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SunFlower Feb 15
Anger frustration confusion and sadness.


I felt all six creep up
One by one they took their turns
Taking every last pieces I have left in me


I felt all six creep up in a discreet manner
Ugh I give up on this poem I can’t think of how to write it


I felt six creep up in a discreet manner.
I felt anger, confusion and now sadness.
I can’t even express how much I feel about this situation and the fact that I am not alone in it and I am not a victim of it and I feel like I am not in any way in the way I am in any way affected by it and I have no intention of being hurt or hurt by it or anything like that but I am not sure how to feel about it and I don’t know how to feel or how to feel and I feel about it but I feel like I have to feel like I am not being hurt and I feel like I am not in any way in the way I am and I feel like I am not feeling good about it and I feel like I am not even trying to be honest and I feel like I am not trying to be nice to me and I feel like I am not really understanding of it is just not being mean to me and I don’t know how to be honest and I don’t want to be honest with myself and I feel like I am not being mean and I feel like I am not saying anything to me and I don’t want to be mean to me and I don’t want to be rude to me and I don’t want to be kind of mean to you and I don’t want to be a **** to you and I don’t want to be a bad person to be mean to you and I don’t want to be a mean person to you and I don’t want to be mean to you and I don’t want to be rude to you and I don’t want to be hurt or hurt or anything I just want to be honest and I don’t want to be with you and I just want to be and I don’t want to be a **** to you and I don’t want to be a little bit of a **** to me and I don’t want to be mean to you know that I don’t want to be rude to you know that I don’t know what I don’t want to be honest with you know that I don’t know what I just want to be nice to you know that I don’t know what I want to be kind of mean to you know I don’t know what I want to be mean to you know that I don’t know what I want to be rude to you know that I don’t know what I don’t know I don’t want to be honest with you know I just don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say to you I don’t know what to say to anybody else I don’t know what to say to anyone else I don’t even know what to say to somebody else I don’t care I don’t know what to say to them I don’t know what to say to them but I don’t know what to say to them because I don’t know what to say to them and I don’t know what to say to them so I don’t know what to say to them and I don’t want to say to them and I don’t want to be rude to them I don’t know what to you know what to say to you know what to say to them and I don’t want to be honest I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say that I don’t know what to say
I don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do with my life I don’t know what to do and I don’t know what to do but I don’t know what to do so I don’t know what to do I’m not gonna do it I don’t know what to do or do I don’t know what to do it I just don’t know what to do I don’t know what to do

Im sorry. Im really sorry.
SunFlower Nov 2018
Grey dusty clouds emerged from each other above the shore as she expected the currents to crash beside her feet.

The White, pale moon fades into the storm.

As well as the path back to the street.

Frustration overfloated her vision and confusion misjudged her calculations.
SunFlower Nov 2018
It felt like I was your Peter Pan and you were my Wendy.

I wasn't ready to grow up or let you go

but you...
  Oct 2018 SunFlower
eric calabrese
Sometimes I look up at the sky
I wonder if  simultaneously you are too lucid dreams of levitating through these walls and coming back to you
Our souls dance in circles around the sun beating with the sound of our hearts in perfect unison
The moon envys our energy
Mars red from how we move in rings around Saturn
The way we melt into one you’d think we were made from mercury
But the God of Neptune exclaimed we’re fresh like the bay or sea my waves to your sand pulled you close to me
A Venus fly trap opening up for the fly Uranus stopped and stared and even dropped a tear before I returned to my bed a lightning bolt appeared must of been Jupiter the God of the sky ripping us away
It’s punishment for noise we made above where he stays.
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