Ahh ****** here we go, we go again
How much i have  hatred based on these cuddling roles this **** pillow has been been playing. I hate it!
Even after all the sweet sleep I've been having, it totally still isn't it.
Just for the facts that who I've been waking up next to isn't even you, be so tragic. As  I have visioned it all being magic - Pillow Hatred

For the first time in decades or whatever, writing anything with tears uncontrollable bursting out of my eyes.  I'm here smoking this joint for the first time as a console me, Since I'm always leading, always heading, but today "Me" The one they believe in during the times of hold me. Is in need of a hold from them, but they'll never see this phase. So yeah, soldier toughen up. That's what I was taught never appear  broken, but right now, my authenticity isn't letting me. as this  tears fall, I let them, for they show me a very sad fact that hope was placed upon odds of fiction, and those odds were tied with a rope of hope that  couldn't hold him. The crazy part is I'm cracking smiles in between these tears. Cause in the end, it's in all these good memories that matter, and in these good memories, that's where that light shined the most. at the end, Ma boey didn't suffer defeat. He was living. We lost a homie, a celebration of the light. Hoodvick was in these tears -Swoo

To adore a person so much so that they become part of your will, part of your strength and weaknesses. A tickle to your delusional ego,powerful enough to even give you a little of a cocky glow. An influence to your evolution for you've  been in visioning your future self thru them. As they ignited and excited your thrill of life, It could only be one hell of a being that attracts without literally attracting. A creature of natural pure seduction without even much  of any given effort. A woman  - Swoo

Honestly, I lust over every fine woman I see . Oh, that's so hot, right ? Oh, look at that!! But then every time I see these one it's never that and not because she's not fire! Trust it. Even the soul knows she's a bomb. When I see her its no lust at all, its that mami, wifey,warmth we cuddling in my dreams, spooning in combination of making out, and I'm looking at her face and not even believing she's right there my whole universe? And then I wake up and she's not really there and I realise it's that usual nightmare at it again,how cruel? - That normal nightmare at it again -Swoo

How do you do it? Synchronize Synchronize? It's usually you the ultimate feeling, but now it's you and nature's scenery combined Synchronized. This is similar to when the lightning strikes outside catching you off-guard just reminding you that you're are alive.  synchronize!!! - Swoo

She's like the waves everytime...  she appears She's feet sweeping. As I'm over here shaken, She's  outstanding under the sky with blue pigments like her aura dial loudly hits you oh joy! Now I'm seen glowing with her being where the light's emiting.  Like The Waves - Swoo

A women who is well rooted,grows  from the ground up flourishing and blossoming as a mighty tree.   As she goes thru a process of self care and self love during the switching of seasons, glory to her atributes of her being a sister, a friend, a lover, a women well deserving of that genuine love and happiness.   As she's also a symbol to other women who also wish to possess that similar strength showed in her ways of living . A women well rooted, grows from the ground up and flourishes as a mighty tree, a symbol of balance a home in human  form. - Swoo