When the flowers intertwine
They strangle and pull
Neither one can win
If they both lose

Darkened sky
Shy from dormit sleep
Stark intruding flies
Scry fire and flame
Burnt muscle
Broken empire
One glass admires
And opals rain
Where fire is reality
And water is danger
Where fire is lava
And water is a tsunami
Turning the toils of war

a talk was what they said
when they ripped me open
they dug up my grave
left it open
my blood soaking the ground
my cries kept me awake at night
and now...
well now I'm underground
it was just a talk

When we talk
I can help but think
How did I get this lucky

You taught me to look
To open my eyes
You taught me to hope
To cope with the past
You taught me to be happy
To believe in myself
You taught me to love
To love myself, to love others
You showed me love
And love showed me, you

I love the way I feel like one
I love the way you say Te amo
I love the way I hold you in my arms
Te amo the Angel in my heart  
Te Amo

tears will drop
the ground will shake
pallets of red and gold
touch my soul
lower my body to the ground
so my soul can be the flora and fauna
and my body is one with the soul

Having a heart
Can sometimes
be...
A anchor
And you just can't escape

the letter came today
chasing thoughts
from my head
scattering them
constellations
of what I dream
my deepest darkness

Thinking about the past
Seems unreal
Like a dream
I've seen it and done it
But I'm just not sure it happend

my blood runs over the rocks
the cold covers my body
blood draining from me
I don't need a heart
I don't need blood
I don't need a life
when no one loves me

you walk through the ground
then through the sand of time
through love that's more than love
through a affection that spreads hands
through a spirit that is solid
and a body that resonates love
which will always be more than love
like I am more than a person
I am a lover
meaningful love than love is to the sand of time

through bright rays
comes light and yellow
and I see a colour beyond
it is filled with a bond
of pure regularity
and I see her standing in a glory
untamed natures and I am to witness
a growing of soul

There has always been
The thought
It lingers
It spreads
It clings like a parasite
Why run
There's no escape
Just pain and suffering
But maybe that's okay

A thought can be like
Being burned
At the stake

the moon pulls and pushes
the tides
directing the water and our lives
it's our lives
the moon doesn't care
why would it
it's not affecting its life but ours
we will always be controlled by outsiders
who don't know us and couldn't care
we are slaves
to our minds and those who control it

always running
without water
not a single drop of dew
a little river
is all I ask
instead of this land
I live in
where water
is just for the lies
that blossom

I've been laying in this bed for a couple years now
wondering if your gonna leave me for him
for the guy who treats you like ****
and I guess I should've guessed you would go
I mean you've been tired from the beginning
I guess I was just a drug
so you wouldn't tire

this is a whisper from me to you
and yet it spread like wild fire
so as the fire gets out of control
I blow out the flame that started it
and that is why i'm done trying

the smog rolled on the sea
white wash on the beach
salty air in my lungs
heart strings pulled on
and I'm singing your song
in the sea I sing
so hopefully the ocean will be discovered
and my love uncovered

See you in my dreams tonight
for the stars only align in the dark

skin laced drinks
marring thoughts
bright sunshine
liquid kisses
gone in a second
drugs and pain
all day traces
laced with pain

in my heart I feel dread
maybe the darkness is not dead
but my soul is with him
in each step he takes
I feel it hum
but with a grip he holds it tight
maybe he did win the fight
maybe I lost the light
my love is gone
she was a rose and now there's only a thorn
a lone spike in the wind
maybe I will rebuild
the walls that came down
and maybe my Angel can wear a crown
a thorn for there hurt
maybe I'll lift them up and give them the sky
and maybe she will then learn to fly
through the lasting wisps
a angel will fly
as divine as I can see  
there heart a dark blue sea
full of love for me to keep
a think I hear a heart on repeat
what a rose so kind
that not even the devil can leave her behind

Why can't
I just get it right for once
Why do I always hurt them

It was all tunnel vision
The world was spinning
But there you stand
You were my beacon
I couldn't defend
I didn't have an ace in my hand

You left me with nothing but a empty hand

Love can change
I thought I understood it
I was naive
how could I understand
the pure bliss
being in your embrace brings
how could I understand
my suicidal episodes
stopped with a touch
I thought I knew love
how wrong I was about my emotions
but at least now
I understand a little better

blazing snow
frostbite cuddles

you
in my eyes
burning imprint
why won't you leave
in my heart and mind
I never knew you had so much power
but now I'm lost
in eyes so dangerous
and without a cause

I am not a slave to you
I am my own and I will not
be tied down by the words
of a demon like you

fields of red
lines of roses
all seem to shed their tears
a lay and stare

roses don't care
so why do I
always taking on red
blazing burning red

blood that talks and sings
but dies and falls
and in all of this
well I'm not worth it

What could be better
Than Coffee
A kiss
And laying in bed
With your special person

Sometimes I can’t help but think,
What would happen…
An open question
Yet a statement
With Infinite answers and possibilities.
I just wonder what would happen.

a whisper can hurt
a little breath can ****
one breath is a hurricane
a whisper is power
dark magic
and it shouts its name
a whisper can hurt
so yell
and call out it's name
I am a whisper
and I am sorry

lay down feel the wind
a soft constant found within
and somehow it whispers your name
E.T.H.A.N
every syllable in every language
and it seems to mean the same thing
that Love is an angel it will burn bright
with a Te Amo
I  hope it finds you on your darkest nights
so it fills you with strength
and it can light the darkness
and help you escape

Blowing in my hair
feeling heat left in my skin
feeling sweat beads fall
air in my face
a cooling breeze coming by
I heart with cool warmth
it is in the wind
and waiting for you
to embrace your meaning
and breath in air
take the air of life
and let in blow through your soul
the wind

fly me to the sky
let me soar
let my body fall
let me run through the clouds
jumping the memories
touching angels through the fog
I want wings
so I can fly all day long

I've always cared for you
but you couldn't see my concern

I'm worried
Not about me and you
But about everything

I'm always worrying  
About when you'll move on
Find someone better
I'm not hard to replace
You've got men lining up
I'm worried
And scared
That'll you find someone else