Maybe I shouldn't say this,
But i dreamt of us last night.
It was like old times
Except we were a bit more cheerful,
A bit more relaxed,
Jesting with one another.
We seemed comfortable.
I miss lying in your arms.
I miss the warmth
And the feeling of protection.
I know it's all over now,
But i can't help but miss you
Each and every day since you left.
I know in time it'll all be over,
But for now i can't seem to let go.
I may seem happy,
But I'm the exact opposite.
I feel upset.
I feel angered.
I can't bring myself to let it all go.
We shared stories.
We shared secrets.
But for what?
For it to end like this?
Written 2017.