The darkness sustains even through my attack
Barriers won’t hold when depression fights back
I try to feel something but still I stay void
As if there is nothing I’ve been left destroyed

A heart that is hurting
Filling with pain
A heart that is mourning
Crying in vain

A sadness that is growing
For the heart to sustain
A sadness that is binding
No happiness to attain

How long must this go on
How long can I wait
How long must this go on
Is life all that great

Should I live for tomorrow
Should I live for today
Should I end my sorrow
Let my life fade away

you are everything
I have nothing without you
you are my soulmate

A seed that was planted deep within me
A root that took hold from being set free
A hope that I watered grew up like a tree
A hope that has died which I no longer see
This hope that I held kept close to my heart
This hope that I raised to not fall apart
This hope I protected trying to save
It now has been buried deep in a grave
Life has no meaning, it means nothing to me
My life that I’m hoping will soon be set free
My new hope has led me up to a tree
To tie down a rope that no one should see
I’ve brought out a log and on it, I stand
Rope around my neck my life to disband.