You can't push yourself to someone who doesn't love you enough. You have to learn to let go of the things that's not meant for you. If someone leaves you along the road, someone will come over and walk with you. Somebody will love you more than what love you can give and what you deserve. You just have to let go of the things that hurt you, so you may find that someone that will cherish you for the rest of your life.

In a failed relationship, there are two personas. "The one who left and the one that's left behind." the former enjoys a lot while the latter dies slowly. The one who left rejoices as if he won a case, the other one though not guilty was jailed. The first one will find a new love but the last will stick for love to come back. The one who left will brought the memories and the other was left with a scar. Lastly, the one who left wakes up to a brand new day while the one left behind wakes up with another day to battle the pain.

I once resisted my heart, then I realized it will lead me to nowhere, so even though I will have to face the war again. I did. And every broken pieces gets stronger as I give up. Every distance, every unsaid words, i realize more that.

I know you're there somewhere.
I hope you don't have to deal with all the ******* out there.
I hope you didn't have to go through the same pain i'm going through right now.
I hope you didn't have to hurt someone else's heart same as other ******* around.

I want you to know that i'm preparing myself to you.
I've made mistakes in the past but i didn't regret it though.
I've met wrong men, some who would come and go.
I am fixing myself and be ready for you.
I know you're coming and waiting for me too.

You deserve to have the best in me.
I know you're coming, it might not be too soon but i know it's not going to be too late.
I hope we can find each other soon.
I am not in a hurry though,
I will hang on and rebuild myself.
I don't know how much preparation i needed to do, but i know God will give me you at the most perfect time and at our most perfect self.

Im thankful for the day we've met.
For a smile coast nothing
And that start a lasting friendships

Friends may come and go
But you stand from everyone else
You have a special quality
That makes you unique

You've broaden my perspective in life
You've taught me how to be strong and fine
there were times that I become stubborn
And all the stupid act I have
But You always understand me
Even understanding isnt easy for you to do

from now on until the last breathe
I have, you will always be a special part of me
Cause you hold a special place in my heart.

Sometimes being a friend means mastering the art of timing. There is a time for silence. A time let go, allow people to hurt themselves into their own destiny. And a time to prepare to pick up the pieces when its all over.