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2.9k · Apr 2017
Drops of love
It is raining, today.
It's raining cats and dogs.
And in this rain they reconcile,
The greatest lovers
The soil and the skies.

Earth blushes while the sky gently bathes it in love
The first rains are enough for confessing
The first breeze enough for the nod

It's raining heavily
And the skies are full of lightning
There is thunder and patter
And two hearts with great love for the latter
And wild they are
         loud they are
         carefree they are

They bring peace to each other
Even be the temporary stop to wars during their brief meets
They bring joy to the farmers And peacocks welcome their date dancing to rain beats

And now the rain lashes against my window
As if to ask me if it was time for it to go
In such whelm and restlessness and helplessness
Not wanting to leave

It says to Earth
'Oh dear, peacefully you sleep
If I stay for longer than this
My life giving nature will become poisonous
Your heart will weep'

Then rain showers tears against the Earth
And with resilience, escapes
Before the morning comes and before it's lover awakes

But even after the pours have gone, the Earth is left with its heavenly smell
And the coolness calm enough
And at the beauty of he Earth
From far away the watchful eyes of the skies throw a contented pinkish-orange smile
It's so peaceful and cool! Everything is so soothing! Rain after scorching heat is just unexplainable.
1.2k · May 2017
Gentleman
You cut
You scar
You overpower

And by tattered bits we try to cover

You hit
You swear
You hungrily glare

And our body satiates your hunger

You touch as if we were clay
You cheaply play
You make us undeserving to stay

We are characterless
But you?
You are a gentleman to they
879 · Sep 2016
Only
Only a rose to give,
A moment best to live.
Only a song to comprehend,
For getting lost in the beautiful blend.

Only a few words to say,
And let silence work its own way.
Only a second to take
To put that heart at stake.

Only a second to take,
To jump over feelings and turn away.
Only a few words to say,
To show that all considerence was false play.

Only a song to comprehend,
To break a life and never mend.
Only a rose to give,
To see it being stamped over and over
                                    .......dying to live.
I thought I had sunk in every depth of all your parts,
It makes me sigh today with a heavy heart.

I felt nothing was left to discover,
I've failed as a friend, failed to uncover,
the untold fears,
and the unshown face
you buried for so long under that mysterious grace

You rottened under the burdening sorrow,
Was my friendship so weak, so hollow?

Was I that undeserving and off put?
Or did you think I didn't have the nerve to accept such heavy truth?

Or did you think I simply wouldn't understand?
Could all my concern be so easily forgotten, so bland?

When all you did was bleed,
You could have burst out,
instead of keeping that fake smile on, there was no need.

Why couldn't you just express it that way?
Like others would
Did you think
Even I would have disregarded you away?

Innumerable times for me you had been there,
Today I couldn't be more lonelier.

**I had always looked upto where you stood
And now I cannot connect to that friend I had
You seem to be the farthest away
Who I knew was different
In your place stands an anonymous identity under that false hood you put.
I am always there for you.
707 · Nov 2014
Jealousy
It's the fire, the desire which turns the tables of life,
and, It's the competitor you admire who makes this point arrive,

It's the will to achieve, to win and deceive
It's the thirst and a want to do anything you please,
It's the helplessness of mind, story of wishes unkind,
It's the urge to do better, and superior than the latter

It's the hate in the eyes, and harshness in the voice,
It's the tale of cries, It hides a failure in disguise,
It's the unknown fear, of losing from the near,
It's the blinding power you forget the dear.

It's the unspecified crave, for which sins you do grave,
It's the mind's oblivious daze, It's an unbelievable craze,
It's the rivalry in the heart, which makes close go far apart,
It's the brain unclear, which burns you in flares.

Yes. It's the fire, the desire which turns tables of life,
And, this happens when you forget,
You were meant to be the admirer not the competitor.
629 · Apr 2017
Live like
I will live like fire
An indispensable presence in humanity
And yet, Whoever touches me will burn
Making blisters upon.

I will live like water
Be there for quenching your thirst
Hurt me? Then think of the times
Of my scarcity or outburst.

I will live like wind
Let me be calm and I will be breeze
When I rage
You will have to bend like every tall tree.

I will live like soil
Those who connect to me
Will find the oceans of peace
I will be the first place you reach to as soon as the world leaves.

I will live like time
Think never about me
Give nothing to me
Yet, I will give to you your past, your present and your future.
Aha! This looks good to me! O:-)
623 · May 2015
Good bye
I bid adieu to you, oh friend.
Wishing you a sweet life in the future,
May be we weren't meant to end,
long or together.
Since all's lost, and nothing's left,
Since all emotions are in vain,
I bid adieu to you old friend,
Don't think you weren't dear.
You chose to stay away and smile,
So, I smile back from the distance
The moments we cherished will sting for life,
But, scars of our friendship won't perish,
Since you are happier that way,
Since you are more content,
I bid adieu to you dear friend,
I'll remember you till the judgement.
Your memories won't die,
they will torture my brain,
But, love for you will still remain
In some part of my conscience.
Since the thorns of the change don't ***** you,
Since you have no regrets,
This break of thread will never mend,
So a last adieu, my friend.
Yes. I've lost you. May you live happily ever after. To my best friend, who remains only a friend from now on.
I wished
our little dreams came true
Just like a little bird's dreams to fly turned real
But someone still has to be the Ostrich who has wings yet isn't designed to fly.
Then I accept I was created to run into miracles, not to fly into fury.

I wished
our happiness knew no bounds
Just like a baby laughs and plays and actually knows no bounds
But every baby has to grow and learn to feel unhappy too.
Then I accept I was developed to be laughing even after all the unhappiness and not to stay unnecessarily in pain when there actually was only happiness all around.

I wished
our minds could find tranquility
Just like the green leaves of the trees in the path of our travel swayed in peace
But every tree has its yellow, green and brown days
Then I feel blessed to have in my hands, the ability, to turn the unhappy browns into bright greens and yellows.
They say we (the poets) do not have emotions in our hand.. but in truth, we do. We can look at things anyway that WE desire to. I could've been unhappy about my wishes not coming true and grieve about it. But my heart chose not to. We can feel happy anytime and everytime. We know how to control our brain. This is the happiest realisation that's ever happened to me. ❤
539 · Apr 2017
Secret.
A happy song plays in a happy home
Hums of the chorus along with sound of the chores

Unceasing noise of laughter
Clatter of children's games

Sitting together in the balcony
Breeze beats at their talkative face

Nonchalant old stories of shaking voices
Whooshes of the fast moving fan

Girls laughing elegantly
at their mischevious plan

This is the story of a happy family
Oblivious to what trauma could be

In the same home where there is no gloom
Where colorful and variety of flowers bloom

Also stays the little princess who sits and weeps
Witnessing the false face of a doublefaced creep.
524 · May 2015
Treacherous Happiness
I never let you see any pain from my side,
I cried, I wept and spent many a sleepless nights
But none, none did I let you see
I stayed yet cheerful as I could be
I changed the look of the very me
Because, I thought you would get stressed looking into my insight,
Because, I did not realize that you were the reason which stopped me from my flight,
The fear of losing you made me feel anxious every time,
I thought losing you meant losing my life’s rhyme.
But, I know now the mystery that you bore,
I know now the untrue look that you wore
I know now how treacherous you were,
For you are 'happiness' sometimes here, sometimes there.
494 · May 2015
Because I am inevitable.
It's hard to forget things that keep haunting. Because, there are always things that do not want to slip out of memory. Because, their stubbornness makes them stay in the head, pinching the soul making me feel guilty of every breath I take in. They make me feel strangled because even their thought freeze me, restrict me from speaking out my mind, it prevents me from interacting, it makes me run away from my self, far, far away where no one sees me, No one finds me. They make me feel weak. They make me feel DEAD. They cause my downfall.
BUT. I, I'm equally stubborn, though I do not speak out what I think, I fight them, and rise from ruins turning every weakness of mine into the strengths. I **** them off, leaving no traces of them after the ******.
I want to be known as a fighter, a warrior, a combatant, not a loser, not someone who shut themselves up from people and withered away day by day. I want to live, not let my life go waste. I want to be happy and NOTHING, absolutely nothing, can stop me from living the way I want to. Like a free bird I want to be free living. I want to sing freely not caged. No matter how many times I fall or how many people put me down, I'll always be a person who soars shooting high up in the sky tearing away the dark clouds. I will never be bullied by what others think about me. I will never do injustice to my wishes. I will die, but will not suppress my feelings. I will not be a puppet of society. I will pave my own way, my own path. I will strive to be a better person every new day. That is me. That is my soul and there lies my happiness.
And, I oath to continue doing all this, so that the day I'm on my death bed, I smile, I feel complete and content for trying, for fighting, for wining myself and for not crying.
478 · Mar 2017
First Meet
Two pairs of eyes collide,
Struggle first to find the proper proper place,
Then, together, both shy away.

Cheeks then add to the embarrassment
showing a hue of red all of sudden..

Then two lips come to the rescue
and break into a soliditary smile
And finally pairs of feet hurry away from the immense awkward sight

Two sets of mind worry
both for the image they may have set on the other,
Two hearts pound heavily and restlessly
to escape into another chance for such a beautiful clutter..

Cupid sleeps blissfully taking away theirs.
"My father sent me this!"
She told me that day.
Her eyes gleaming, putting on the widest smile on her face.
That face, those eyes, left on me such a mark
For hidden there was a secret blinding dark.
Forbidden to be told, hidden under a little stole,
The stole worn by her family,
who dared not disturb her from tranquility.
She wore that red frock and jumped up and down
Oblivious to so much, had no trace of even a little frown
But every single word from her mouth made me sigh
For how long could this girl live in the shadow of such a lie?
How could solace get a grip on her when the truth unfolds?
How would she react to new found realization once she breaks of from her mold?
Then,
Would she remain as lively she is today?
Would she still chirp, come out and play?
Would she be able to contain that heavy pain?
Would those streams of tears wash away and make her more sane?
Slowly and Steadily, she may move away,
Maybe with anguish and a lot of emptiness,
But still will live all her days.

For long she survived, believing on a person non existent
She believed in his presence even in his absolute absence
She felt his warmth even as he lay cold

And thus.
She will be able to bear this pain incompetent
She will live hopefully, still trusting on his reality

And one day she will surely meet, to the one who she gave so much love,
upon whose existence she had so much trust..
How? I don't know.

Maybe in her thoughts or actions,
or in herself or her trails
She will find him
And that's for sure.
Any time, every moment she will find him in store.
476 · Jan 2018
Eudemonia
Just what does it feel like?
Is it all peachy moment after moment
Is it about muffins, rainbows and unicorns
Or a smile so constant that cheeks ache
Is it the buoyant presence of a presence
Of a lone sentinel to avert your fall
Is it the warmth of the arms
you surrender yourself to
Or a romantic ambience
Immeasurably delightful
Or is it the absolute vacancy
Of melancholy
Or maybe just the belief in yourself
Is it the period when you break free
from the heavy corroding chains that restrict

It is, in fact,
Something volatile
Something more tense than calming
Something more exasperating than pleasing
Menacingly merciless
Joltingly jeopardizing
*Execratingly endangering
To every person happiness has a different definition.
It is an emotion which justifies even the misdeeds. It is the bringer of sorrow.
Think about it, a thief will be 'happy' robbing your home successfully.
473 · Mar 2017
Unforgotten
We danced not under a moonlit night
We chose to enjoy the bright daylight
We never exchanged our pretty hearts
We shared a million memories building towers of cards

You laughed when I fell and broke my crown
I didn't feel bad, I knew you cared deep down
You knew all wicked ideas that I ever got
We were best friends, we hugged, we fought

I inspired you, you amazed me
We were meant to write a refined story
You reigned my mind and ruled my gut
We were still only friends and to that we stayed shut

But slowly and steadily
Noiselessly and unknowingly
Something sparked in this little space
Was it me or was it you or was it something I had hidden in my case?

And then one night I thought of you
I suppressed my mind 'It can't be true.'
And I resolved that day
This little secret was to never be served in your tray

'Conceal, don't feel, don't let them in'
I finally knew what that phrase was saying
I couldn't risk our pious friendship
I could never ever be so foolish

And so I grieved from that day on
It was so much better had my silly mind not spoilt our happy song
All I wanted was to not lose
The bond we shared, so I placed the truce

But it didn't happen the way I wanted it to be
Soon you were seeing me lesser in the same breeze
You stayed away so I did too
To me happiness was wherever was the happiness of you

And now when I think of it,
How stupid I was!
I didn't realise that you would have to go someday
You'd have your own life far far away

I regret now not telling you then
Because you'd anyways go, wished you'd gone along with my burden
No, never think I blame you
I had no hopes of us being true

Now, You've forgotten how delightful we were
How our carefree lives made people stare
And I spend my time with the times of us two
For my heart had disappeared that night, it is, was and will always be with you.
Thank you to whoever's read this whole thing. I hope it was worth your time. Do comment about any improvements I can make!
472 · Apr 2017
Stone-heart
I've grasped you into my clutches
Jailed you into the chambers of my heart
I have a hundreds of your pictures stored in my eyes
You are nailed into my memory cart

Pain you've inflicted upon
My unbreakable soul
Has turned divine love to pure disgust
Too bad you played me foul

Eyes that wept for you
Now have the fire of revenge
Life that was devoted to you
Now strategies to avenge

You left me in unfamiliar ruins
Tripping and falling I found my way
I've changed since then, you see
I've learnt to hate today.
On a dark lonely street lit up with golden light,
Some walk staring blankly at the jet black road and some admire the glittering sight,
Some pass by gazing at the few stars shimmering, some letting in the feels of the moonlit night
Some look at the blurriness of the way carrying a heavy head and wiping off teary eyes.

Few even fly with their feet on ground
Some throw humongous curses to the stone that their toe has found
Some walk on hungrily searching for food
Some sweep off the Earth looking out for luck momentarily shouting "Oh, life's good."

Some run with hurried steps towards home,
And some find their's on the slabs of the roadside bench made of stone.

While some exitedly wait for the day to come,
Some calmly live for the nights alone.
426 · Aug 2016
Colors of life
When the blues have faded,
And the greys destroyed
Will the bright yellows
fill my life with immense joy?
When the jet black nights
lead the way,
For the orange sunny morns
Will the hilly greenery rise
piercing through the dawn?
When the red anger drowned face  takes a deep breath
Will a pinkish peace arise
and lead to sorrow's death?
These purple scars must perish
And a white truce may come to life
When the beautiful hazel eyes
Look fulfilingly into the violets of destination that has come into sight.
412 · Mar 2016
Where?
I stay here.
Away. Far away. Out of reach.
Craving for a sound, like a dying soul for breath
watching the movie of memory
picturing everything lost
Moving away are the events that passed
Shadowing my imagery,
Blackening the light.
Darkening the day,
Closer to  the night.
Mind wandering, soul floating
a blinding power, a helplessness
developing in me
Will this night remain for life?
Will the day ever come?

Dilemma created.
A heart inflated.
Where am I situated?
Here.
*Away, far away, out of reach...
404 · Mar 2016
Eyes
In eyes, lie mystery
of prolonged past or lively present
of thoughts for future or regrets for history

Events, happy or sad
Tragedies, maybe worst had
Eternity have these eyes seen
From picturesque valleys to
most horrifying situations ever been.

Here do immense feelings reside,
of sorrow, grief, of love or joy.
Lengthy stories, these eyes say
All inexpressible emotions here lay.

The beauty of life or the hearts' loudest cry,
All breathe in this living eye
And may the humans be dishonest

**Yet these eyes never lie.
375 · Feb 2017
Carry on
Lips refused to move.
So words turned into tears.
Eyes refused to open.
So tears turned into choke.
Heart skipped a new beat.

Scars refused to hide.
So feelings turned to muse.
Screams refused to be silenced.
So ideas shout out the mess.
Mind brought over new thoughts.

Life refused to give up.
So nights turned to days.
Soul asked to conquer.
So animation asked to move on.
Emptiness brought in a new fulfilment.

Heart awoke in the arms of satisfaction,
A new life struck into action,
Mind decided to stay on,
Finally fame gleamed into the eyes
of one who stayed away from all limelight.

So carry on said the lord watching,
Live on to live forever.
Stay above all that haunts you,
And past the unusual mess.
372 · Jan 2015
The Poetess
I want to feel blank,
Think about nothing for a moment,
For as I put this down on paper
I can see thoughts rush up in my head.

I want to feel numb to the world,
Know about nothing for some time,
For as I put this down on paper
I can sense my knowledge make me blind.

I want to go into oblivion,
Conscious about nothing at a point,
For as I put this down on paper,
I can detect my weaknesses cling to me.

I want to forget every past haunting me,
I want to erase every impression on my brain,
for as I put this down on paper,
I can feel old stories pricking my conscience.

I want to find a peace of mind,
I want to embrace emptiness,
Surely, however impossible it is,
For as I put this down on paper,
I realize that I'm a poetess.
362 · Feb 2017
Untitled
Life was not easy for him. Especially when he had already kicked away the stool and was too late to rethink.
340 · Oct 2014
That dawn
This Earth and the Sky will remember our name,
We will touch the sky of fame.

All our tears will surely drain away,
And the smoke of sorrow will fade away.

This day will only be a matter of time,
A time will come, which will change our lives.

Beautiful, that dawn will be,
Wonderful, will be that moment
When conquering our weaknesses will be easier
And, our desolation be dealt.

That day will change our existence,
It will change our being, our living and our animation.
It will fill our situation with a vitality, an exuberance, a vivacity and a vigor.

That day, my friend, will put a soul into our empty body,
Fix the pieces of our broken heart,
Make dreams flow, once again, in our minds
And, replenish our dried nerves with blood.

We will vision our fate, We will see our reason,
We will understand our purpose and know our intentions,
And all our confusions will be left behind...

Convincing is not easy, but I do convince my intellect
Assuring is not securing, but I still assure my core,
Because I believe.
I believe that a day will come, and that will be none, none like the others.
328 · Apr 2018
Harbinger
I needed you
To warn me
Before the storms

Ah

Instead
You yourself
Were the storm
327 · Jan 2019
When you're lost
You cry seas of tears
And yet fail to collect
Just enough water
To sail through

You tee-hee and ha-ha
And yet fail to collect
Just enough cheer
To laugh it all off

Every utterance
strangles harder the neck
Every depiction
strikes harder the mind
Every feeling
breaks harder the heart

Every boulevard
becomes harder to recognize

You hope
for every potential human
To look for you
To get you back
To restore you into familiarity

You gutted, poor, poor thing,

Remember it's said,
Seek and
you
will find.
Stay strong,
Trust yourself.
324 · Mar 2017
The creator. The goddess.
So overwhelmingly full of life,
Elegant inside out
And still the highest form of aesthetic
Infinitely pure and untainted
Most resilient, most supple
Redefining every limit, every boundaries set
But running the smallest of errands unkempt

You, the fitting mother, sister, daughter, wife
You, who they worship, and on whom they take jibes
You, they educate, and who they ask to stay quiet
You, they adore, still look at with their ill eyes
You, for who they campaign with respect
You, who is on their tongue in times of distress
You, who stands like a mountain against every fall
But you, who is called weak and is prisoned to four walls
You, who protects life in its most subtle age
You, they say need protection at every stage
You, who has never had the strength to say no
You, who has accepted every challenge in one go
You, whose appalling smile mesmerises even God
You, whose silent tears are not valued at all

You, whose voice takes away all fear
You, whose voice is their greatest fear
Under whose shadow a man grows
And whose image he tarnishes with the abuses he throws.

You, lady.
You, the creator of life, of happiness, of bonding, of humanity
You, the goddess of beauty, of ecstasy, of strength, of feminity
Stay calm, but never stay quiet
Stay warm, but not elastic
Stay humble, but stay in their sight

You, remain undeniably superior
Though unaccepted
Out of sheer shame
Yet, the pretty hearts know
Every giant war for them
is for you
a fulfilling game.
International Women's Day 2017
To all you women out there, have all my love. We need to stay as united as we can be. We need to understand each other before making others understand us.
Enlighten your self, inspire theirs,
Live your life and brighten theirs. ❤
321 · Apr 2017
A Boy at 16
He is known for for his greatness
And for everything he is
He seems to have the knowledge of the world at his fingertips
He walks as if to triumph every day and night
And works under the lamps to bring all his dreams to light
He is humorous, he is smart
Highly intellectual and full of art

And then one day

Enters a beauty
Has all the girlish charms
She has no dreams and has no goals but has what it takes to make them swarm
Head over heels he falls in love
And swears to follow her to the other world
This highly intellectual turns blind
And for her he shuts his mind
He works under the lamp now to look for ways to impress
He desperately wants to make her notice and she becomes his only stress

Then comes a day
She runs away
Breaking the master's heart
He thumps, he cries
Cannot believe this lie
Even looks for ways of suicide
He shrinks away even at her mention
And drowns into pools of depression

What happened then, you ask?
Ahhh
Fast forward two days
Enters another girl
Dreams come back and so does color
The old sweetheart is forgotten
he's back on feet
to fall again
At once his days turn from blue to green
You see,
I was talking about a boy at 16!
This is not to demean girls. Please don't take it that way.
To Shivani, thank you for this amazing title :-*
294 · Mar 2017
Hard to reach
Lately I've been hard to reach,
I've been too long on my own..
Everybody has a private world
where they can be alone

Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me,
Like I'm reaching out for you?

When I accidentally ran into oblivion,
Did you make sure to pull me out?
When I cried to sleep at night,
Did you know what was going on about?

Your promises seemed as empty
as the wide never-ending night sky.
Will you then remember me
After the last goodbye?

No, don't show me those tears
which will dry by the passing day.
I only deserve those precious pearls
Which ascertain to never decay.

I've seen enough of your colors
I'd rather you see my darkness now
And if you can with your heartless heart
Then, feel my scars somehow.

Do not give yourself the false hopes
Of my instant return
This time I will be gone for good,
This time I will not turn.

Now I wish to remain hard to reach,
I will be on my own..
Everybody has a better private world
where they can be alone

Were you calling me?
Were you trying to get through?
Were you reaching out for me,
Like I was reaching out for you?
I've taken the first stanza from Beautiful by Eminem. He is inspiring.
How can some people remain just as normal even after knowing that they've mentally scarred someone for life?
272 · Mar 2017
Untitled
I want to wake up to the beats of your heart deafening my ears
I want to sleep to the sound of your voice drowning away all fears
259 · Jul 2020
Debris of a Home
there is no wind. no movement.
the dust on the box is now its paint
also its paint is the sunlight that comes in from the creek of the window left ajar.
the windowpane, is broken from the edges.
on days of storm, this window strikes itself hard, back and forth, sounding an alarm for an empty home, to run and bring back clothes drying on the line.
there are no clothes. there is nobody to run. nobody to bolt the window shut.
everything is still. and melancholy.
but there are noises. the chirps? the cooker whistling? of water running- overflowing from the bucket, of an urgency to close the tap. of the gate. the gate opening, the fan whirring, a home. noises of a home.

there is colourlessness. the curtains untouched for weeks.
the walls, magnolia on some parts, cement on most. paint on some parts, crayons on most.
a broken toytrain, a doll with no hand sit on the showcase. there. dust sits on the toys.
carefully painted pots, filled with soil, but devoid of life. the soil craves to be watered.
but there are sunsets. was it red? or orange?  the aroma of tea. the sound of the box of biscuits being opened, sound of children screaming to catch the ball,
chirps? birds returning to their nests. returning home.

oh.
there he is, with his wrinkled veiny forehead resting on his wrinkled veiny hands, in the corner of the room, at the window, all alone, lying on the cot.
his eyes red and watery, of age, of wistfulness, could be either.
his foggy memories and and the window banging in the other room don't let him sleep.
was able to write something after a long time, help me get better ❤
259 · Apr 2018
Needless wants
Sometimes
It's actually good that you don't get what you want.
Because
If you get too much of what you want,
Maybe,
You just won't want it anymore.
253 · Mar 2017
One day
We wondered in heaven if God was finally going to show up..
If we were finally going to see what he looked like..

A figure emerged.
Minds blew away.
Mouth dropped.

And she smiled.
245 · Feb 2018
Adapt and adjust
Slaughter your ego, daughter
to be spared alive
Being woman is never
A thing of pride
Not your beauty, or the way you walk
The way you talk, huh?
Hah, you'll be silenced anyway

Creator you are, daughter
But never, babe, never
Take credits of your contribution
Give up girl,
Hush
Trust me, you don't deserve it
No man will ever let you preserve it

And by the time
You incessantly keep trying
To wash away the stains
On your character, on your skirt,
Both equally uneasy
Pretty daughter,
New and stronger ones will show themselves

So just listen to me
Stay put, royal princess
Let's clear up all this mess
And all you have to do is
Adjust to that tiny pea
Under your mattress
Because nothing else ever helps. </3
237 · Apr 2017
No words
195 · Nov 2017
Timorous
I am adamant
Yet diffident
I am vulnerable
Yet resilient
The fascinating kind
Let me be your prestige
Let me be your sigh
I wish to reign your gut
I wish to rule your mind
Strangle me
Entreat me with pain
And I will endure
Caress me
Entreat me with love
And I will reciprocate
Seize me
I will flutter
Chop off my wings
I will still flutter
Let me fly
Ah..
*I will still
only flutter
Come you dear?

I stand
Petrified here
Advance closer to me

I dare look
Not up
Breathe, breathe on me

I stay
Not run away
Slowly, slowly violate me

I silently surrender
Not resist
Feel, feel the storm in me

I lay dead-faced
Not cry
No tear
Turns out from my eyes
No drop of water
To douse your fiery touch
Burn, burn me

I can't forget your words
Ringing in my ears
'Is this too intimate?'
You *******.
Can't you see?
Look, look at me.
Meet, meet my eyes.

Vapid, aren't they?
Oh, Infringer of my soul
You've
Killed, just killed me.

— The End —