My New Years resolution is to stay alive
But we all know how those go

What's new about it?
Relapsing doesn't count
As anything new

I'm not any better
But I'm a lot better at hiding it
I don't want to scare you all

You used to call me you're little kangaroo
Because I was always kicking
Through the womb, in the bed, at dance class
Always kicking
And even though you don't call me
You're little kangaroo anymore,
Mom, I'm still kicking
Don't let me stop kicking

Vow's were said. His finger's crossed.

Popping pills is not my thing
Let me rephrase that
Popping pills can't be my thing

I cannot tell you what I do or how I feel anymore
I won't let myself be the root for pain or stress

I refuse to be the antagonist in your story
Better me to be an unmentioned character