I'm not a liar.

I speak the truth,
But you can't see it.

Yes I've lied over the years,
But can't you see I've changed.

I may be stupid,
I may be dumb,
But I'm not a liar.

I uphold my promises.

I don't cover up with lies,
But you still cannot not see the truth.

The truth I speak everyday.

I'm not a liar.

i miss you
even if you are just meter away
and i miss you more
when you will gone far
away

i miss the way you smile
that light up my way
and the way you laugh
at your childish play

i miss your giggle
that captivate me
and your smirk
that mesmerize me

i miss the way you frown
and the sweet scent that you own

i miss the way you walk
and your crazy little talk

i miss all about you
i miss you

Because

i can't have you

©IGMS 2014

You thought you were killing me,
You were wrong.

You thought you weren't good enough,
You were wrong.

You thought this would be better,
You were wrong.

"Why?"
You ask.

All   I   *ever   wanted   was   you   thats   **why.

Goodnight friend.
You've helped me throughout my entire life.
It's time you get some rest.
Let the other guy out and let him play.
Goodnight dear friend sweetdreams.

Loud thougts make my head hurt.
I can't hear things around me.
There is so much its like dirt
on Earth. Adding more is just a fee.

It's deafening.

But,
You help by freeing
Me from the thoughts that cut
Deep in my head.

It's clearing.

The thoughts are dead,
For now...

I enjoy rain,

The light rain that kisses your skin.
The light kisses that run down your face.

The rain that clears your mind.
The kind of rain that allows you to think calmly.

I enjoy rain.

Its too loud*,

Getting annoyed by the screams in my head.
Thoughts screaming at me.

I get a headache everyday because of it.
Nightmares keep me up at night.

Its too loud*.