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Rj Sep 2016
I don't talk about it anymore
I nod my head
I groan a little
But the truth is
I want to cut out part of my brain
Or find another way to forget
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  Sep 2016 Rj
L
Do you know what it's like to die alive?
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  Sep 2016 Rj
NV
MY GOD,
I HAVE INHALED ABANDONMENT FOR SO LONG,
THAT ANY SCENT OF LOVE IN THE AIR,
MAKES IT HARD FOR ME TO BREATHE.
PLUS,
THE TANKS OF OXYGEN ALWAYS SEEM TO BE MIXED WITH A HIGH DOSAGE OF PUSHING PEOPLE AWAY,
AND I WEAR THE MASKS SO OFTEN,
I FORGET I EVEN HAVE THEM ON.
  Sep 2016 Rj
susan
the lies that hurt the most
are the ones you tell yourself
Rj Sep 2016
Just some advice:
Don't run a knife and run it over the very spot you knew I used to cut on purpose
This isn't being sassy it's just a genuine piece of advice
Rj Aug 2016
You will never know what I did to myself
One because I don't want you to know
And two, *because you never cared to ask
Rj Aug 2016
I long for the absolute high I got
When the John Lennon song blasted
Out of my open car windows
Cruising down the interstate
As the sun beat down
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