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  Apr 2019 Cryssi C
youcancallmesierra
you don't trust me
you think i am weak
since you don't understand
you shut me down before i speak

you think i am evil
you think i'm gonna fail when i'm alone
but you don't understand
that i'm better off on my own

you think i am emotional
you think i cry too much
but i'd like to inform you that
i express myself just enough
Cryssi C Apr 2019
It’s hard to wake up... All I want is sleep

Heavy are my eyes... My body unfeeling

The day ends... My pain is revealed

Flowing streams of tears... Chest hurting

Until sleep comes

No more smiles again... Trying not to care

Pretending I’m ok... Alone in the dark

The days feel the same... There’s no one left

Thoughts tear through me... Too many emotions run

Until sleep comes again

Everything is torture... Sometimes air doesn’t exist

Time is slow... Zoning out is constant

Or my heart feels as if it will take its last beat... Headaches are ruthless

Skin untouched and cold... Cries and unheard screams

In sleep pain feels distant... Nightmares still occur

The wait unknown... So I’ll suffer

Until sleep comes again and again
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