i can't let you go,
you're more home than a ***** room.
i stomach you more than my fears,
feeling like my friends are still here,
but when i wake, they don't reappear.
you're my anxiety in the morning,
and my depression at night,
you're my hero when it's too late.
I love you,
even though you're just a thing.
but you took all i loved,
then you made it okay.