I thought it was working I thought it was cool to have time with a person and hear the good news all I wanna be is consistent with the things that I do but I'm getting older it's rare for a 21 year old to sit and talk to you. I don't act so "im cooler" and it's hard not to but I got things to do so forgive me if I'm late to the games and the times where u wanted me to go. But I will make them up please don't over look that...I will be doing everything I need to do this year I won't over look you if you knew what I do extra just to chill with you I hope you know this I will always Love you

Days like these the dollar don't matter
Days like these your hating the leather
Days like these you look over shoulders.
Nights like these the money is right
Nights like these the fashion is white
Nights like these you **** for your life.

I'm on fire and my walls are broken down my face falls as my knees crumble to the ground. RAID me God!! Raid me ...

If you knew that young man would you dare to Love and lay with cause I know he likes to watch the stars and Gods steps.

Would you lose your mind for mine then hold my heart that's all I got for all these ups and downs I promise like to hear another's beating chest.

Tell me!
Why do I always open up.
Be the first to always fall in love.
Go my way or do it just because.
Tell me!!
Why do I like a person that will laugh to much,
Lay on my chest and say some deep stuff...that makes me smile as I open up.

Please!! Tell me is there anyone that's looking for a one that will hold you and whisper stupid junk that makes you smile and will open up!!

Have you ever felt like you wanted to hold somebody dear cause your arms have all this space?

Your head keeps running in place as you think about who will stay?

They all leave eventually and you stuck looking up in space the stars and all that's made just feel like everything is leaving you once again?

No...?
Just me...

I think you notice how I notice that my mask is missing,
Under covers thinking "what if's" and "maybes" man I'm tripping.
It's getting bad cause sort of made the night off if you ever listen,
That's my love for you I'm down now tell me what is missing?
Hard to go hard to leave and yet you insisted.
So I'm thinking just to tell you that I'm always waiting....

I'm scared of what might happen,
The fog of a brainless action.
The fear of you leaving me and so I do extra..
I don't know no more...guess I need to back up.
You know I love you right?

Your heart is so special
Your hands are so small
Your eyes tell stories as I sit and watch.
Undo these words undo these locks
Fireworks and ticking bombs
Trails come missles taunt.
Love is a battle field so I gotta know what side you're on.

Laughter like wine, shots for my heart..
When I sip I just cheer for what we are,
What are we?
Love is a battle field so I gotta know what side you are on...

Tired of falling asleep and waisting a dream on feelings and emperors.

I'm caught in the sink wash me oh please the dirt of my old life's.

Time is following me I covered her blinks her eyes won't stop shinning.

Pills sound good for this stuff but I know that it's rust I'm up for suggestion.

Why would you look over?
It's God or smoke **** the spark of a new life.

Captured by love if I lose everything I hope my love will hear me
Embraced by hope I follow it to the highest Moutain.
Conceived by trust it's hard not to swim the hearts of most and find out there's no water there so I bring a cup to ur lake
A cup to your ocean...
Love to your seed,
Hope to the hopeless ones
Trust to a generation of back stabbers..
Maybe if they see my scars they will follow me to your Moutain..
Maybe..

Leafs are borrowed and branches are cut down the roots is deep but every rain drop finds it's ground

I can't do this alone  the God of the heavens I'm in need of your love most will just hate and some will not come I'm here for forever I'll die with the son
A thief in the night my savior for life.

I can take the way I want to instead,
Or I can take the way of a man who made his steps fit..
Why haven't I left?
Stuck in desicion of all my friends
Who I leave and why did they just leave..?
Looking at the trees there's no time left
Why haven't I left?
Praying to God with all my chest
Why haven't I left?
I'm leaving I don't think they notice yet I pray the read the maps I sent
"Turn Right not left"

So I call to heavens and watch the clouds dissappear so I call to hell and watch money reappear..
Stand right in a moment of deceit but were talking about time it's hard to be pure..
Love and the belove most dead some will **** you oh Math what's the reason?

Easiest equation just because you live together dosent mean your not distant just because your distant dosent mean that he isn't real..

I believe I'm ready

Okay my bad
Can we move ahead?
I wanna know where are you going..?
Don't take what's left
Lay on my chest
You took my breath but how did you notice..?

Smile like glass
Eyes so deep
I fall in love what reflects me
Pride is bad
I run for safety
Humble myself I finally found my calling.

My carpets full of spots kool aid and careless drops,
Dance throbs and tear drops
I stare at my walls
And it look like my hearts plugged
I'm cut deep my skins not
The things I see when I turn off the lights
Tonight it sleeps as I look out the window threw the darkest nights.

The world stopped when you came in,
My krypton my poison
I'm caught up I'm lusting
I come to give you a menu
That smile was my issue
The walk away was tissue
Had the clean up my revenue
Oh man your in line you had baby wait..let's rewind you can't be you
Can't be it can't be yours.
Between the ladies that talks to me
You look up and you smile at me
Then look down are you scared of me?
I'm scared of me
I'm scared of me
I don't know who that was was it your brother? Please say yes..
I wanna know man I need some help
No butterflies just over time of looking threw your shorts and umm ..
Oooh ..bye I know you leaving but
I hope you come back
Hope you do
I clean your table and think of you.
Man I need help

Knock on me as I open up I can see your skin and it's changing cause your Affraid I won't take you but I took you in see I waited my whole life to have a friend,
You kiss on me like a lovers ascend
The pleasures hot like hells in it.
Feels soo Good
Feels soo Good
Know you would
That's I'm here tonight.
That's why we're friends I lied

Voice like rain, Strong like thunder
Every word captures me and hold me so tender.
Like mom or father a friend to his lover.
Going threw my whole being it's like you knew me before it was all over..

Tangled in life tied by chains asking for more I heard you calling me everything seemed to fade away when you called my Name.

..."hello"?

...here I am it is me your beloved one.

I guess I'm just better off alone,
Let's just let's just act like you know what hurts me what hurts me?
I don't know cause my hands cold when I do that that thing you hate
Am I stupid foolish and ignorant
Taste and see what makes you great
Is better then a life worth living.
And so I sit here in my room feeling Lonley for no reason I know what I need to do I know what I need to give.

Deep scepters
Light measures
Star gazer
Rocket launchers
Storm chasers
Lip biters
New levels
Old texture
I can see it now.

He Died for love, he lived to see the measure.

Am I becoming a freak
Both parties in me
Is asking for surrender I'm giving toss like the sea.
Without the wheels on a car but like the drops on my coat.
Getting use to the winds I'm shaking off all the jokes.
You been good cause you know how bad I been oh my host
I heard ur coming back soon I'm holding on to that note.
I pray whatever is not consume take let your love sooth threw the holes.
Tell Abba I'm coming home,
I'm zoning out everyday as your raindrops pierce threw the songs.

The more that I have I want give it all away,
Is there people here who can make me smile forreal?
I tried smoking I tried drinking my tears..
What's life without an exit even if death is covered in leaving these ears.

All ain't lost
But i feel so lost
Tired of love
But I need this love
Can you hear me cause
I'm whispering but
My heart is just..
It's just...
Too much
Like I feel like I lost it
The colder the days the hotter I become,
Burning threw thoughts my friends my heart I cant it's just..
It's just ...
Too much.
I don't know but I know this..
I love this.

Counting stars in the day time
Cause it's darker then most wanna see.
Holding all the answers and never tell them,
So they will never know they are decieved.
Cutting out the picture bring your frame down,
Like a match that supose to be 100 degrees.
Messing with Z's
I'm just checking on dreams
Cause I'm paying for sleep
A bartender with drinks
You should listen to me
Slooowww down..
And Watch what there putting in your drinks..

Can I ...
Take you to deep and ugly world the villian that lives inside of me?
Can I ..
Hold you tight cause I haven't..
haven't really got over the things
Can I..
Listen to your heart and just tear up
Breaking down really wasn't me.
Can I...
Can I..?
Can I..?

The realness is setting in,
I try not to blink or I won't come out
The goodness is coming out
I begin to speak
The hope is flowing now
You are all I need.
What is life without a place you can call home,
What's a friend if he don't ever find the secrets in your life?
Good question at the wrong time,
No one is hiding Im becoming the loving type..
As I play on keyboards I'm unlocking the lovers life.

I'm just a simple boy
Who's love was for attention
Then I grew from past to present
I need someone for protection
Maybe that is why I try to hide the lust I have the angels cry, I'm running for a life believe me how can anyone say this life is easy..
Not knowing what to say I've seen a lot against the gate
Some say it's fine some say it's fake
Some hate the same and call it gay
Some like the climb and see the change
I'm running for my life believe me how can anyone say this life is easy.

He's haunted everyday,
He leaves the city without a trace those bullets fly the people break my legs and arms have broken down I've seen it from the ***** crowd I'm reaching for the life that's in me how can one man say his burdens easy I thought of your face relax and focus run to space..

Strong days
Weak nights

How can a good day turn into a Bad night?
How can a bad person be good tonight?
French kissing a thought which base am I on?
Thinking heavily while the stars hold me in there palms

It wasn't up in my plans,
To hurt you.
Lately my life have been so spiritual
Trying to defeat or give thought to
Just did now what ima do
What do I look like to you?
The people I wanna hang out with have a lot to do or just don't want to
So I'm picking from a forbidden fruit
The age of a man can't tell if you like his heart or his friends see it wasn't up in my plans to write all if this as a demand but I'm sleepy forgive me it wasn't up in my plans

Say you'll be mine say will be fine say will be together.
Take what you like take what I find all I see is you.
Baby  come thru don't waist no time I can love you right.
Kisses like wine I'm drunk Tonight and it's all because you uughnaaa..

I just wanna love you
I will never ever put nobody up above

Demons are at the door
My secrets drips from the door of my cracks.
Even my words have slipped from the mess.
My thoughts are making me seasick and yet the Love you show me is still faithfully decent.
And so I lock my door and clean the mess I know it now I see what's best for me...
Sit here talking to you threw the  window. My eyes are not yet strong enough to behold such love I'm greatful you made a heart.
While my world is falling apart I sit here to watch the most greatest love of all

I'm disappointed at myself if were pointing I don't need help yes I do come shake the bed maybe that will help me rest lift my eyes hope there working while I'm working I don't want to be the broken loosing thoughts my head is open I need doctrine I need sleep can you come and wake me please what's dancer without beat?

Your heartbeat is for me as I dance upon your love I blow threw trees and leaves and days and me I'm getting old to this thing renew me once again .
Plz cause I'm trying to stay awake

I'm out of mind
Let's make a movie
Let's be naked my bad dang  I'm trippin.
I was just asking if that was up for discussion...
Your ***** look really nice I'm just sayin...
What I'm sayin I like alittle of spice
& cinnanmon.
Yours is bigger then mine can I squeeze it ?
Your girlfriend she's calling right?
Can you stay over tonight ?
Yes, we can just lay naked on you I know you like the blues
Flowing and dripping your laughter got me tipsy
I like when it's You
So be you.

So I'm gone I'm walking on the edge.
Good to bad like left to right hand,
Drink so bad like how did I do that?
He looks good like why you don't cuss?
Hide the lust Like smile and don't judge.
Taste his past like why you did that?

Love with me and let's never go back.

Breeze colder then ice cubes and gems baby
Heart hotter then sunbeams and my old lady.
Just crazy how you can save me what I been threw lately
"Don't play me" if I wanted to i set the record baby.
"You fake as ever"! Wait just because I didn't have enough room mrs.daisy?
No room dosent mean cut our friendship up that's amazing..
How a bunch of junkies and one flunkie can make you get mad and say you never wanna talk to me!
On the side note why is this hurting me?

The taste of trust is sweet
Your smile I hold dearly
Out the mouth you speak but I can only comprehend the heartbeat.
The boy has a gift and I'm trying to read the instructions of life So I can't but help sometimes look in your dreams there you will find where desires come from...
Lub-dub-lub-dub

We've seen mothers bury sons and were begging you to come
Ohh-ohh-ohh
The homeless fill our towns and the hopeless scream out loud
Ohh-ooh-ohh
We can not wait we can not wait ohh we can not wait!
Feed the your justice to the innocence
And the bread without religiousness
I tryed but this life just can't spark my love like you.
I won't hide what you have placed in me to do
I need your grace like they do
Like a killer with a gun what have I done? Is there a way to pured and cleansed from the mistake I've done?

Petals of whispers they grow and they listen,
I'm now hearing the truth and not covering up my ears.
....Listen....Listen I needed to hear the death  of disobedience,
I'm becoming the man they hate the man I needed
The boy that prayed the man that needs it.

Decorating on a ocean floor
I'm sinking under the ocean Doors.
I wrote another boat I sit in another amen I've stole...show me more then throats who speak defile and licks my worst coming at the end of my remote
Switching the channel of my entertainment all I wanted was to make art!
All I wanted was to make art
All I wanted was to make peace, when you sit down and think "we" what do you see?
Isis...
Americas fall...?
The end of the world?
I drew a picture today of your face and I focused on the peace I couldn't see the bad it's always bad when you look at me..
Your the greatest artist I've seen if I die in the middle of this world you see I pray that I maybe drawn into your masterpiece.

Cold but hot hot but cold,
My sheets are waves cause I toss and I turn on that yellow brick road.
My nose is closed for the evening so we will be taking orders threw the mouth.
Pill popper everything slow
I hope this don't take to long

I stare at a wall for a good minute
The silence of it makes me happy
They could be closing in on me
I can be outside of them without a key.
I believe it's good for something's to hate me,
I stare at the picture that talks to me how exciting
You hang to let me see.
Thank you

what makes a lie a lie?
When you find out the truth.
what makes a Dream a Dream?
Only when you wake up...right?
what makes love well...Love?
when you have completely gave somebody your all and trust that person fully with a intimate connection.

Sweet heart I lied to you and I slept with your best friend,
I broke our Dreams of being trustworthy to each other  will you forgive me?
would you trust them again?
Would you let your emotions blind you from the Dream ya'll have had together or better yet...
Would you love them again?
Would you

The sky is grey and the light is far,
the sea is a rage within my heart.

Cause i need eyes to be my guide
i need voice thats louder then mine
I need hope
and i Need you.


I pray for dawn a new day to live,
I pray mercy only jesus gives..
i believe overall there is a greater light.

I  need hope and I need you,
Cause i can't do this alone.

Grace i call your name
oh want your smile fall over me.

COME DOWN AND SAVE ME!

Cause I despise who i've been...right,
I'm in a fight that i can't Fight alone.

In a pool of *****
calculate the dreamers
the fallen angels that hate children
its temptation yet its agreement.
Can't stay off ceilings
the Demons don't haunt they scream it,
then you come to suffocate anything thats breathin
as you pack off my kid
i'm left in the darkness thinking..
thinking
thinking
I pray to a Light in the sky
to a Power thats Perfect
repentance in my eyes
in my heart i do not disguise the Love i have for the fire in the sky..
that's maybe why they come at night screaming,
thinking
thinking
my strength don't come from
incubus your snares don't  hurt anymore
I will die in purity
so will my kids you stole from me
He's coming for them
Hes coming

Now in life like what do I do?
Tried to fight but love is bleeding threw..
Hide in lies I'm looking for truth.
Layed with mines my mind has lost to.
Wars inside these thoughts have killed you.
Tried to fight  but love is bleeding threw...
Now in life like what do I do?
My life is world war you..

My heart leaks out filthy stuff,
I'm scared of me and I don't know why..
I paint the keys my musics soft.
Caveman dreams I dream of light.
Set me free,set me free
Set me free of who I become.

Days like these I smile to much,
Did Adam blink when he saw you love?
This is why I do the stuff
My mind in time thinks to much
Set me free,
Set me free of who I become.

Curtains please I share to much,
Secrets squeeze my innocents
I ran from me the fines to much
Set me free, set me free
Can you be the person I need if you are can you help me up?
Set me free from what I have done.

All I want is a thou or a million,
They want my soul and my friendship
They say take me to your deepest hole
Where the lights gone and there's butterflies a intersection to free your mind it's a good thing when they want you huh..?

Don't forget about Love
the root of all things
those who do become entangled with time are always timing everything.
Don't forget belove
Don't forget about Loving Me
I won't forget
I won't forget about you..
..No matter what i do belove
I won't

Exciting as butterflies torched like Flames
the Creativity of a artist But I'm dripping like a wet rag.
Why is this and what is that?
What I am and Why did i do the things I've Done?
What's the sky without the Sun?
who I am when your Gone?
Made to many mistakes i can't lie i'm scared ..
But Not fearing nothing else But God.
It's a Document not a journel
My Journey became the Thing I write to
Spiritually Unshaken
Poetically Unstable
The Imperfections are easy to see,
Perfection is Transparent.