You were
Consistent
With your
Inconsistency
And now all I yearn for
Is to emotionally
Be free.

You are the Universe
Disguised as a human
Hope
Transcendent upon land
Light
For a better tomorrow
You are a new day
Make the best of it

It hurts
To know
To fathom
To understand
That I will never be your number one
Or even anything to you

I cried today,
at work,
in the bathroom,
alone.

I left early.
The thoughts,
the sorrow,
the pain.

I bawled in my car
silently,
as soon as I shut
the door.

The engine kicks,
and you
move
on.

How I wish
That I could come out
And say the things
I yearn to say
Love you with my all
But I wallow in fear
Because you say I'm too clingy

I think I heard my heart break just a little

Oh Daisy
Loved by everyone
Flowed with the wind
Kissed by the sun

Petals filled with starlight
And dancing to the Sunday's praises
Advice and love always at heed
And right now grandmother
You're what I need

Oh Daisy
How I miss you

No matter the age
Or how grown up I may be
There still hides a crying child in me