Beautiful girl, I don't know why,
It's not that I don't try
I would roll with your pretty self everywhere
Enjoying your smile like the priciest fare,
You have no idea how I yearn
For your company; your trust to earn
I love how your words roll off your tongue
Like the curves on your body as if sung,
I don't want to admit it but this teasing
Has got me all worked up; thinking wishing
I don't like my mind playing tricks
When you call me I envision your lips,
Uttering sweet nothing to my burning ears
But teleportation won't exist for another few years,
Words can't describe how my heart falls
When I say no to your invitational calls,
Wish I had no other priorities
But I have to pay all the utilities,
Hanging with me might be like no other
But the way things are; you shouldn't bother
Just thought I'd let you know how I feel shorty,
I'm missing out on being around you; really...
© okpoet

The nerve of me.
To let my fascinations take a hold of me.
To let passion take control of me.
And to put all selfishness below me.

How dare I
how dare i stand down my guards
Pledge my commitment and forfeit my heart.
Deny all thoughts of resentment
And consistently give my all.

How could I.
Mistake this for truth.
Remain patient and follow suit.
Invite in such a vibrant connection without sufficient proof.
Invade such a strength filled heart and forget to take the loot.
Because ****. . .

I'm stripped of every thought I once thought that I knew.
Forced to be renewed.
Forced to stand alone, when all I've known is standing as two.
Left to wonder, what the **** do I do.

What pray tell is it I so deeply remember?

Was it the way his eyes fell upon mine?
And threatened to **** me in

Perhaps it was when the conversation fell below the water
Or the way my words were lost in the darkest of night

Maybe when he stole my breath in the purest of sins
Was it when I felt his trembling form beneath my fingers

How could I ever forget his hypnotic voice
That poured over me like honey

Or the arms that enveloped me
And the hands that kept me warm

When it came to say goodbye, and farewells were said
I knew, he would one day return

Back to my bed

Even though many years have passed since I've seen my prince
And I've grown old and withered instead

The mirror still spoke the same, "You my queen, are a fool"

If the Heavens and Earth collided,
You, my dear, would stay undecided

And I'd thank you for the deeds you accomplished
In this pitiful life of mine

Although we could never see eye to eye
I'm still happy that we tried

I suppose this means we were never meant to be
Since you came from the soul

And I from the clouds above

When we intersected our fates shattered through
And our words went askew

Forever will you remember this day
When Heaven and Earth decided to meet

Under the broken moon
When I painfully whispered, "Adieu"

I find the places we have been
    miss us while we're away

for rivers to know laughter and then
          only the rush of water

            no parameters, no
         sense of urgency,
                
       nothing compares.

You look at me with your face so grim
And the fury in my chest begins to dim
Like a little child I take your hand
I can forgive you this time. I will understand.
Oh, but your mad and I can tell
I can see the anger in your face begin swell
Well what was I supposed to do?
was it so bad of me to run away from you?
you says the words that strike the cords
And I feel my own heart fill up with the wards
That kept me from being hurt

But even after it all
Despite all my walls
We kiss and make up
For I cannot resist
The sweetness of that kiss
We both knew the sacrifices we were making
to both of our families we had been faking
we could not resist the temptation
of another faked relation

Your old manipulations though can’t harm me now
I have grown strong even though I know not how
I would say its divine intervention I guess
God gave me this strength at the sight of my distress
he gave me this power for me to use
It is going to go where ever I choose
With this strength I have been given I am done with you

So goodbye to Facebook and all that implies
And to the cellphone talks and our forever goodbyes
So long to the fights that hurt us both
And to the pains that shook us when we both broke our oaths
Good bye to the manipulations
And all of the lies
That tied us down
And forced us to cry
And to the hypocrisy of it all
To be lying to ourselves and to loved ones as well
Even though we wanted them to accept us
Above it all

And you stand there with fury in your heat
Because it was me who was the start
For the cracked foundations
That tore us apart
But you know what?
It takes two.
It takes two.
To take what we had and make us *******.