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Sam Barger Mar 2014
The heart is brimmed
and still,
arrogantly hollow.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
Hands feel like shotguns, locked and loaded.
Smoke feels like oxygen, clean and crisp.
Mind set on chaos and destruction.
Let it burn.
Let it burn!
Sam Barger Mar 2015
We're all glass bottles.
Simple.
Clear.
Empty glass bottles.
Sitting on someones shelf, for keepsake.
Slowly over time, we start filling with toxic fumes that bead up and collect at the base.
Over flowing with this vile compound, we try to soak up the remains and cap ourselves off from any other chemicals adding to this combustible cocktail, shaken and stirred for years.
Til one day, someone with a soft, warm, caring grip picks us up like a found gem, inspired to rid us of the abysmal creation within.
Drop after drop we start to drain and gain our clarity again.
Then as if from nowhere, a spark flies and catches the corner of the tattered, soaked rag once a security blanket, now, the perfect fuse.
Upon ignition, our once heaven sent savior becomes startled and frightened, casting us away into the dark with no remorse or thought about our fragility.
Our flame growing with intensity, now, lighting our way down to the ground.
We shatter, exposing what was once contained, it meets the flame it has sought after for years.
Now, smothering and destroying everything beautiful in our surrounding path, waiting for the moment we finally burn out and someone with the time and patience to piece us back together, recycling us, making us whole again.
Sam Barger Nov 2014
So, We shall form a licence alliance
And
Raise a towering reliance against the mindless and spineless
With great vehemence in hopes of regaining a compliance
For the priceless appliance once known as quietness
Before the subsidence into a riotous abyss
Where a sigh of bliss no longer exists.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
Pass/Fail?
I failed to pass before,
Now I'm passed the failure.
Sam Barger Jan 2014
But, I know, As I hammer those nails into your beautiful hands, Your eyes, They try to search for mine.
But, I look away...
Now, Your eyes are the only thing that can save me.
I'm still afraid of them piercing, You're breaking into my prison.
Just pretend that for a while, My soul is dying and I won't look away.
So I think I'll stay, Caught up in silent prayer, Cause I believe in silence.
Our hearts speak the same words.
So why don't we just walk along the shoreline with our silent song?
Cause I believe in silence.
Our hearts speak the same words.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
*****
or
Wings?

Grow
a
pair.
And deal with it.
Sam Barger Dec 2014
It's YOUR path.
YOU have to walk it.
Because NO ONE else will.
BUT...
There is STILL time to DETOUR.
Sam Barger Jul 2014
I journey with those who have marched beside me
and
Feast with those who I have starved with.
Sam Barger Jan 2014
Whiskey whispers fall on deaf ears.
Sam Barger Dec 2013
Vanquish phantom of lorn, For new hope is born.
Cast a light upon thee, For thy true sight has yet to be seen, To what this man can truly be.
Faded stain or Van Gogh to the blain pain of plain?
Sam Barger Jun 2014
Blow...
Oh beautiful breeze
Reach my love...
Touch her kindly
and
Come touch me soon...
Sam Barger Dec 2013
So no one told you **** was gonna cost this much (clap clap clap clap) Your jobs a joke, you're broke, Can't even buy some lunch. It's like you're always stuck to scraping rez, But, When you can't afford **** or food, you can thank our Pres-i-dent, But, I will smoke with you, until my baggy is no more, I will smoke with you, like I've smoked you up before, I will smoke with you, Because you've smoked with me too.
Sam Barger Jul 2014
As I sit
In a cloud
Memories screaming
So loud
I ponder on what could have been
If I wasn't so proud
then.
Sam Barger Feb 2015
...and now, you're just a stranger who knows my every secret.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
Her long thick string tightly tied,
can't cut or break.
Grasped firmly,
freedom and sanity it takes.
As I stray from the post in the ground down,
the string stretches and I rebound.
Dragging me back, through mud, rock and stone,
Back at this post I sit sore, tired and alone.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
Spread the cush
Give'r a shush
Warn the push
Baby
We're goin' in the ****.
Sam Barger Sep 2014
The strongest souls dress in suits of scars.
Sam Barger Dec 2014
At times in our lives we hit life head on
and
break on through with unstoppable force
and
sometimes we slam face first
into the most unbreakable surface.
But,
We grin like a *******
looking back at what we survived.
Sam Barger Dec 2013
Imagination is limited.
Think of a new color...
What shade would it favor?
What colors is it made of?
What emotion would or could it reflect?
If colors join to make new, But repeat, Does imagination?
Sam Barger Mar 2015
Truth is, we all share a similar scream.
Not like any ordinary scream expressed by lung power and vocabulary. But, a scream from within.
A scream that says "I like you" or "I love you".
A scream that says "I need this job" or I need this raise".
A scream that says "I'm strong" or "I'm not strong enough".
A scream so loud, that sometimes it pierces any barrier or a scream that whispers so soft it fades like smoke.
Now, Here's The Lie.
The Lie is, everyone listens and everyone cares all the same.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
Learn her song, The song in her heart, and sing it to her when she has forgotten.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
When we do right, nobody remembers. When we do wrong, nobody forgets.
-Hell's Angels.
Sam Barger Mar 2015
A
Man
Walks
Into
A
Bar
And
Orders
A
Glass
Of
Water
.
The
Barkeep
­Pulls
Out
A
Shotgun
...
Sam Barger Dec 2013
Real eyes realize real lies.
Sam Barger Feb 2014
Hair up, down or a twisted ball. Make up removed. I want to see you.
White tank top or T, size too big or size to small.
Shorts or sweat pants rolled at the waist.
All accessories off, I now gaze at your natural state.
Sit, stand or lay, Your presence is my grace. Making my mind sway.
This image of you; forever in my memory shall it stay.
Sam Barger Apr 2015
Take your daily shot of courage
Your **** of imagination
Your dose of relaxation
Your drop of vision
Your line of energy
and
Overdose on life
Sam Barger Oct 2014
His face full of bright and shiny and his heart flowing with arctic waters. He continues his march for the sun.
Sam Barger Feb 2015
Burning bridges, Extinguishing the flames with tears.
Smoldering remains, flying ash and the smell of pain and heartache blind the mind and heart of all senses.
Numb and alone, choking in the shadows of wafting smoke, hiding from the truth, trying to shake the guilt...
Sam Barger Apr 2015
I saw you in the star shine, your beauty rendered me blind.
The loss of my sight never felt so kind.
When you left, never so hard have I cried.
My vision grew back just when I thought it died.
For you and the whole world to know, this is my last whine.
"I'd gouge my eyes out, just to see you one last time."
Sam Barger Nov 2013
I do not care about the kind of vehicle you drive, Where you or what you live in, Who you know or what they do, If you shop on Rodeo Dr. or Wal-Mart, If your pockets run deep, Top of the chain or a broken link. I only care about the utterance of your mind, heart and soul. The very thing you truly own, The very thing I will remember you by. I will not fall in love with your skin and bones, Your fancy excursions, Your ascends or descends. I will not fall in love with anything but the very words that explode from your beautiful mind.
Sam Barger Feb 2015
Spending time with so many people in my life has been...enlightening to say the least.
In many terms, they're a disaster.
But, their selfless dysfunction is ultimately why it all works.
It's clear to me that we all react to life's challenges in different ways.
Some fight death.
And, some embrace it's solace.
Some recognize their fate, and others do whatever is necessary to alter it.
Sometimes we defy others expectations and occasionally we rise to meet them.
But, the constant is being true to ourselves.
We do what we have to when we have to.
We react for better or for worse.
It's why we all succeed.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
Jean and cotton bread crumb trail sways down the hall,
Wall hangings and table tops twisted after the storm's calm,
Bedside table her earrings rest like her head on my chest,
Sun shines threw the window lighting her hair, caressing her cheek, polishing the diamonds in her eyes.
Viewing Heaven without death, she is the thief to my breath.
Untitled.
Sam Barger Jun 2014
I know what you want and what you're thinking,
I can free your sexuality.
No one's ever tortured you with pleasure,
Pleasure's all you'll ever feel from me.
I just want to see you in the garden,
Dressed up as you came into this world.
Shining through the candle of deception,
Lighting up the underlying girl.
Sam Barger Jun 2014
She destroys me with her every crushing word,
Too seek her truth I dread.
She knows not of her beauty,
I said,
As we rest in separate beds.
Sam Barger Mar 2015
To be bound
by what is
"normal"
and never
venturing away,
progression will
forever
be a myth.
Sam Barger Apr 2015
Your eyes = Star shine.
Your heart = Summer time.
You lips = Red wine.
Your presence = Stops time.
Your love = No line
...except for mine.
Sam Barger Apr 2015
Attraction comes in many ways, shapes and forms of a person and their personality.
Physical attraction is basic attributes of set upon size preference.
Such as a woman claims her belly, hair, lips, legs, **** or a man claiming his arms, chest, abs, etc.. are all subject to size for certain desire and personal request.
What we long for in fantasy and what we adore in reality are far divided but, what we crave for in personality is nonetheless reflected by our own selves.
For what we hold within and express on the out the difference and the line.
We want in a sense is a friend and foe molded as one.
A friend to help guide us when lost, to share adventures with and mile stones in life but, also a foe for balance, the darkness within the light, the reason for discussion and debate, for a level of personal angers and disagreements.
That healthy balance of good and evil, love and hate, and judgement and understanding.
Just like a snowflake, The clouds in the sky, or a lightning strike, we all are our own unique beautiful amount of folly and there is always someone out there appreciating ever detail about our existence.
Sam Barger Mar 2015
I see the stars
I see them shine
I feel your hand nestled in mine
I see the moon
I see it gleam
I feel your heart
It's every beat
I feel the wind
It's blows your way
Inspiring your hair to dance and sway
I could not imagine a more perfect sight
Then you in my arms on this beautiful night
Sam Barger Mar 2014
When I'm dead and in my grave
No more *** will I crave
And on my tombstone
Forever seen
"Here lie the bones of one hell of a smoking machine"
-Andy Barger. -2014-
Sam Barger Mar 2015
I don't want it anymore, I'm done.
I'm a guy looking for something real, something meaningful, not just fun. I'm ready to start and share a life with someone honest, loving and sweet, not just a bed and twisting sheets.
To feel that feeling of bliss, happiness and "I wouldn't change a thing".
To share smiles and cries along with the laughs and screams.
To hold in my arms and forever in my heart.
Just...
Finding an angel in a hell of demons, that's the hardest part.
Sam Barger Dec 2013
In my time of dying, Ten years gone.
Over the hills and far away, Going to California.
Communication break down.
When the levee breaks, Babe I'm gonna leave you.
Good times bad times, In the light, Tangerine.
Misty mountain hop, You shook me, Whole lotta love.
Dancing days, Fool in the rain, Nobody's fault but mine.
All of my love, Dazed and confused, Trampled under foot, Hey, what can I do?
Rock and roll, Ramble on.
Your time is gonna come, Black dog, Living loving maid.
House of the holy, The ocean, No quarter, Stairway to heaven.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
A shot of black powder
From a brass mug
Down at the Cocked and Loaded
Laid out on the floor
After one shot
After eating the slug
Sam Barger Mar 2014
When the tunes stop rappin'  
And
The silence happens
I'll still be snappin' and tappin'
After the coffin doors done wrappin'
And
I hear angle wings flappin'.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
Your eyes are so breath taking, like a starry midnight. The blue dark and deep, with crystal shards like stars.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
We all have our own unique abilities and strengths. We all have unique thoughts and ways of thinking. We all have our own unique flaws. Problems. Mistakes we've made. And we might not always put our powers to good use and they might even be twisted. But, We also have our own unique motivations and inspirations to putting our unique powers into coping with the past and hitting the present head on. Rebuilding bridges we once burned. Righting wrongs. Mending broken hearts. Earning back trust. Making up for lost time. And letting bygones be bygones.  Losing ones mind helps find sanity, a broken heart grows strength and an honest "I'm sorry." never starts a fire.
"We burn the fat off our souls." - Hemingway.
Sam Barger May 2015
I've survived with courage
and
I've hide away in fear
but
I've never been more scared in my life
than the day I met you
My Dear.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
I will not run, I will not stray, I'll still be here when you return...
someday.
Sam Barger Mar 2014
A million minds and a million voices.
A million thoughts and only one choice.
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