After the day is done
And the sun goes down
Lay my heart on the ground
Arms spread wide reaching for you
Eyes closing against the orange glow

You will never know
All this pain
All this sacrifice
That I endure

Hands get raised
Grazing the ceiling
I start to pull it apart
Calling the devil's name
With a smirk saying let's play

You will never know
All this love
All this lust
That I give

Music playing inside
Humming the words
In my skull, I feel the words
Vibrating, causing an achiness
I do it again to feel this pain

You will never know
All this obsession
All this possession
That I control

You will never know
Feel the way I do



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

The pain whisks away
All that's left is a facade



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Admire me
Or better take off
No more I wanted to see you
I did not know you had a bad mood

Look at me
Go around
In the darkness of the room
Against the current of the fan

Giving Circles Makes Me Marry
I almost want to throw up
But there is nothing inside

I give you
Pure pure blackmail
Pure pure shame
I want to see you suffer in my shadow

Pure pure teasing
Pure pure lies
And I see you in the corner
Wanting to win in life



© Sofia Villagrana 2018

Every day is like an aircraft
Flying into my dreams
But then they fall apart
No aspirations to fuel them

Try to be happy

Is it like photographs
Stained and wrinkly
Memories that don't last
Yet they are lovely

What was that for?

Sounds like waterfalls
Yet not as soothing
Wish I could feel their mist
But then it'll melt me

Take Me Somewhere
Somewhere Nice
Nice place to die



© Sofia Villagrana 2018