In person i walk around very quietly.
When I write it’s nonviolently.
I’m not that type of writer that wants to ****,
steal, or destroy.
My momma raised me as a holy boy.
Now I am a man and I seen too many thing which I still don’t understand.
I try to have fun with my friends at night.
But I’m not trying to get caught in no gun fight.
“No weapon formed against me shall prosper”.
If it’s my time to go then I will accept it.
This not my life even though I’m living it.
I can’t reject my God.
Only respect my God.
With him I can defeat my odds.

I keep reviewing the text message you sent.
I’m stuck on backwards literally bent.
I try to look the other way and become distant.
But far away you still appear.
With the phone in my hand you still feel near.
I’m surprise that I actually care.
We weren’t even friends yet.
I guess that trial was just a test.
It ended short but I guess for the best.
Just the other day you sent a “Hello” text.
Not sure if I wanted to respond or just ignore.
I couldn’t go back how things were before.
A mystery I felt it in my core.
I’m an adventurous I felt the need to explore.
If I didn’t my wondering mind would of been at war.
Full of “what if?” or “what if nots?”.
What did that person want that they already got.
I tried to move on and forget what I forgot.
One day I was hurt and the next day I was not.
But then you sent that text just wondering what’s next....

Waiting on A Next Text

No interest
Don’t mention
The hurt and the curse
The worst never felt so worse.
Dig up my grave and cover me with dirt.
R.I.P. if I can...the rest of me is damaged.
Parts of me I can manage.
Piece to Piece please don’t take advantage.
This type of writing is different.
Can you understand it.
I bleed the same color....red.
My heart is broken.. I feel dead.
Mr Frankenstein me instead.
Put me together!
Lightning in the sky this is the weather.
Doc kept me alive so it’s whatever.
You can say what you want to say.
Aaron is strange he’s deranged.
Call me Da_Jokesta
You and I hear the same.
You and I see the same.
I’m just an original person
With a twisted name.

Heart Break and Pain will make you crazy but I hope not insanely.
Make you see flames angry in your head looking for someone to blame.
Somehow this angry you can keep in control and maintain.
The fuse is lit you have to go through with it.
Forget about losing it now your over there confusing ****.
Look at yourself looking for an enemy.
The guy in the mirror is not your best friend to be.
Sometimes he is the best friend to me.
The only friend that you can bare to see.
The Image of yourself is not vanishing.
So you break everything in your path.
Vandalizing things you never wish you had.
Anything that symbolizes a memory of y’all past.
You wish these memories didn’t last...

Eventually you will work through the pain and see happiness.
You will see yellow, blue, and white The Sky.
Red will be gone flushing out Your Eyes.
You will throwing away or burn Your Old Disguise.
Let it vanish as you bathe In The Sun.
All eyes on you because You Are The One.
You Are the Son that made it You Graduated.
HEART BREAK AND PAIN.
Now your life is different Not The Same.
You broke free of those Weighted Chains.
Through the anger you Waited For Change.
Crying in bed
Wearing Black but seeing Red.
Now the past is dead.
You can live your life Rich Pure Fame.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
My life is complicated..then maybe it’s not.
Excuses is what I use..that’s all I got.
The excuses I abuse the truth I refuse.
Wait! it’s the truth that I always use.
Now I’m confused the truth never lies.
“The truth never lies unless you tell it the wrong way”.
That was my slogan the younger me used to say.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
Just like how I’m writing this right now.
Using my brain till I get all these words out.
Express myself without thinking less of myself.
Trying to find the best of myself than I never ever felt.
Than I never ever held and now I can grasp.
Everything I used to not have and now I have.
The older I grow I’m feeling mighty high class.
Let’s celebrate by raising up your glass.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
If you fail dust yourself off we all go through it.
From the richest to the rest of us.
We don’t let failure get the best of us.
I’m not perfect when I fell I was hurting.
Bruised up and broken.
Pain was so severe.
I try to talk but I kept on choking.
Like smoke filling a room and the windows is open.
I knew there was an exit but I got smoked in.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
Any idea you have it’s not stupid.
I’m sure past inventors was laughed at.
When they were successful i’m sure the inventor laughed back.
No matter what your complexion.
This is your life! Now let’s begin
You only control when your lesson ends.
My time and You Is what I interestingly invested in.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
I understand if now is not the right time to do it.
I just want to let you know that I understand.
This goes to every boy, girl, woman, or man.
You never too young as I seen.
You never too old as I couldn’t believe.
Everyone can do anything and still achieve.

Your families there,
Your friends there,
God is there..(whichever religion)
Even if you don’t know me I CARE.