Ariel

Ariel May 2018

Daddy

Wish I was a man

Something I know that isn’t in my reach.
I wonder what's it like to be a father.
The dreams I dreamt as a little girl
Flood to me. Wishing to meet
the man that would change my world.
I hate to think that I am a fatherless daughter.
Another stereotype to pack on the punch.

When i walk and breathe the air
I know there's no safe spaces for girls like me
Im to dark im to free.

I want someone to want me
I wish the man I loved called
The father that spawned me
Never ran away.

I wish I was a man so I wouldn't care.

Ariel May 2018

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The chains on my back I carry
Welcome to America
Its heavy

*****, lifted  to the sky
My napes blow in the wind.
I wear it proud  it’s my skin.
Smooth it shines.

Paint the runway red.
Make me out to be the bad guy.
A I a N* ,am I dead.
They hate me no.. they hate my skin.
They hate my culture they hate that I win.
They hung us till
We see  the rising sun
Emmett till could of been my son.

I’ll bend a knee and pray to god.
I’ll never bear fruit
That the ***** of his father
Combust before he bust.

Trevon was just a boy.
Skittles in pocket what a joy.
Bam an Bam an Bam
He's dead

Got off

Welcome to America

Ariel May 2018

Friendship

Give me a boon
An hear my offer
Friendship is like the moon

Alluring an seductive
Its talons are sharp

Accurate …. never missing a mark.
It wrenches an reeps any soul in it grasp.
It soothes the mind until it ultimately calsapes.

Betrayal is its enemy sickness leads to its death.

The pain that it leaves will paint a room red. Loyalty
Is all I can offer. My heart splinters. Benevolent like god.
The devil the martyr. My sins balanced by wages. It can last for ages.

I was a friend.

Ariel Mar 2018

Why won't you let me be great?

Long sips of disappointment
All my tears have dried up.
Sweet like honey suckling.
Come and fill the cup up
Let it flow, spill, dissolve destroy. Bartering with god to take it away
The memories are to great.
Saving all my summers for you.
Empty yet full.
Is this heartbreak is this why i ache
Waking up to a ****** scene
Crime unseen. Im haunted wounds that have sealed bleed.

Ariel Aug 2016

Untitled

The life ived has been good to me.

The roads I've traveled, the people ive met. The friends I've made.

But i am still just and outsider.

Wandering the hollow roads of solitude and isolation.

Living a life of lone wolf filled with separation.

My heart has hardened, my eyes are colder.

My lies had gotten a lot bit bolder.

My crys were louder my heart shattered.

Abandoned…

Left and abandoned

Ariel Aug 2016

Untitled

Dripping red

It was sticky

My hands ran the lines of the walls, taking in every inch.

Every second could be counted by my breaths.

The smoke from the gunshots got caught in my lungs.

Not the only thing that got caught.

Suddenly I stop breathing, I looked out and your remains laid in my arms.

I killed you.

I killed you

I killed you

like you killed me...

Only metaphorically

My death was never to be seen

Not a **** eye on me

Never on me, never about me.

The great king has fallen,his ****** were but whispers and dust to be whep under the rug.

Like my existence.

He held me at night kissed me ever morning

And told me he loved me.

Lies there all lies.

And even in his memory he was still able to bury me.

Ariel Aug 2016

******

A nymphet,

A fruit never to be tasted

Forbidden.

And sadden it would be wasted.

Stollen

Never asking but demanded.

Ravished

A desire never to be sated.

a youth wasted,because we never waited.

The weight I bear it well.

Tempting the fates

I dreaded hell.

Our death awaits.

Dipped to deep in her spell.

Stop Romanizing ****** the man is a ***** ******* there is no love in ****.

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