Raking leaves--walnut, maple, mulberry, ailanthus--
I saw how it was.
My dog Molly--sweet, skittish, a rescue--
knew the Aussie was the favorite.
She hid his favorite toy in a pile of leaves,
but not well enough--I saved it.
When we were finished, all the leaves at the curb,
the toy was gone, second time the wicked charm.
When you lose something--you lose the place you were
when you first saw it, who you were with, what you were doing.
Fragile things can fall and shatter and when you see them broken
your heart can break a little too--and there's nothing you can do.
I am thinking about broken things, lost things, hidden things.
The leaves have fallen, grown again, fallen again.
My Aussie is gone and the pure clear blue of September sky,
the lofted toy, and Molly too, have all passed.
Today I sit outside, careful with the mug on the chair arm,
even knowing that everything--and I as well--will fall in time.
2025