Engravings of trampled sands
Irrepressibly brutally invidious
When motioned irresistibly
Through crystal delusioned prism
Array of brandishing invocationing
Spectrum gleaming grapple
Cure, perseverance, persistence,
Pledge, pros, plums
The lazarus ray shone legacy..

Snoring wildly on the emerald carpets
With lush and frantic hue
Cushiony petals are dancing puppets
Destination never has gone through
Crops bearing golden yields
Threshed with ardent love and devotion
There.. farmer's friends crawling deep
Displacing under fine fragmentation
Endless barriers..Endless notes
Endless beauty...Endless codes..

Breathing in the cold showers
As I glared sky's divine diamonds
The stormy weather unbolted
The windows and the carpets
I gazed at the adjacent apartment
A solitary lady devoid of content
Struggling in stormy weather
Sobbing and weeping altogether
How surreal was it!
A lady with power and pelf
How devastating was it!
A lady trapped only in herself
A lady with brain and brawn
She wasn't contented and that was all
She might be cursed or sinned
Or was an accused
How her luxurious leisure life
Left her impossible to strive
Treasure may be her best companion
Till the very end
What a great pity was it!
She was well- off but what use was of money
When her boat of life was so heavy
With entertainment stuff unworthy
The boat is continuously drowning
Slowly and steadily
Someone warn her please....

How much water dribbles
With deafening thuds
How much dry sympathy
Heaves with a warm sigh
While glaring at immoral furore
Over scorging throats
Who'd be the reformist plumber
For countless ,crooked creatures
With leaking wisery
How much then water has dribbled
With deafening thuds
In drains and floods..

इस अंधेरी रात में दिए की एक लौ ही काफी है
जिन्दगी जीने के लिए आशा की एक वजह ही काफी है
जब तक तेरा साथ है जिन्दगी हसीन है
तेरे बिना मेरे कर्म कर्महीन हैं
जिन्दगी पूरी होते हुए भी अधूरी है
सुलझे डोर भी अनसुलझी पहेली है
इस अंधेरी निशा में मेरी दामिनी
मेरी जिन्दगी का वो खिलता गुलाब का फूल
जिसके न कोई साथी न शूल।

rolling back years and years
in that flimsy photograph
rolled from tethered corners
sparked memories sweet and sharp
barefeet were we as breeze blew
tugged solemnly,motionless
grievous grin, yet not so glum
sunshine blazed our freckles
a close look ,indicting
'' we could be a bit closer''
closer, at least for a span of a moment
span of years drifted us farther and further
your hiccoughs compelled me to lament..

Near the bed, under the table,
My smile was somewhere lost.
I searched everywhere,
I read all the magazines and the post.
Nobody was at home,
I cried and lost all my hopes.
My smile was somewhere lost,
Every second was like an hour.
I sat at one corner,
I felt so lonely and absurd.
Suddenly,I heard babble of voices,
Mom was there at the door,
With my favourite chocolates and toys.
She gave me a warm hug,
My sigh turned into a wide smile.
Followed by giggles.
Yes, I had gotten my smile,
Which was , without her, hard to find.
I forgot all my sufferings because of her help,
I got the real joy of my life in her lap..

Surbhi Dadhich..

Mama shooed me off
Banging the door against my face
The creak cacophony pierced my heart
A homeless heart pouring at hearth
The floating moon in the dark sky
Flaunting flawlessly, mocked at me
Thirsty soul was I, thousand reasons to cry
Shivered barefeet on the thorny streets
Although umpteenth mornings came
Melodies to rejoice
Yet darkness tamed me devilishly
Unreasonably, piping no choice..

The wreckage flow unhindered
Knots wrenching it in the pit of stomach
Of embarrassing truth, infuriating intuitions
Mystical feelings, trash emotions
Choking thick clouds of filth and dirt
In my disguised demeanour
In external floric attire
Seclusion, salt on the wound
Blazes in an impressive bonfire..

I stepped into the waiting room
A frazzled girl I stared
Lying down the unswept floor
With a severe shiny glare
People passed by and by
As they finally reached their destination
The girl then stood quivering
Out of frantic frustration
Down the steps
She lost somewhere
I followed her till the very end
In the freezing night
She met her destiny
After covering miles
Spinning around for someone
Frowned and bewildered
In the storm of flickering emotions
When the moon shined even brighter
Stars died of embarrassment
I rooted her adored
Hugging was she passionately
To the most generous creation
As the flood approached
And the warmth entwined ecstasy
An unexpected reunion of two souls
And the unpredictability of lovable fantasy
I never thought of passing by
She adored me with her destiny
And so did the stormy night
With the peace of fraternity..

Stony chirruping cuddle my ears
I woke up with pent-up emotions
Shooed the stony chirruping
Yet stony silence broke my heart
Crumplings of which dove refused
The sweeper swept them..

You smiled
You were not happy,
I can see through your blushed eyes
Still you smiled
Neither willingly
Nor reluctantly
Just to show others
That you're happy
Just to give an invisible impression
Of your fake satisfaction
The reality is in contrary
To what you're posing outside
Then what's the use of this artificial grin
If it's forcibly embellishing
Your bony beauty
Why in the name of God
You can't be what you really are
Which you should
That you must
I won't hurt you again,I won't..

Your inflicted memories
Lick my wound with tenderness
An established testimony
Nobody ever confess
How bereaving is to strive
When our souls deadlocked
They heaved alive..

Under the sober moonlit night
As her face grew starkly pale
A delicate moth lured in
As it's drawn to a flame
Shivered as she with a misty leaf
Sweat out poured rigorously
As she wept neglected, unseen
The fluttering moth flustered her
Wild fantasies lingered,  hovered
A shadow crept gleaming ecstasy
Caressed her back and feet
Rode her wavingly
Lulled,  rode her
As mystery, she mustered
Out,  she dwelled
Out of her brutal shell..

Doughnuts of your cheesy gratitude
Engulfed by lying scoundrels
As they sip your classic soup
Of the sweetest innocent emotion
How you bore a cakewalk
Like pertition in hot waters
How you opted for burnt cult
Rather feeding fancy miracles
Lightning a fuse
Added on to your woes
As they mess with you
They just starved for an appetizer
Of your sincerest approval
But you were not your puppet
And let them out of order
Your imprudent was your innocence...

There in your little streets
Or the drained narrow passages
"Gush before pay"
Cried a labourer seeking wages
Along the uninhabited rye
Or down the isolated alleys
Those tough boatmen
Still ferry
Corner of highways
Or a traffic jam
Rushing in a great haste
As they move for a hope
To enlighten the griefs
Of others..
They don't walk steps
They take progressive leaps..

In this changing world
Where evil is dominant
I am searching for a pearl
Among the herds of dishonest.
Rules have became opposite now
Victories have became for liar
Oh Almighty! I bow
End this form of satire.
Forgetting the past principles
No one can be trusted
We, as your disciple
Pray for the salvation
To this thunderstorm of devil's gust..

I could be the river meandering the countryside
To flow with you with eternal brilliance
I could be the lovely home on a tree-shaded street
To be a part of your visual field
I could be the only mystifying rose among thorns
To caress your bleeding finger
I could be your muse , the moon
To shower you with poise and pleasure
I could be you, your forgiving soul
To mend your thousand hidden cuts

Fascinated by beauty of her face,
Remarked by dimples on cheeks.
Killer smile and silky locks,
Amongst the shining green trees.
Her face was beating the brightness of the Sun,
Glowing and attracting strongly.
Observed by everyone,
Her every style and sense was lovely.
The way you made your cute eyes up,
Gave me fits of giddiness.
I was in a great dilemma,
To call you my Moon or Sun.
But, like them, you didn't give me feeling of loneliness.
Yeah! You are my Star.
You filled every light in my heart,
But, now, you are very far.
But still, your memories enlighten my heart.

Surbhi Dadhich.

Say you'll be tempting me
Even I fall ******* a bed of roses
Wrap your arms 'round me
Even if I seep in assertive hopes
Say you'll be sweeping my tears
Even a fake smile, I wear
Immortalise our sand imprints
Even I build a castle in the air
Would you commit it to me?
Even if I'm perturbed and petrified
Say you'll remember me
Even behind the bars, manacled..

As the corner of my eye
Widened, gasped at the glinting Sun
Highest, above disfigured illusions
The infinite stretch of innumerable sighs
Yet closest twirls slinky eyelashes
The (in)visible identity seems to hide
As human denies vehemently
"The Supreme Personality of Godhead"
Flinching faith leads to unanswered revelations
Unflinching demoniac while innocent is shot
Yet unflinching faith in a barber
While he holds a razor against the throat

Nothing seems giantly huge
When your toothless grin eludes
My chronic adversities
After iconic, clownish endeavor
Our curtains, veils shattered
You anticipated me with lionese furore
I reckon it's highly due still
I prospered, pay due honour
Against the backdrop of your highly- awaited grin
Nothing truly seems monstrous huge
When your jawlines extend
Douse off my chronic inconsideration
My chronic adversities
While you shower herculean ecstasy..

Baked with blazing trepidation
An enthralled hare roamed here and there
Pure water, a morsel of food neither
What he unearthed was a mere beetle
Cloud nine burst in guise of an underground creature
He ate it not..nor he threw
It was emancipating he went through
Vexed in firmed fist
The beetle yelled in grief
"No matter how much you turn rude
I'll be gracious genuine to you
Let you grant me one more chance
To glorify my potential and past
The world is galvanized with impostors
But I'm a cunning fellow
I'll be your blessed slave
If you grant me the chance for God's sake"
Escaped was he by hare
With some deal of property share
Beetle walked hare to an infamous restaurant
Desserts, grilling and gourmet
Hey bunny..What'll you have?
The hare fathomed the taunt
Ordered wildly on and on and on
Since too many cooks spoil the broth
The hare churned abdomen
And unconsciously died
The beetle decomposed debris
And looked upto another foolish
He however gigantic couldn't rescue from cunning...

I hallucinate the havoc departure
Under the oak and warm sunshine
Among wreck and decayed matter
In the vast expanses of ghastly spirits
That dilapidated graveyard
Devastating eagle
Amidst sticks and shovels
I hallucinate..that breathless moment
Digging into labyrinth
Waving ephemerality..

I think about a holocaust disaster,
I think about old things of past
I think of running this race even faster
I think about old beliefs and sarcasms.
I think about the wonders
I think about the mystery
I think about the techno super powers
I think about Almighty.
Human life is transitory
But it can be eternal
By crossing all the hardships
To live life like a colonial.
And..I think about the past
I think about the future,
But I don't think of the present...
And this is why, sometimes I wonder..

Surbhi Dadhich..

I see the exhilarating sunshine, refreshing rain
One among the little -known legacies of you
I see the pleasure gushing without thankfulness
I see laughter riots without happiness
I see different weather in your dreary desert
I see innocence in your indifference
I see you in the swamps of sticky roots
No legitimate force can pull you out
Except the wilfulness of your heart

This ghastly night grappling mercy
Of the frolicksome crescent moon
The rusty clock accelerated hours
The stars glossed in the milky troop
The crackling ultrasound of crooked fan
Strands of hair viz soles of feet lamed
When eyelashes sensed warmth and rest
Droolworthy images flashed...
A white gracious unicorn was staring
His soothing eyes strengthened me
And I engrossed in a lavish sleep...

What if the gusty chirrupings ceased ?
Faded walls  echoed  frost laugh
The leaves halted, encased in dew
Lost eyes  suffered  lifeless existence
Fall came and went away without fragrance
A twig in the backyard knocked the treasure of nature
A social being devastated Earth's caricature
Knocked off pleasant , lively picture
Barred in sand..

I wasn't nipped, coiled in a ******* bud
I wasn't aching, bleeding breathlessly
Why did I cease for fruits to pluck
The essence lured me in
I wasn't crippled with adversities
I wasn't molested by remorse and guilt
Why did I troop over berries and plums?
The bittersweet aroma lured me in
I am ridiculed at what to sweep in corners
I am repenting the bittersweet essence
Penning it down in a journal..

My little steps leisured my way
Under the enlightening moonlight
Basking and bathing
Under the neighbouring sun
A surging sweat outpoured from inside
I cradled along asteroids
Beaming with flashes of lighting
Puzzled with a deep void
While a hard stone hit me at the back
A pricking and piercing of needle
As I shivered , tangled in a constellation
Life was still full of mysterious magnificence
I collided and crushed against a wall
As my time went backstage..

A real splitting headache
Higher than normal
Losing consciousness
With a sore throat
At the death's door
Shivering and quivering
At the mouth of death
With itchy-red eyes
Hard-deep breaths
No one to cheer
No one to care
No one to wipe tears..

You, with your knives and swords
Foster my humiliation with your red flags
You, with your mean, abrupt cold- heartedness
Shiver me through harsh ice extremes
You, like an enlarged untamed bull
Smack me disastrously in debt trap
"Down the road, trodden could be imprints
Had I been the chalk of your footprints"
I, with freezing spirit wish
I wouldn't lament my footprints..

Precipitating the crisis of one's barren tract
Curing the audacious ailments of one's suspicions
Adoring the starvation to a luminous beauty
Unseen by all but yet deserved for posterity
Scarcity can sometimes round the destiny
Quenching the thirst never relieved
Unrecognized by all but yet a true model of admiration and dignity..

When she called me before the streak of dawn entered the crevices of our window
While he still roamed fearlessly with his friends circling around , chuckling
I desired to be an unmindful young boy who could delight under moonlit night
When she asked me to wear a colourful scarf that choked my natural breath
While he could gloriously flaunt with open arms or unsuitable body positions or devilish laugh
I envied of being a feisty , free soul that he is
As I suppressed my 'inappropriate' behavioural potential when she pointed fingers and put red flags
When he could be just whiling away precious resources while I would be precisely guided about management
As I bloom, I blossom more and more
Fret is unfair as it spreads out its arms as dismal failure...

Secrets are trapped
In a locker
Rimmed and shackled
Smashing and making me moider..
Not less than a treasure
With someone's trust
Which someone reveals to you for pleasure
Fly away like a fading lust.
Secrets must be kept secret
For they are related to someone's emotions
Because, if revealed, you'll regret
That you can't balance yourself with the deals of trust
Leading to only lamentation..

I thought of that guy
Who had no reason to smile and talk
He's just gravely idle
In that cheerful crowd
Never dared to join in the conversation
Decency showering from the graceful grin
And those horn- rimmed spectacles
Sharpened with blowing thin cheeks
Retinas that watch world with a peculiar vision
Heart that filters the impurity
Soul trickling rare satisfaction
An ideal of peace certainly..

Oh pouring rain and brewing coffee
The patter and warm sips
Dive in deeper, sombre,
Hues of dew emeralds,
Pure- scented blooming lavender,
Oh divine drizzle
Cease the death march
Aggravated catastrophe
Hoard in tender, subtle
With no intended puns and irony..

She doesn't knew it
For every ladder she seek
Venom snakes are straightened
For her sincerity to mistreat
For her assurity to mislead
She doesn't knew it
The masks of the hypocrisy evil
The instant of their reckless arrival
Her boosting confidence is now an expected trivial
But she knew it
How to deal the callous miseries
Still she's in need of a referee ...

All my roots are deeply penetrating
Down your spine
With a gush of rejoicings
For an adventurous ride
Your awkward arrival
Your farewell departure
Leaving indelible imprints
On the sands of my heart
I'm needlessly emotional
You're crazily horrible
I'm discovering freedom
You're looking for a confined shelter
In my framed portrait
With my allowances
Without any rent..

You cried, bellowed
I shook from miles
You howled, perturbed
I electrified, jostled
For tactless aid
You ,crooked and bruised
Faltered, while breathing at throat
Never did I flustered over
Yawned , propped in the corner
You shrieked , lungs slitting
I bragged of unkempt conducts
While you burst your nerve
I waved
You exploded..

Your goosebumps
Awakened heart
Brambling hiccups
Never depart
To your astonishment
This isn't a disease
This is an anonymous attachment
Of your soul to commit
I am a free bird
In your body
But I can go elsewhere
Even to others body..

They have a different gala,
They have different life's preferences.
They search delight in every dilemma,
And that has made all the differences.
The way they look is far more advanced,
They are all fine and smart.
They know the perfect arguments,
When they make a mistake by chance.
These stars don't know that they are the reasons for someone's wide smile,
They don't know that they are blessed with the greatest joy of their life.
But still, therein lies the rampageousness
And an ability to fight all the ill fate and illness..

Surbhi Dadhich

Nothing could raptly penetrate
From your wicked heart
For you wouldn't be an adored rose
If you're still an innocent bud
Nothing could raptly penetrate
For you'd constructed walls all around
Instead of a selectively- permeable membrane
It would be dignified possessions
Rather than a mob or a crowd
Neither unconditional love
Nor uncontrollable laughter
Nothing could raptly penetrate
From your wicked heart
For you wouldn't be a wizard
Without your magic wand