I wake up early
with this poem in my pocket
and the sound of the sea
my arms stretched out
across a crimson sky
the sun rise of
untouchable love
I catch my
invisible breath
I see you smile only
in my memory
the waves of emotion
are reaching out for a
soft place to land
as the wild flowers bloom
in an open field of a
thousand sleeping wishes
I miss what I
decided to destroy
when the spring wind screams
at this world of broken dreams
I search for level ground …
Clay.M

I don’t need your time.
I have you in my head, heart, and soul.
But if you have nothing better to do,
I would never mind your time.
“If only… in some other universe, we had every waking minute for one another.”

There's a little more room at this moment
And I won't ruin it if the calm sets in properly
And if I get included properly permanently
(And it's not just me that matters)
By contradicting what my soul has been longing for
For
So
Long
But
Neither
Will
I
Say
Amen.

Amen God.
There's hope! You glorious creature lord. Your might is incomparable
And may your light shine down upon us all
Amen.

I try to write, to express
My happiness, my pain
All those feelings, unexplained

Yet as the pen touches the paper-
No words are scribbled,
No sentences framed

Only etches of mistakes,
loops of black ink
Of caged feelings that never escaped

An alien bug
Gliding around on sunbeams
Colors scattered in wind

Can you feel my love
Roots rising from underneath the ground
Reaching for you, through you
Rekindling our veins and following our hearts desire
For true love can’t be a Lier,

Divine union, said the whispers
That was the gift after the blisters
Attaining Conviction,
Was part of the lesson

Can you feel, my love?
Foot secure, hand in hand
Mending of a void
No longer paranoid
Did you notice that too, my love?

Been a year my love
Drowning in tears, and the sun
Rises in peace my love
Feet in fear and rust
Nurture the love I must
Gusts fills in for the silence and frust
Did you notice that too, my love?

Can you feel my love?
Roots rising from underneath the ground
Reaching for you, nothing taken for granted
Rekindle our veins and follow our hearts desire
For true love can’t tier?

Can you still see me

Standing in this dark room

Talking to the memory of you

Your hand is back in my hair

The love is still there

Just like you never left

But that is not my life

I couldn't sit pretty

To let you create a pretty lie

And now I'm here and for all I know..

You may have died.