going between emotions
bursting against each other
trying to find a grip
where their are no hand holes
no one to help
where you just have one choice
to hop to the next step
hoping it doesn't snap

we can not understand how
rivers and oceans talk
how they wade through
troubles and hard rock of
problems how they turn
us against ourselves
and unite in one breath
how they overflow
taking us with it

Turn to the east and watch the light rise
And turn the light to the west
Where your dreams disappear
And the world goes dark

the letter came today
chasing thoughts
from my head
scattering them
constellations
of what I dream
my deepest darkness

walking through clouds
catching blue drips of sky
catching in my mind
a vision, a dream?
of what is meant to be
a shallow shell
one little hole of where I could be
I will let the blue drips go
washing away the colour
leaving me emotions
bear and exposed

always running
without water
not a single drop of dew
a little river
is all I ask
instead of this land
I live in
where water
is just for the lies
that blossom

he looks upon me
faced down to the ground
seeking a truth
that can't be taken
nor received
because it is me