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Venga Apr 24
I bleached
That strand till it was blond

With every second that passed

A new identity was manifested
A.
Venga Oct 2017
A.
You never understand heartbreak
Until youve gone through it
B
Venga Apr 8
B
Have you ever heard yellow words before? They are so bright you just want them to yourself. To surround yourself with yellow words is the epitome of warmth. Say more yellow words and softness will enter people’s minds. Yellow words.
#1.1
Venga Apr 8
I fell
And felt

And fell a little
More and felt a little more

So far down I fell
And so fast I went

In the deep blue
Vast and unknown

I knew what
Happened at the bottom

But I fell harder
And faster than ever before

At the possibility
That I didn’t know what would
Happen

But it did happen
Just like I thought
#6
Venga Apr 6
The squirrel climbed
The tree as it had so many times

With a sort of elegance
And a swift motion

Up and up and up
He ran

He finally came to a stop
And realized

He had found home again
Safe and warm

Home
#4
Venga Apr 10
She sat in the center
Of the dark world with nothing

Surrounded by a thick fog
Of darkness

Thinking nothing
But knowing pain

I sat there
A little girl

Crisscrossed apple sauce
With nothing

Sitting in the vast and dark earth
Absorbed by the black fog
Venga Apr 9
I got a feeling

This

This
Feeling


In my stomach

A desire unlike I’ve ever felt before
For you
Venga Jul 2017
Why she smiles
Heres the story

She smiles
To make those
Who hurt her
Wonder why
She is

She smiles
To convince
Herself life
Isnt that bad

She smiles
To keep
From sleepless nights

She smiles
To prove
She is happy
When she is not

She smiles
To keep
From darkness
Staining her mind

This
******
Beautiful
Vain
Concieded
Crazy
Sensitive
Easy
Weird
Quiet­
Shy
Loud
Annoying
Clingy

Smiley girl
Venga Jun 2017
Kids these days
Are not loyal
All they like to do is quarrel

I have no friends
Dont feel bad
It only makes me a little sad

These jaded puzzle pieces
We are only human
Leads some to ruin

I try to ignore and be patient
I would want forgiveness too
But sometimes your words and actions
Just make me so blue

I thought you were my friend
I guess i was wrong
Its easy to preach what is in a song

As i cry myself to sleep
Ill try to ignore the pain
And i guess not be so vain
Venga May 2017
'I cant help you
If you dont talk'

Maybe I cant
Talk
I Silently whispered

It is a swamp
Of silence

Not even my
Therepist
Can sweeten my pain

My unwarranted
Pain

The pain that
Shouldnt exist

Im too young
To know what
Pain is

Too young to
Have scars on my
Soul

The sun should
Always be on my
Youthful face

So i move on
Ignoring my
Invisible pain

The scars nobody
Cares to see
Venga Apr 4
She opened
A new
Book

And looked for answers in herself

She searched
And searched

All the

E
M
P
T
Y

Pages stared back
#2
Venga Apr 15
The grey cloud
Stretched the entirety of my
Visible world  
          

Vacant earth tears made
Themselves known to
My window
Venga Apr 6
I couldn’t decide
Where the best place on
Earth was

Was it when I lay my head
On your shoulders
Or paradise
Venga Apr 8
One can only hope for a love

So bright

Like
Annabel lee
And the kingdom by the sea

Robbed of their joy
So prematurely
Inspired by Edgar Allen Poe’s- Annabel Lee
Venga Apr 11
You told me to meet you there

                      Under my sheets

Circulating my breath

                        In and Out

You said something to me

                        Some words

They made my heart race

                        The glow from my phone

Evident on the walls of my room

                          Talking to you

Telling me to meet you there
Venga Jul 2017
I ponder
All the memories
And space you take
Up in my brain
Worth over 365 days
Wasted space
Venga Oct 2017
Matte feelings
She craved matte feelings
Excluded from the world
Shielded from emotion

What was it like
To be happy
To have it all

The foggy rain
Without a paradise
Is all she knew

She had come to
Love it
Too much
Venga Apr 4
The swan perched its calm head
Above the dewy pond
To show it was there

The other swan fluttered
It’s wings wider
And the sun gazed on her

The perching swan sighed

The other swan sung
It’s enticing song

And the perched swan
Swam away with the widest of wings
The most beautiful voice

But

No one saw her until the other swan
Went away

And the dewy pond cleared up
A story
Venga Apr 15
I asked a simple question

“Can I die for you?”

I received a long and hard stare back

“No.”

I thought about that answer for a long time with the goal of forgiving you. Forgiving you for not loving me, never loving me. Forgiving myself for letting my love grow too much. I wanted to die for you, so you could live. But love doesn’t work like that, I guessed.

“Why?”

His reply;

“I’m already dead.”
I fell in love with an emotionally  dead person
Venga Apr 17
My eye lids bounced
For the first few seconds
When I first re-entered the world


It was quiet



All the thoughts that had slipped
Away
Returned

The morning sun rays
Peeked in through my single window
And rested on my plush blanket
The morning routine
Venga May 7
It was the two of us there
On that

Sandy
Windy
Salty

Beach

We walked to the spot
Destined for us

We sat there
And then we laid there
Cause we wanted too
And because we were bored

Bored teens looking for
Purpose
On a beach

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