"if you need to know something, write it three times."
"okay," i whisper as i pick up my pen.
i am okay.
one.
i am okay.
two.
i am okay.
three.
is it working yet?
i am okay.
four.
i am okay.
five.
i am okay.
six.
why isn't it working?
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