6 years ago we met... I cussed you out on the bus because you were laughing at what your firend was saying about me. When we got off at the same bus stop you started talking to me.. you apologized and asked bout where I was from. I told you. We hung out the next cupple of days after that. March 5 2013 while we were laying in my drive way looking at the stars... you asked me to be your girlfriend for the first time. Things were good for a little while... then things went bad... we had broke up for a little while got back together we had got back together before my 14th birthday i rember this day becuase i had went over to your house after school that day.... and man that was an awesome day... little did I know it was going to change my life for the next 5 months.... June 5th 2013 I was turning 14 me and you had *** no this isn't the first time but it was the longest time the we had did it... little did I know... you had did what we talked about for our future now....you had cam in me... the next day June 6th you broke up with me 3 weeks later I found out I was pregnant. I was so ******. I was so upset. I had only one person to turn to.... Nd that was my bestie. She was there for me. Me and her had hung out every day... I got back with you somewhere in between the pregnancy...but I didn't tell you... I was going to the beach with my bestie one day 5 months later after my birthday and we pulled over at a McDonalds so me and her could ***.... well that day was the worst... I ended up having a miscarige and then my best friend my me tell you only becuase she thought you had the right to know. When I didn't want you to know..... and we're still off and on to this day. And it is now July 26 2017 and I'm 18 years old we were just together 6 weeks ago. And I still am in love with you and I still have no switched up on you.
Not when you lied nd cheated on me countless times.
Not when you left me countless times for your baby mama
Not when you went to jail
Not when you can crieing to me bout your family
Never have I lost my love for you but yet you still can't see that we are actually ment to be cause you always come back to me... you have always needed me... we're best firends... lovers...you will be the man that I want in my life forever if only you can get your **** together. **** why do I love you so much I have no clue .. Nd if anyone that knows me reads this pls don't come up to me and ask me about any of it nd don't judge me for any of this. Okay. Thank you for letting me vent what I needed too.

My undoing is you.
My unbecoming is certain.
I had my hopes up. But you undid them too.
My undoing is yours.
You strip me till I'm plain and cold, filled of nothingness.
The meaning is differed
the undoing of history
the undoing of life.
My soul is filled of gold. It's getting chipped but the undoing of your cold hands.
Your my undoing.
My my unbecoming

I drowned my soul in Coke and ***
Just ‘cause I cant stand what the hell I’ve Done.
Ya see mother ******* like me are just plain Crazy,
Kinda like a German **** or Japanese Kamikaze.
***** dudes don’t understand what kinda **** im On,
But by the time they find out I havem’ hung in a tree at the crack of Dawn.
Then the next night I pullem’ down,
Choppem’ up from there neck to the ground,
Then I feast on there body like a Cannibal,
And I release the power of Mr. Hannibal.
It feels so good to let this Out,
Never forget to live life to the fullest and never leave any Dought.
‘Cause once a ******* calls you Out,
Grab them by the neck and snap it in two,
Before you turn around and he does it to you..
And I’m not lien…
I’ll burry you 6feet deep and alive
But slowly Dien, with your whole family Cryin’..
I’m gonna slow it down right here,
‘Cause I know ya ears can barely stand to hear,
What I’m Sayin.
But by the time I hit the end of this verse,
You’ll think my **** name is Satan!
And don’t test me boy ‘Cause you already know I’m not Playin'