I've been ******
Not by a girl
Not by lust
But by love itself
There isn't a manual so you can't seek any help
From getting shot down after I plucked up the courage to ask
To getting my heart broken and crying tears from my eyes to my ***
I mean, I've had the good the bad and the ugly,
And I have someone now who genuinely loves me
But part of me is expecting to get hurt again
And going back to where I was before
Lost, without a friend 
I mean needs as well ******* hell I swear love is the strangest thing to have to figure out
I want this to work, I don't wanna get hurt and yet I wanna let her know what my feelings are I never wanna become an  insensitive ****...

**** it .