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Jayson Sep 24
How does one pretend?
pretend that life is easy
pretend it doesn't hurt
pretend that I don't love you.

Like a broken mirror, you shattered my heart
Like a torn ragged cloth, you ripped apart my soul
Yet for you I just want the best.
Whatever makes you whole.

I wish this **** was easy
I wish it didn't hurt
I wish I didn't love you.
I wish this didn't **** me. . .
girl used me to cheat on her boyfriend problem is I really love her and can't stop thinking about what we should've been
Jayson Sep 21
What is this?
This emptiness
This lost feeling
I’m not happy
Nor am I sad
It’s not loneliness
Nor is it anger
It’s just an empty feeling
Like nothing really matters
Where do I go from here?
What do I do?

Why does my life seem so empty without you?
  Sep 20 Jayson
I wore black
Event hough
I am still breathing
I am no longer

Jayson Sep 18
The places where the demons hide
The voices that always tell me lies.
The deepest corners of my mind
The darkest moments of my life

All stuffed
Into one
Little room
Jayson Sep 17
I don't Drink
Not because I don't want to
I don't Drink
Not because I don't need to

I don't drink because of you
because of what you did
because I swore that I would never be like you
because you were the monster I feared

I don't drink, because I fear
The monster in you, will become the monster in me
and that monster is something I never want to be.
Jayson Sep 17
Staying up late fixing broken ****
Waking up early to deliver it Fixed
Working again and again
Never working hard enough
Yet never getting enough sleep
All for money we don't really need

Is this what being an adult is really about?
Jayson Sep 17
There’s a darkness inside all of us
It starts out pretty small
But in everything we do, we feed it
Till it grows big and tall

This darkness is our truest self
The face we try to hide
The monster deep inside us
That simply just won’t die

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