Before I study the subject,
searching the truth diligently…
I took those protective measures
I washed and dried my hands!
Yet now I must deny the syringe
that ****** the skin
and allow
my immune system
to make its stand!

Hell tripping?
It’s only down half the way,
then it’s up from there!
That is…
to get through the infernal flames
at the centre of the earth..
So keep pushing on my friends!!

I like a doll
who’s cottony soft
One setting up straight
with her prissy legs crossed!

I like a doll
with a silent scream
when you wind her up
and pull her string!

I like a doll
who’s love knows no end
I love a doll
anytime I can


I like a doll
reminiscent of times
back in the days
when you were once mine
…..

It's getting ever clearer now
the distortions in-between..
The clouds of thoughts
are only passing over
the surface of my being

Here I write in passion's bliss
a mused by all I see
comfortable in my pleasure zone
secreting dopamine!

As the collective:
We strived to hold on
to our individuality.

On This Side

As the self:
We sparingly search
for our connection
to oneness.

Today
Is a new beginning
To try again
Today
I am determined
To aspire
To inspire
To explore
To break open
To create
To innovate
To transform
To be art
To love
To become
To persevere
To overcome
To discern
To enlighten
To be found
To be aware
To desires
To be understood
To shine
To be safe
To be strong
To be
To the end
Today  
I made a pledge
To never
Give up
On Today
Today
Be someone’s
Reason
To smile.