2017
Let's get high under the moonlight
Gazing at the stars
It'll feel so right
Your running in the wind
Dancing in the sky
Your breath gently leaves my lips
As we say goodbye
Dream catchers forever
Chasing our dreams
Learning to fly
Cat Nov 2017
For a slight period of time
Things are spectacularly good
The next they are decimating
Faster than ever
Cat Jan 2018
Elvie my dark Lord
Magic is not real
We feel till can't feel
Or we numb what Is real
Burn my roses
Lick my ashes
Make myself disappear
Part of me feels like it isn't here
Time and space
We're drifting at bay
Though you cannot stay
Elvie my dark lord
Can't we play?
Cat Nov 2017
I'm running into an open field,
Flowers in my hair,
I love the way you gaze
It sets me ablaze
I'm dying to talk to you
Though I'm too shy
Why even try
Hello soon turned to goodbye.
Cat Nov 2017
Breathing out in an orchard,
It's spring,
The flowers have bloomed,
Deep inside me dwells something so dark
feeling so doomed
Wretched sadness covets my corpse and caresses my shoulder,
a flower,
Quite beautiful,
But dead
Cat Dec 2017
These words pour out of me,
Like wine slowly pours into a crisp glass,
I exhale the smoke
Cat Nov 2017
Every mind
Is a different world

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