I miss you,

I miss the way you laugh and the way we were together.
I miss your sass and how you'd say best friends forever.

I miss how well you knew me and I'm sorry I took you for granted.
You showed a new world of love in which I grew quite frantic

But now you left me and although not intentional, I hope we reconnect maybe somewhere recreational

you broke my heart that day as I always remember what you used to say. And how you comforted me no matter the time of day.

I got you in trouble as you did I. But. we made nice memories and those will never die.

So thank you for the opportunity to show me what love truly is, to teach me that love is shown in many ways not just in kisses.

You were one of my best friends and I will always remember, no matter where we end up you gave me something I will cherish forever.

So thank you Car for giving me the opportunity to be your friend. I will share this story as something that changed me as this chapter in my life finally comes to an end.

Mommy's little little girl for that you are,
keep your wings they'll take you far.

Mommy's' precious girl for that you'll always be,
Please always know how much you mean to me.

I always knew the day would come where you'd stop crawling and start to run,
And when the day came oh I was proud but I missed the little girl who begged me to carry her around

Mommy's  lovely girl when i tucked you in and kissed you goodnight,
I'd whisper I'll love you all my life,

For which you'd respond mommy please, I'll love you much more for eternity

Mommy's  gorgeous girl for one you'll soon be,
I'll guide your flight but soon you'll flee.

I'll look away and back again,
And suddenly a year will be ten

Mommy's  little girl I hope I'm ready,
For soon enough you'll be steady,

You'll fly off to do great things,
And I'll look back at all the memories.

But despite it all you'll always be,
Mommy's little girl, at least to me.

I took a plane here
I didn't come by boat

I crashed into the ocean
but i learned how to float

I loved it here
when i first came around

The more i explored
the more things i found

Sparkling rivers and deep seas
these are a few of my favorite scenes

From the golden beaches and very tall trees
the animals can run free

But as time goes on
the excitement is gone

I finally know in this nightmare of dreams
everything here is not what it seems

I now know i am stranded on this island of misery
I spend everyday dreading the never ending sea.

I wish... Oh I wish Upon a Star
that is brighter than the moon and more powerful than the sun,
that I can be wanted,
that I can find the one,
the one that can truly help me find love.

They say it's a terrible disease
that it's a sign of low self-esteem

They tell you to get well soon
not bothering to ask why your so blue

They Judge you
when they don't know what you have been through

Yet what you don't know is that
they can't help but be jealous of YOU

I Love You,
not because of what you have or who you are but because your the one person that ever made me feel special like a rare star

I Miss You,
not because your gone and you just left without goodbye but more because i no longer have someone to comfort me when i feel like i'm going to cry

I Care For You,
not because i owe you but because you might need comfort to

Your My Best Friend,
not just for the sake of calling you my best friend but because your the one with whom i hold a friendship that i hoped and prayed would never come to an end

I'm Always Here For You,
not because your there for me but because i want to be a good friend the best that i can be

I Want To Show You Friendship The Way You Have Shown Me

A hidden poet who writes when she doesn't know how to speak
A girl who has no talents yet she tries to be unique
A girl who hides within the shadows of the world because she's scared of being seen
A girl who tries to stand tall but is always thrown in the backseat
A girl who said she had enough when she reached the age of fourteen
A girl who tries to find a word to describe the girl in the mirror she sees
A girl who's been called names and always felt like a freak
A girl who believed what anyone said because she was naive
A girl who is now seventeen
A girl who would rather read then sleep
A girl who is learning more about herself each week
A girl who is trying to finally learn how to see herself as a queen