SpOoKy: Poems

Dec 2020 · 222

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SpOoKy Dec 2020

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I followed a rabbit
I followed him far

I started to get lost
I suppose that was the cost

Of following someone with pale white skin as you
Even though I loved your view

Wondering
if
ill
ever
be
enough
for
you

chasing someone out of my league,
you left me almost dead with fatigue

Because of this white rabbit
feeling blue was a new habit

And so to put an end to this bad feeling
Ill tie a rope to the ceiling

Ill make a loop, wrap around the tree and through the bunny goes
Ill pull the rope close

Through the hole I go
Ending the feeling of being alone.

❤❤❤
:(

Sorry.

#vent #love

Nov 2020 · 356

Its okay

SpOoKy Nov 2020

Its okay

Tell me Its okay
I don't mind if your lying

Tell me I'm better than this
I only want to be what you want

Tell me its fine
I know that everyone makes mistakes

And I know I've had My fair share
But I only want your approval

And I know you only want me to try
But I feel like that's just not enough for you

So let me go

And ill let you go

🏵🏵🏵

Thank you everyone for the last poem! I really appreciate the comments- So nice of you few ^-^

#itsokay #vent

Nov 2020 · 110

Why do I try

SpOoKy Nov 2020

Why do I try

Goodbye
For this world will not need me
For you will not miss me

You lie
For you cannot speak of what is true
Just may be the cause of why I feel blue

But why
For I cannot go on
For I am just a toy to you

Would I
For I cannot keep this a secret
For I am afraid that people "Wont want to keep it"
❤

People hurt, and one act of kindness help me through the day. And no ones giving me an act of kindness recently- So here is a small vent.

#depressing

Nov 2020 · 96

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SpOoKy Nov 2020

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Go away
I don't want to talk
I don't wish to speak
and I am indeed happy.

Go away
I do not want you to see me
I do not wish to breathe
And I am indeed grumpy

Go away
I don't need you with me
I don't want your pity.
And I am indeed hurting

Come back.
I want you to talk to me
I wish for you to love me.
But I just wont ask because I don't want to bother you, my lovely

<3

Im scared to speak with you because your too cool for me <3

#depressing

Oct 2020 · 101

Mum and dad

SpOoKy Oct 2020

Mum and dad

Mum wanted to drink

Dad said no

Mum got mad

Dad got angry

Mum left

Dad cried

Mum slept with a different man

Dad woke me up

Mum didn't come home

Dad picked away the reasons why
and he told me that
"Your moms a *****"

Mum and dad don't live together

Mum and dad don't like to see each other

Mum and dad Don't care

Mum and Dad cant care.

I dunno. I jut wanted to get creative. Its how my dad found out my mum was cheating again. That was fun.

Oct 2020 · 138

What I saw

SpOoKy Oct 2020

What I saw

I saw a guy today
He looked so sad
Wanting to cry
But his pride wouldn't let him.

I saw a girl today
She looked so desperate when she looked into the water
Like she couldn't say a word
And nobody would let her.

I saw a kitten today
blind as I was
calling for its mother
whom left it in the ally.

I saw something.
I forgot what it was,
but whatever was there,
It reminded me of you.

ヾ(•ω•')o 👁👁👁

Its supposed to be what you see in people, rather than what they appear to be. Because some people have really suffered hard, and they dont get the love they deserve.

#sorry

Oct 2020 · 99

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SpOoKy Oct 2020

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You don't really care, Do you?
You don't want to know, Do you?
Your just asking to be nice, Aren't you?
Your just giving me pity, Aren't you?

You never listened.
I was always wrong.
I was never good enough to be your special one.

And to be thought as your one and only,
Makes me feel so lonely

Because I know
That to you,
I'm just a toy.

(❁´◡'❁)🤍

;-; I am literally terrified to show this.

Oct 2020 · 198

Over achiever

SpOoKy Oct 2020

Over achiever

Ink
Red ink
It pours out of me
It becomes apart of me
All with one move
Considered to be a mistake

Arguments
Loud Arguments
It haunts me every day
It makes me want to go away
All with a single act
That I can make
That I know might be a mistake

One
One chance
Its all I have
To live happily
And I've yet seem to have no chance
Even from the start
And I hope that was a mistake

Mistake
My mistake
It seems to point at me
It tells me to fix itself
Even though the deed was done
A stupid mistake.

The thought was made
"I can do better"
Yet I don't see how
I don't see the answer
To all my mistakes

#mistkes

Oct 2020 · 75

I Fell Asleep

SpOoKy Oct 2020

I Fell Asleep

I fell asleep
A stupid excuse
But I couldn't bare myself
to say goodnight to you

With the fear that I may never see you again,
Ill just mention the fact we had a test
So that way we both part
And you cant end up feeling lonely

But now, It really is time to go
I feel as if Im buried deep
Deep with the fear
That I may fall asleep

<3

#love

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