When you see it, You can't help but to copy it.
When it happens, You feel the warmth and happiness.
When you cause it, You feel like you concurred the world.
When it goes away, You miss it and long for it's return.
-Her smile.

Old ways die with the sun rise.
New ways bloom with the moon.
A better life?
A better way?
Soon.
Soon.

Free: Crib, Never used.

Can't enjoy the flight of the eagle
Until
You feel the crawl of the worm.

Trapped in a vile marked
"The Past"
My heart wont let it pass
and
my mind slowly accepts the wrath.

I may not be the best but, I sure ain't the worst.
I have a headstrong heart and this is my curse.
My words are true but, my actions can seem diverse.
I know I'm not perfect and admitting flaws can hurt but,
I wanted you to know this before I'm covered in dirt.

Why did I want to grow up?
Why do any of us thrive on aging when so young?
Why, when so innocent distrust began?
Always told "too little" and "young" to have fun,
Just to mature to be told it's wrong?
Honesty is all we knew, then learned how to lie.
Born is to die, laugh is to cry.
Words **** more than bullets...
...remember acting like a cowboy to the fullest?
Wrote dreams for reality to crush,
Inner child fades to dust.
Adult? or soulless prisoner?

I want to feel passion
I want to feel pain
I want to weep at the sound of your name
Come make me laugh
Come make me cry
Just make me feel
Alive

Red eyes
Blue skies
and
White lies.

Heart sifting hollow
Brimming the mind with evil whispers
Screams bellow from the shadows
The forsaken soul bound by chains chokes on the ashes of passion
Nestled under a blanket of compassion's charred remains
Awaiting death.
A shimmer of starlight casts upon the shadow...

If I had a star for every time I thought of you,
I could gaze at my own galaxy beyond infinity.

I was walking down the street, when out the corner of my eye I seen this little bitty bag under a tree. Attached to this lil bag was a paper and a note that read "Roll it, **** it and let your mind run free." Well, I looked back at my life and noticed all the strife, then I said "Maybe this could better my ways." I thought "It's such a small amount, What could it possibly to do to myself?" I took 3 hits and this is what I said "Whoa, This **** could calm all the wicked." "Even better it grows on trees" "Well, I got to say, this is good **** and to think I got this whole joint for free." But, this can't go down, without a pay back, though I don't know who did this or why. So, I took the roach and added it to the note and wrote "This is for the next guy."

The beating continues
Until...
Morale improves.

A vast grasp traps you in a dark cast when you bask behind a mask.

This Journey.
This Quest.
Has seen it's beautiful chaotic end and has been laid to rest.
Our Faith.
Our Loyalty.
Our Smiles and Cries.
Have not gone a moment without test.
All the pain.
All the stress.
Has met it's inevitable demise, for this is best.
With a crossed heart.
With a hope for death.
I tell you these words, for you they are my last breath.

Both I have and both I give,
both makes my life leak like a sieve.
If I give up both maybe I'll live?

By the time I looked at the clock
Eyes widening with shock
Standing up
Too hurry up
Running into a grandfather's time source
We're both fine of course
Bursting threw my back porch
Hitting my dogs with the door
Leaping threw my bed room
Saving time I assume
Getting the **** out of my wallet
Packing it
Hitting it
What time is it?
4:21?!
**** it!!!

Smoke ring poems fill endless space. Specs flare with red, sights clear as crystal. Thoughts running in a current, crashing like waves, churning up a tsunami just to calm, leaving the ship to sail threw no debris. Poetry turns to scribbles coating space with jibber. Specs blur with fog, sights fade in a haze. Thoughts cease, hiding like treasure, sinking into the abyss just to rust, leaving no riches for you and me.

Did you know?
She is beautiful like the flowers in Spring.
Did you know?
She is warm like the Summer's breeze.
Did you know?
Everyday I fall for her like the Autumn leaves.
Did you know?
She is like the Winter's snow flakes, So unique.
Did you know?
She is my every season, With a sky so blue.
Did you know?
I love her.
Did you know?
"She" is You.

The urge to purge from this submerged burg delivers a vast surge of courage and whispers of dirge.

I sleep tonight and wake tomorrow to fight the daily sorrows
With this bow and this arrow I **** the pain and spread my wings
For I am the Sparrow

Now I sit here deep in thought;
Remembering lessons learned and taught.
If I lost my memory and remembered one thing,
It would be how you made everyday shine and sing.

I'm forever smoking *****, Pretty ***** in the air.
I get so high, I reach the sky and like my buzz I'll fade and die.
Road trips always occurring I've been everywhere.
I'm forever smoking *****, Pretty ***** in the air.

Don't keep your soul brimmed with your demons, My Angel.
I have a hell within my heart for them to rest in peace.

When the bond is broken
and
Relation ends
What hurts the most isn't the ending
It's when we become strangers to the very person
We once though we couldn't live without...

My mind twists and turns with every thought, It burns.
Waiting for a word, like a catfish, lured.
Time goes by with no reply but, I'm "that" guy that'll let it slide and hear her side as I implode.

Like a hand full of sand
I once had a grip
and
It all slowly slipped through my fingers
Grain after grain
With every attempt to regain my grip
I dig deeper and deeper
and
Sink lower and lower
My hands
*****
Tired
and
Still remain empty.

I didn't know "calling you beautiful" was considered invective.
"worshiping your body" was considered  abusive.
"smiling in your direction" was considered repulsive.
"telling you the truth" was considered deceptive.
"saying I love you" was considered offensive.
"holding your hand" was considered aggressive.
"agreeing with you" was considered preemptive.
"my love for you" was considered subjective.
But...
I know now "your level of ignorance" is excessive.
"Your personality" is unimpressive.
"Your actions" are irrespective.
"Your feelings" are insensitive.
"Your loyalty" is selective.
"Your presence" is oppressive.
Also...
"Realizing, letting go and moving on" is redemptive, progressive and effective.

Many a person would label us individually moronic for what we have endured.
But, Only we know our past.
What do we consider ourselves?

I miss the shared and the given.
I miss the laughs and even the cries.
I miss you-
No, **** it!
I miss us.

And stoners we shall be for thee, my **** for thee.
Tokes hath descended forth from thy bowl that our lungs may swiftly fill with thy smoke.
And we shall pass the dutchie to thy left of thee and flying with friends shall it ever be.
In nomine mater, et spherae igitur et sanctam favillam.

Hot air balloon
+
Noose
=
...?

Fears, tears and arguments we face everyday...
At the end we hug and sway...
"I don't want to fight" is what we say...
Remembering reasons for our love...
Is what guides our way.

Take it, Break it, Do not forsake it. Pay the toll, Make the roll, Free you mind and soul. Smoke the joint, Get the point, It will not disappoint. Big **** full of smoke do not take it for a joke. I took the time to jot this down cause there ain't **** to do in this town.

As the black horse gallops through the night, A gut wrenching odor fills the air like a cruel warning to the demented and twisted, Blinding sparks flash from the beast's every step with deafening claps that bellows through the mind and collapses the heart. Souls drown in tears of fear that they may one day be chosen without mercy to ride the final ride in the chariot of the ****** for their wicked ways beyond eternity.

Resting in soil.
Fed by water.
Raised by light.
I sit and wait for my birth.
Care for me like I'm one of your own.

Her impossible colors, his eyes had to evolve before he could see.

Here, Son,
It'll keep it safe for a rainy one.
Like the day when I am dead and done
Or
A day when you can't find none.
I know you need something for your stash
But,
These are times that you don't have much cash.
Forget about the money
To pay for what I lack.
I'm your Mother.
I love you
and
Will always have your back.

Marijuana Bowls
Imagination Enforced
Embracing Your High.

Sweetheart, I'm just a nightmare dressed in a daydream.