Pre requisite for crystalline visions.
Get with it
a central mind vision.
Not mine. Irrelevant.
Developed by mine
selling snippets
To Netflix for subliminal messages
On television.

Ardent in truth
Cooperated by angels
Guarding stranger
Angels than Satan
Nay pray for face
When I spray tech
Elaborate games n
Make the nation
Have it. To save it.

the mind is resilient
it bends never breaking,
with eyes open one may see his suffering for what it is
and decide what it is not
and though tangled like willows in the wind
he may begin to see the grief for what it is
and what it is not
his eyes had become accustomed to searching,
frantically unscrambling obscure clues
only to be drunk with dyslexia
shaken with remorse and morbidly curious about his self professed
diseases
this type of deciphering was not by accident
perhaps a brains mechanism to continue a lie that could only be ferried by denial,
and so with eyes in focus the truth is his to decide upon,
the mind became curious with intense wonder
the heart was shaky and unsure but steady in the same instance
the body, well the body didn't say much except stop drinking whine and eat something Jordan
, and as the collapse of my  world had happened seemingly happened overnight
so did the presence of the truth instinctively become boldly defined like the mindful stars between the  pauses in time against  the vast emptyness of space. and although this truth was painful
i had decided not to hide nor run, not conceal, but rather to see it for what it is
and decide what it is not
and maybe my suffering was never needed,
im thinking that although you may feel my thoughts
i too can feel yours
and it is a comforting limbo to rest my bones,
knowing we are not the mindless machines they bred and groomed
with every cunning tool at their disposal

and perhaps maybe you might have a place for me beside you,
sins forgiven,
lies unravelled and made clear
and maybe it had always been the card i was too afraid to play
the joker had seen my spirit crippled and obliviously defeated
the king had been denied a loyal queen,
the 7 deuce, well **** i got really lucky a few times with that one
but it was time to play the ace, in hopes that the jokes were not in vain
and years spent cast down into the darkness had served a purpose
maybe than could i forgive myself for my social suicide

It's an antiquated photograph.
That dates back to when I was .... oh
half this bad.)))))))
It's like saying coffee whitener.
Isn't time and space.  
Retrace the clock to
get my ******* amateur status back)))))).
No lori from retail staff says coffee White ners just that non lactose crap)))))
She likes the coffee bitter and she might just ******* have it Black*
Talking about the cack. *Oh **** I might just be
A nother spastic asss ..... )))))but
Im asking for bombastic love.
To drastically eradicate bad habits that.)))))
Crash me into
Straight jackets
And plaster my drag photographs....)))))

On every window east of private school
Like look you guys that *** named clarence actually has a past)))))((((((
In cranbrooks yearbook.
Look here's my outdated classic autograph
Next to the crazy waves
And the knock off.
Korean minted starter cap.)))))
So **** the world we falling back.
Apparently I'm clarence.
In the rap game. But just how fuckn sad is that.
Come see my photograph
Its hanging next. To your *** therapist
A real ******* time traveling.
Distractive **** that smells like aqua man...... you ******* face the fishy underside of aftermath....
They'll drop you in a river.
With concrete boots. So ******* how now dah

Sadness sometimes over runs me.
I find tradgedy in truth.
My past is scattered ashes.
Do you have a clue
What does that matter dude.

I rose when in defeat.
I smoke and go to sleep..
My beauty hides.
So deep inside. I know the oceans deep..
Enormous like a storm above.
That torments the sea.

My parents loved me always.
No not a perfect home.
We had dysfunction chaos.
Drugs pain. Yes some of those.
I started smoking dope.
To cope at twelve years old.
My body was an alien.
Maybe that's what
Made me crazy made me gag and choke.

I have two little kids.
Yes I'm the proudest father.
But I came out as transgender.
Last December.
And had to tell my daughter.
Her dads becoming mommy.
I've went through nothing harder

I've been in psych asylum
So many times who's counting.
Upto 15. Times and I'm
Olanzapine. and ******.
When in a minor tantrum.
Self harm
Slit my arms so wide.
beyond this
size of bandage.
And time does damage.
My last relationship was based on *******.
Bi ****** havoc.
Guy guy girl sandwich.

At nine
Kissing tongue in throat
Playing truth or dare
*** if you didn't
All the cool girls
knew you were scared.

So many times I cried.
And wondered who was there.
An emotion to exclusive.
To be given up to you and shared.
So I kept pretending to like girls
Yeah its fine if it's in truth or dare.
All the while
Tightening around my throat.
And truly scared
Like a noose was there.

Moved away at 17.
Spent some time in Manitoba.
Got beat down so ******* hard
One night.
Thought I would end up in a coma.
Now im 30 years old.
And mostly hoping for a moment.
I can. Be open. To exposure.
Captivate your heart.
And calm the stormy ocean
That torments your emotions.

Alleviate temptation
Whats it gonna take if
I saw a private banquet
With just picnic baskets champagne
If you can take ****.
Dictate it.
Master class In session
I debate it. Refute your greatness.
Master debater. You can't hate *****.
Solve aromatic flavour
That passes smelling fragrant
If they don't support the flag ship
Got off the spaceship wagon.
Or you can be an *******.
Little atheist. Without a God start praying.
In and out of every vacant space which.
We inhabit.
Call a rat birch.
I ain't wearing bogus patches
Mass is up in smoke.
Such my own ****.
Call me Marilyn Manson.

Im dismember him.
Remember him
The very coffin closed
Its a merry thing
December is
So very ******* cold.
Its a scary thing
Prepare this thing for this is how it goes....
Ima rhyme right now like i was writing raps for my ******* closest bros

Im a goblin.
Not a contract.
Uou act like im so prepaid....
I did deals with
Carrot top just to rock this
See a free agent.....
I give props to every
Monster
That can consciously
Eat green eggs.....
*** doctor seuss
Aint going ham
Less he gets them chickens free range...

What kind of **** is this
Epitomy of death
Washing out the crevices
From the mental grips
Of americana
Fresh elevation
And dead presidents.
Medicine fed
Steven said.
Even when
Elephants forget
We remember again.

We were never a thing
I guess that just soaked into
My brain ***.
I could elevate my fame up
But never have you
Wait up.
On me and want my chain up
On your stained glass
Pain of.
Mirror ice. And  represent my
Same love.
Steven. You the same ****
I hate ***.
I thought we were special
Its eventual.
Medicine to drank up.
Till than ill just take a loss
Clank up. Glass
Spill. Cheers and drank up

Crossbow fitness trainer.
Releasing on the trigger piston.
Pump flex like a surgeon
For real i be fixing hitches.
Devastate equations
Arithmetic on sick addition
Subtract the slitted linens
Multiply with village children's.
Forest need evaluating
Burning trees like Arizona.
Chronic respiration.
Fire so hot. I'm out the ozone.
Aroma. Justify...
Be tucked if I.
Said love was just a touch good bye.
But every ******* time.
We touch goodbye.
My only crutch is crushed by time.

Star struck and getting butterflys

Never once had friends
New essentials.
Now I cant ever leave em.
Pretend. Were valkyries.
With discipline from heavens..
Benevolent. And ****.
Reese. I love your head.
You so beautiful.
Not knowing. How your worth.
Was priceless. To your death n
Lyssa. Your not shy.
Your eyes are weapons.
Lacey. Your a graceful song.
Chaotic. Mess. But your the best.
Never forget. Shiina.
Your my  queenie.
Need my genie. To grant you every good event. To bring you men.
That you never woulda met.
And hold your head.
In heavens blessings
Ebony. Your a wedding dress.
So silky. And well kept.
Though your parents.
Thought you were best kept.
In the attic. Till you managed.
To evict. The past.
And see the fabric. Bless your chest.
I'm jealous of your *******
Never shame your body.
Your intoxicating to the senses
You **** vixens.
Were so delicious. Ain't it ****.
When you asking him.
For filling your night.
With passion.
Not to pack it full of filler
Like lays packages chips
In plastic *****.
Asking jackylyn.
How come her body is amazing.
But shedont see it.
Crime observed.
No rcmp. To write a ticket.
*** shes to fine. And doesn't
Act it. It's a tradgedy.
She wrote the book on hotness
**** that snot a compliment
She wrote the ******* manuscript
Than next is hailey Kastendieck
Shes the best. Not coming second
To anyone. Shes the angel
In a whiskey glass.
And the shades you need.
To keep a candle lit.
When its pitch blackness.
In the world with out her
Heart to illuminate the path of sanity
Amidst the madness grips...
And sha. Is my badest *****.
I pray she knows. I never hated
For a second.
Shes my reckless. *****.
Her husband's going to need an army.
To break that mustang.
Fore he saddles it...
Shes the gravity. Between. The planets
Her madness is my habitat.
Steven is my man. I wanted bad ****
But never imagined.
He'd be rapped up in so much bad ****
That I'd feel like I couldn't help
Him brings me sadness.
Tyler my little native gangster.
Hope the Angel's make him practice.
Loving within himself.
Till he fades away his vision from the blackness.
And Ricky and jack jack.
Hope you goofs.
Find proof your awesome
In the memories you gotta leave
In bags.
R.i.p. your futures brighter.
And this vacuums cordless and its bagless
**** up all the good ****
Love you all. I prolly forgot
About a million souls I love on this planet.
In a hospital for mental health
But my diagnosis bad *****

My daughter born of 2008
Class of Manitoba
Can can be sure I want her
My goddess daughter
Not my one to offer slaughter
But the one I watch her....


In owing of a promised rose..
I honor the walk of k9
Karma rose... comeback
With pollen nose
To swallow emotions
I want her to spark
Long after the koffin closed..

You got me yo
Your name is not disclosed...
I know your moss in
Tropical auma
Is a blossom grown
Seed from your awesome
Mom who chose
To swallow secrets
Not asking for a promise payment
Why ill give your mom
All she wants and more....
The swallowed scorn
Of tropic storm
Of college dorm
Room parties
Not fjcked with
Unlike hard-core ****
Or college dorms
Share alcohol
But promise me
You'll be safe and warm
Like the swarms of
Poems I've wrote before
Should reveal
How bad I've been misinformed
If your not my born
I'll still want you more

my life
the otherside to the werewolves skin
and as time betrays me
into a roaring drunk
so does the clock become
the bible on which one wishes to prey on
and seconds drain with peculiar concentration towards an enemy that sees no death but claims victims like a lottery
and as the man becomes weary
the tears become cemetarys
so does the noose tighten around the mayors neck

He'd wig and the angry itch.
Yes ******* right.
I'm insane and ****.
A notoriously crazy *****
That rocks like.
Naked 80s hits.
Nolstagic.
For the gayest ****.
Like cornrows braiding.
Up your staff...
*** it's more ape like.
Than our ancestral
Relationship.....

I say this ****...
Knowing I could save the world.
Or maybe make em feel
It's so worth saving ****....
No matter what ******* race you is.
Or if your old or fat.
Allergic to a cat.
Or rocking braces *****....
You rich.
You slow
You like oasis wonderwall.
And Robert gowans ******* greatest hits......
Those are both good jams.
So if you like em don't think I'm saying ****...
I just meant I won't alienate you
Never
Like the older kids did when they was raising us
I wanted to be gangster so bad.
Eventually made em knew
That I'm a ****** kid.

Got accepted by some ride or dies.
And flagged by some ***** hater kids...

Now I live like I'm a Roman candle.
But I'm not staging flames
In no relationship.
I'm aimed at making everybody understand.
My angel like nature and my satan ****.
I'm bad but not perfect.
I'm great but not okay with it.
I'll laugh at you sometimes.
So were even. For all of the related ****
Insinuated. Im the bad guy Like I'm a killer.
With a ****** wit.
I prefer to think your
All my brothers grimsby.
Bout to get massaged by the real
****** kid
And I rush in and ******* save your ****.
Not knowing it's a therapist

Why do I struggle with basic languages. Oh **** *******  there it is....
So cut my shoes off and judge me.
For the frozen feet... I'm always wearing kid
I live in anguish with
Maybe one day.
Make Julien leplay
Perform a benefit for cardio vasc.
Deficiencies. Parkinsons.
And all the **** that's cancerous
While I blaze cannabis.
With the cancer kids
Until we realize we are merely just a glimmer of eternal light.
Gliding through a path of tricks.
That reflects a common sense
We pass as Devine knowings.
Through our ancestry **** and family ****....
We reflect this light
In all that's grown.
Inside our tangled garden we call
Intangible. Until the Angel's
Need an apple quick.
Than see a child return.
As a rebirth.
Or pathway that demasks the tricks.
And ask yourself.
How can a devil
Be so graceful.
I reply.
*** I'm a cancer kid

Money in the major leagues.
Like Kobe with the Lakers.....
Talking r Kelly kinda wages
Wait there both convicted rapers....
I mean build some kinda
Friendship.
Dont be ******* on teen agers...
Clean the gayshit from your website browser.
Better now than later
Or your dad's gunna disown you
Dont think hes even close to Vader.
Not your father.
Why he bother. Spreading seed n
Your moms garden......
Your momma turned his **** into a metapod
the only move he knew was harden....
Its *******
I'm on starship
Like starfox was on Nintendo
Not to alienate your ****
But this galaxys innuendo...
So what else to ******* do
But pulls strings and play gippeto.
Bass line fatter than my ****
But not as hefty as Jay Leno....

Life
Life isbut a dream without an end
In the waking moments i have found
That what is real no longer
Makes much sense
Its the taste of music that i crave
The lust for bodies of a foreign nature
Yet much the same.
Its the words that fall against the chalkboard

Never written
Some how forbidden
Its the things that dont make much sense that seem to keep me smiling
And why not.
Why not smile when all i have is a cigarette and sweaty *****
Isnt that the reason were here?

God has my silent wishes
Beyond my odd addictions
I made boxes as a kid
Marked oxygen deficient...

To finally think its
Different...
Out the box...
I hated Sox
My parents stocked for Christmas...

My boxes empty
Lungs exhausted
Spoiled rotten
Oxygen deficient.

Meant to breathe
But in my dreams.
I see
No honour system
Left In this existance

deception, a tool of liquid love, used to shelter the helpless from inescapable truths that to reveal would disturb,


love, a panic of sorts that sees truth in another and finds comfort in the ugly along with the beauty

death, a baby step along the narrow staircase of a not so practical existence

chaos the absence of order in which the laws of creation have been disfigured and distorted

sheltered: the forceful removal of somebodys right to experience the rest of society as it truly is

lies: the common practice when approaching  loves inability to tolerate the ugly

for shame: the disgrace kovu brought upon himself after there was an assassination  attempt on simba in the renowned Disney film

denial: a tool the mind uses to dance around a painful truth that self love has the inability to tolerate and deception is the only means by which to survive

liberation, an expression of profound inner truth used to relinquish the souls captivity within the damning prison of mortal secrecy

Dramatic changes
In my atmosphere
No hazard here
Pain. Rejection.  Regret
Do no damage here
Bad I hear
But Have no fear
Rejoice in happy tears
Madness disappears
And gravity escapes
The sound collapsing
As you glance at me
As my words
Ensare your passive ears

your a joke,
this planet is a joke
im a joke
its all a misguidance and a paradigm
which we all fight to protect
money is false
religion is false
all these wars are *******
see through my eyes
and reallise all there is is eachthyer
with poison comes clear water
and with death there comes life
unite or perish

Iron eyes that chase the fire &&&

It's a fire from the supplier.;;;,;,

It's my body. My apparel

My attire.??????

Unaware I'm ensnared_

With eyes wider than

A night mare.

I'm running through the isles

Of night terror.

With a smile there.

My mind a white fang

The high like

Why and why there__

We do the night thing.::

Like a mind creep:::

With a pipe dream:::

And I'm on my heads sleep))))

Yeah right.

Need the high.

Less than I'm living 

In the deads reach.))))))

It's a trench shovel....


Living in the dead shuttle.....

Looking like my heads bleached)))))


Medication.

Still impatient

Wonder when  my sents. breached.)))

About the same time.

I'll be boxed into a dead heat))))

But talks like mister spock

Have got my ****** fingers

In a hot streak^^^^%%^

I'm vanna white

I touch more dees 

Than a hooked on Phoenix

Boxed theme.....&&

I copied this from Gmail.
*** I wrote this in
A hot streak.*.........

Like I'm trying
To make my former
The abortion
Of a soft dream.
When I wake.
You'll think
I'm great. Or genius.
Trying to hide
A botched demon.......
From revealing
That I was caught sleeping.......
In a world where music takes
So long to make
It's considered.
To be a long descending
Staircase.
To a God feeling......
Not being obnoxious.
But I think
Nausea can be blotted
Out so ******* spot free.
Siiiiick

Surge inside my brain

Words in little letter form.

Firstly in the way

regret which uve never 

done before




Smiles and all the nervousness

Sink in beyond the surface 'which

The mirror deep inside reveals

A person in the turbulence




Mercy in your heart

When its urgently in need

Looking on to persons

Facing turbulence like me




Ghosts beyond the grave

And bones make me afraid

Hate the little way

You make me unafraid




I'm in the closing seconds

Between

Distinction and dysfunction

Baring my fists upon the brink

And torn here at this junction

Slippery when wet... caution
He's in beast mode...
Angel of a danger swag
And label of a peace zone...
He's 50 50 like O'Neal in
******* free throw...
Hes a clean home
While latex is wrappable
contamination
Pregnant sands for beach strolls...
Hes the light that shields glow
From appeal of healing
Bleeding spear blows
Angel of a certain death
Of eternity with burning wrists
Family and further head
With clean toes
Devoted to the person next...
Inheriting the earth in text...
Allegiance.. self esteem
And his words protect....
The team.. bleed decievers
And the cheap souls
My body offers naji...
Steven I want you on me...
Even if brandy really not me...
I'll lay between you
Honestly....
With dignity and impossibility
Within fostering

awakening to shadows,
the breathe a rotten stench
gnarled fangs that hang beneath
his upper lip
and wreak of death

his robe is pressed and neat
unlike the rags that cloth my feet
i see his teeth become a gleaming
streak of light before he feasts

i repeat he cleans his robe before
he visits me to feed
it seems the only time i see him
is when im screaming in my sleep

its not easy being greasy
or cheezy so they say
so i wear a cross beneath
my door to keep the **** away

***** like magic. It distracts from the truth

An elaborate rouse.

That's more like active abuse

Thoughts  he discourages.

 courage that you sadly refuse

While hes rewording your life 

To be matching his views

**** it. Reexamine how this happened

To you

Dreams to travel foreign galaxies

With the man that you knew

Now stuck in submission

******* planet for two

And misery is pity

That attracts you back to

The same ******* clown

Without the mask and a suit

 Hes asking you daily

 about what you actually do

Sherlock in his home

Without the badge and the clues

Bad as the news

When you discover hes cheating

Now hes calling you crazy

And you start to believe him

Hes enraged and laced with anger

*** some day you may leave em

So he grabs you by the throat and squeezes

Choking your breathing.

You hope he doesn't mean it

And soon it all will be over

Than you wake up from your dream

And see the same man on your shoulder

Silent in withdrawl.
The voice like memos on the cabinet.
Watch the truth
Become a solvent
Dissolve your proof that theres no madness.
Chambers in a cautious state.
Like satan at the watchmen gate.
A time to talk.
Of how I'm conscious.
And a lot like in a toxic place....
Watch this watchmen
Turn methodical
Hip notic
Hues too concentrate.
I'm a girl. What's that make you.
A dude who lacks uncommon taste
To prostate bait.???
**** my ****. You ***. My portal like a token.
Of a sunken ship....
My cards beyond reproach.
I know my end is coming quick
My dual function is...
A girl that cant touch a drum.
Even though I have a ******* ****.
Too bad I cant imagine
Life as a man
So ******* slump your wish.
You dumb ***** cant run like forest gump
When your just a stump
For skunks and bugs to ****.
You ******* country *****...
I hate your guts. You realize.
Your only up to
3 foot five.
Need pesticide. To curb.
Your bug like infectious appetite
You ******* parasite.....
There it is. You ******* care what came.
Directly down the sewer pipes..
You knew my life.
Was ruined by
Your choices now its do or die

In which we chase love.
To have material belongings
And social status gives us value.
And for the shallow.
The envy of others is a gainful employment.
Only man in his madness would give promise to greed over
Virtue.
So many problems with the occupation of false worth.
And with social evolution comes complexities
Impossible to navigate.
We as humans are a social animal
The tribe is essentially life
And to be outsided out casted
And exiled is near death.
So buying into norms becomes
Social responsibility
Born from necessity
And to be different is a statement made only by the brave.
With conformity
comes the corruption of the spirit
Laying waste to human creativity
Inspiration and song
What if I told you
True worth was far more elusive than
A bank account and a condo in the hills.
Yet far more valuable.
It starts with not giving a ****
Like coconuts
I do not think they give two *****.
Hard as nails.
And delicious.
They got it all figured out
That was stupid but you get the point

testaments like rick shaws
carry monsters to the fair
aware
im staring at the glare
that shares the longing for your hair
and in despair
i take my mind into a foreign shop to eat
the chinese cream
and tea that treats me to
a very foreign theme
the thought of prisoners
held captive
but in a very nice abode
perhaps a glimpse of mtv cribs
*** she lives nicer than my home

Inside my body lives a dragon
Nested deep within my chest plate
Watchful gaze that keeps its sacred
Home.. my mortal soul
And head safe...
Rivers of a glacier thaw.
Receeding into streams that run like clouds. Into my headspace...
The land he reigns. Sometimes strange
The evrr changing landscape...
Like shapes in smoke. A  shifting
Scope. Never knowing of a bad day.

Living with a dead smile.

Like giving presence to a dead child.

I'm on a mili  second kinda

Tread mill. 

With a head (real)

Getting ten miles before it

(Gets still.)

Like a mediocre reason.

I'm still living 

In £pretend smiles.£

When meteoric.

Was the mentor

I believed was gonna

**** what I imagined was

In bed still......

It's like Jordan

The olanzapine

Isn't helping ...man pretend its* 8 mile

*******.

Listen to the greatest emcee.

Growing healthy.....

But still a fake smile.()

Eminem.

Your my ****

Like 2 enemas. 

Just went on*( date night.

And had a baby 

That turned out to be the gay type

I know you still support

Us **** 

Regardless of the stage fright

You brought gays

In the early stages

Of your fame hype ..still it ain't right*

I'm rocking pride flag

Before I jump the shady 

Train right.**

But **** the world.

I know your name.

Means wolf

In dying language.

 I sign my name beside

sneaking away
our paths meet again
with every moment,
wondering when ,
the dance that consumes
the clothes  we shed
neath stars and  moon
we ******* rattle beds


cut jump up start living
every body get down
dark rythym the moon sits high
ive been bitten
everybody get down dark rythym


memories that flicker off
the scent she gives
like liquor shots
the little lids
of peppermint schnapps
so ******* hot
when she screams
don't ever stop

cut jump up start living
every body
get down
dark rhythym
the moon sits high
ive been bitten
everybody get down dark rythym



alternate original verse..........


memories go by flicker in the candle light
day rises into night
cant fight what I feel inside
blood starts to boil
my vision shakes
how much more lives will I take

One minute im this unique.
Gay. Or bi. *** fetish. Alien
With powers to change my appearance. Transmit thoughts
And read minds.
The next im fighting off would be doctors from the school of greys anatomy laughing *** ive contracted
The clap..... i dont know what to think
****** phrenias a *****. Thanks for stopping by

Living in a different body
Growing in the turbulence.
****** script.
Ideas permeating from the worthlessness
Of verdict dispell worldly tint
Scope of worth.
Like I'm a ****** but ill give birth to it
Conception. Pretense separate from
Hell who's gonna burn for this

its 20 19
but I got 20 20 vision
if its money in the bank
your *** can cash the cheques ive written
its a long drop from the top
im at the bottom
sitting wishing
I eat up off the floor
*** you cant recycle plastic dishes

its a systemic kinda viral ****
that twists my own ambitions
tryna stay positive like a battery
but you still need negative to set it
like I said its 20 19 I got 20 20 vision
its a long way to the top,
I hope you ready for the rhythm

#bienie meyeres
# been on more wieners than Heinz ketchup
# lala pa booza
#funny demons and angels battle

Times are hard.
It's the pennies that eventually
add up.
Remember
When you criticize yourself
You've had some... bad luck
And romeo ain't romeo
When it comes to pregnancies
And dad stuff...
Abandoned     know it's bad ....but
Your Still precious like a bubble bath
Relaxing in the bath tub...
And maybe ask what
It takes to makes your next move
He got jealous everytime I tried to text you. Give it a rest dude
Complicated. I know you hate him.
He's just doing what the men do.
But one of these nights
I'm going to tell you
That I Won't ever never let you....

Walk back to his clutch
He hurt you way too much.
I dont like how you knew
And now I got I got . The beautiful pieces  left of you

Girl you haunt my dreams
No reasons we cant be
Love birds the way you swoon
I got I got. The beautiful
Pieces left of you

Like noodles over bacon
Staple diet othe mis informed
My **** are swarm enemies ofthe state
Warrants born
From ***** fellas I ignore. Or take home. In lieu of buying toys to make me moan.
I'm so tight its wierd.
Accepted everywhere like visa
Steering clear. Of tears of breakups.
Cuff my heart. And
Make me lose control
And close my nose.
And warm my toes
On that's supposed.
To know my husband takes me home
And hides my ugly ****** up ****
In his hard erected robe...
I know. Explode. Control.
Let go. And know.
I'm home. To curl my toes.
That froze. In minus 30 without
Shoes to stay in soul.
So slow no show time.
Mostly empty words.
Encourage me to go
Beyond the realm of teenage female
Needing resale prices
On her **** sluttyclothes
Isuck **** at poetry.
Knowing me.
I better close with glory.
Or I'll be broken
And a clone
Memory erased.
The taste of satan.
Linger to my dome

Mayhem in this spaceship
I get rid of all the fakeness
Mental fitness ...On circumcision
you ***** just ain't cut out for greatness
Take your chips and break
Rib cages
Like the gangsters
Out in Vegas.
So **** gay when I'm on pride week.
But dont play me for a ******
*** I'll burn my
Fingerprints with acid
To discretely feed the maggots...
**** it.
Blood on crazy flow.
Going savage ain't no bandage
Diagnosed as ****** phrenic
Just a term
For morbidly attractive...
I make ******* cream there pants
The ******* saturation madness...


Need a wetsuit to stay dry
With any female I collab with
Meno pausal women. Haunt my dreams
They gotta wanna have this
I'm so cold like snowman pole
They need jo to stop the flashes
I service shady acres
To keep my *** in
designer fabrics
Hand knitted by your nana's

Go hard. Mesmerize me.
Try me fight me.
*** your better!
I'll come back
In black leather
Hot weather. And a sand box for our future kids to play together.
I been spinning from the rumours
She just..... cant get any better
At ******* up our heads
**** next thing well have to push our beds together....
I'm imagining problems.
Before we even got together. **** this is ******* weather.
Stocking stuffer on my wanted list.
Number one. Is a box of chocolates
And a best mom medal....
Bad ***** here on salary.
Work from home.
Cant stop this ****** level.....
Fml

**** yeah...
Obese. My teeth on razor sharp.
Not made up fangs and make up
You can take apart
To paint your car Like
You just got crayons and discovered art.... you must have attended sacred heart. but your amazing smarts
Is like a raisin. I reject it with compulsion.... won't want it on cookies. On cakes or ******* muffins...
Think I'm bluffing with my muffin
I'm just stunning g with my luv glue gunning.....
You ******* ****. I'll punt you into
The sub dessert climate of mclovin
You Hawaii palming *******. Giving
Rambo licking.
****** sniffing. Prissy *****.
I'll challenge you to tetris.
See if you get butthurt
Like dad gets after tennis....
You stuff your shirt.
Of this I'm sure. *** your **** are bout  as developed as my pen iss..
Now let's face the music.
Draw conclusions.
Eminem got one thing right.
This is your only shot
You ******* blew it.....
And we know your moms not hot shes jewish...
Dont make me argue with you till my face is black and blue ish.....
You stupid.

Her poems are watered down lemonade.
But her maturity is gravity
Her tAlent for obsession
Is relentless in her savagery
But she doesn't come with bAtteries.
Shes actually. The best thing
Ever happening
And it's no exaggeration
I could cry to see her face
When I'm alone.
Its ******* maddening
She can actually flirt naturally
And theres no
Doubt shesliving happily
So **** the man that has to keep
His **** to feed his family...
Be the husband to a wife
Who likes to keep him. Without sanity
I needmy body to match
My Insides. Or lose my life
By my own hands. And never know
Of happpiness. Truth. Desire
And passion in a tradgedy

I'm standing under it
But not quite understanding it
It's like a meta human.
Cashing yellowcake uranium.
To aliens to have a brain so *******
Inhumane it slays the stadiums
A proven mood light vanity.
That can test your illusion of insanity.
And entrance your inner gate within
To maybe let
The homosapiens in
Knowing there the same as me.
But somehow I'm the alien.
So take this fake ****. To the alter.
And eat sleep **** with drugs and pay to pray again it's awesome.
You gotta get the matrix in a level of promiscuity.
And avicii sneak in greasy.
With a virtual code.
To ruin any dude you see...
I **** like mood rings on earth.
Are never blue. And I can argue that with impunity.
You see it's me under more scrutiny.
I'm acting foolishly
Like roger rabbit. Just smoked crack
And composed. A poem. So immaculate.
And beautifully.
Done.
That evin brutal truth.
That told me just what happened
To the future me.
Could not begin to counter act
The exploding cavern crater from.
My attractive chest
You usually.
Carve with a butter knife.
To remove. What's actually human in me.... start by removing spleen.
Than his eyes are green.
So cute let's take his tongue
So he shall not praise no other
Beauty queen.

im in major league
pencil in the devil
hes a ten oclock return
for a profiling schedule
he lurks in *** dens
with a fetish for leather
no kinks can be taboo
****
you should have knew better
hes residual contact
with spiritual lust
a sludge that forms
around the tongue
and the appendage that ****
hes a morbid curiousity
not sure where hes from
but so is lurking in the lustful
undercarriage
of every mother ******* one

Sick talk with a beat box
**** you know
The street talks
Same with
That old *** pair of reebox
Chewed up ...
can see your green socks
Killa watts bringing dope ****
Think theirs  fiends in
Need of detox
Been lost inside a screen watching
I can see
that corporate greed talks
*** me honestly
I'd rather make the world a ******* green box
Than have a landfill as
Mattress. With plastic sheets
And jizzy rags to ******* sleep on.
Maybe I'm in need of counseling
And some clean talk.
These ******* drugs are bad
Killa watts you got that detox?

Shes a beauty queen.
Her ageless grace.
Like my favorite movie scene
She was use to me.
But now it's to new to us.
And maybe it's just truly me.
A glitter from the snow
And sun. Sparkling in his eyes.
And in the movie scenes
She kisses him .
And moves his hand into her
Dreams
So he can wildly reach her summit peaks
And overgrown beach.
Makes her weak
And speak with courage
Sometimes tongue n cheek.
But he believes
Her healing feeling. Can enter his
Internal cluster.
Touches her. Shes weak at knees.
He needs her like the meek need jesus
Like we all need jesus.
I believe.  He reaches into.
My soul. Like beautiful people seem to do...

Hurricanes in season.
Eyes of life.
And devastation...
Breed captivity. In containment
Calm inside the confines
Of a central storm
The world now faces....
I believe.
In god. And Angel's. Calm like allah.
Or Mohammed.
The future me is hopefully
More honest.
But I'm no prophet.
Just want my family to feel
My love. And live so long.
Our bodies start to rot.
Before we choose our plot yep...
Guess it's not always
The plan.
But what happens in the process.
Maybe logan. Finds true love
And jade and him move on
*** I think its toxic
And my sister moves
On beyond the coffin.
Re kindles her passion
And enthrallment
In knowledge.
Maybe pursuesher doctorate
Hope my mom can rest for ever.
In the peace and holy gospel.
May my people prosper.
Life to offer.
It's a try at life.
Hope my sisters husband
Forever wants her.
May my cousins
Never want for *****.
Cloud of Casper.
Turning ghost
From marijuana.
Jenny reindfleish tm. Sauna.
And my aunty louise leave the
Rubble kept
Like land mines
From her dear departed momma.
May my cousin get a better back
I tried the opposite.
Of mine but God's not a doctor.
Hes just the all giving father.
Hope my cousin dilly.
Feels the rumbling in his
Under belly.
And watch for his true calling.
Like a hawk. Stalks its prey.
He needs direction.
*** his depression.
Isn't awesome. No god its rotten.
Hope he meets his soul mate in the process.
May my cousin steven keep his passion
Hes a master with his hands.
But guide his spirit gland.
To a sweet song.
His frigid. Lips may have never sang.
Pray my aunty. Clears her throat.
And cancer ***** off.
Sorry god. But I need her longer.
She comes back stronger.
Hope my hailey Kastendieck
Loses her *** and ****.
And becomes a man legit.
Her family ***** a fat ****.
He gets a bad ***** for a partner.
And I'm best man. At a trans gen
Wedding.
Dam lit. Yeah best man ****.
Hope my uncle learns his music
Isn't first
His mom is more important.
Gramma. Your my angel.
No way to explain
The storm. You
Swore I'd make it through.
Cant ignore. I couldn't make if not with you.
Hope my aunty Terry. Wins a thousand bucks. And plants a tree and feeds the ducks. That sweet stuff..
Hope my kids grow up.
To love their life. And learn some stuff.
To help them heal with love.
Hope gabby valentine. Learn love from gentleman's. And ladies touch.
And have memories were jealous of.
Those ******* studs.
Hope my friends canfucking quit the drugs.
Hope everyone I've touched. Expands
Their life to line with god.
Allah. Jesus christ. Creator. Every single teaching. That I love
May they embody that stuff.
And confucious too
And buddha.
And the Vikings.
Thor is ****.
And the valkyrie. I'd love to be one.
Give us it all god. Love you.
And everyone else I forgot
Oh and p.s. give david a **** honey.
Who has his back. And wants to blow something other than his money.
Malia too. Well shes got huge ****. She doesn't need any help. Lol
Lol and rest in piece mike honcho.
We know what you've done here this day.
Carry on soldier

Poetic license..
Mind the terminal.
Departing. Worst sign
Is a soul that echoes silence.
Past rings truth behind it.
Misery a baggage claim
That's worth
A bitter silence...
Trying within world
Deprived of life two sick for crying...
And list with eyes so fixed on
Terms of dying...
So surely I
Emerge a tool of words of kindness..
They still cant see the me
Behind these curtains
There terms are blindness..
Is he one of the few they give this drug
Endured to curb their violence.
But mayhem molds the lies
I spin which keep it inside us.....
I'm not one of them
So fuvk the lies this time
Im honest

In the end its family friends that matter....
If life is live love laughter....
Than why should these gashes
On my arms come in after.....
Shattered.... Hope's.
But they say I'm dope.
Actually sick and twisted
Liquid sadness.... in a canister...
Drowning beneath cloudy
Skies.
While passing cruiselines
Warn their passengers.....
Smoking on a cigarette
While my uncle slowly
Dies of cancers....
Wandering through
Deadly Hallows.
While my entire family gathers.....
Sorry trying to diss you eminem
Rest in peace to Bruce mathers.....
That's what really matters....
My dad was such a *****
I hated him
But forgot you never had yours...
So I'm stuck in Bruce Wayne manor...
But Alfred's got my back.
You cant be held up in a family tree
When you have just fallen off your branch....

Call me hope.
Before we turn to goblins
Internal monsters.
Rummaging and mustering
Through marshes
In the swamplands.
Talking in demonic
Prophecies
And rocking monstrous
******* mosh pits.
It's a gathering of college kids
With bottles tucked
Amongst the ballsweat.
And the scent of
Problems in my nostrils
Smell like monastary
Organs in this gospel


Run for the record.
I check. Devils
On the daily.
I make impeccable
Choices.
Whisper **** no.
Yes. Or maybe
Till the grave that
Has my name
Is strewn with canadian daisies.
I'll be gladly.
Calling shots
Like chicken pox.
Itch on a baby...
You *******
Chachi looking
Lady
Just try to
Disobey me.
I'll be there to drag
You in the flames
*** hell cant keep
On waiting.
That's the apomorphic nature
Of the
hellions
We been raising
One day their just a baby
Next. Their giving
Helpless old ladies
Rabies.
I said. Hell cant keep
On waiting baby
Break a leg
You ******* ancient *****

See inside of me. Like glass is
No need for glasses
Slide slight to the right.
Soul moving slower than molasses.
I need this bad.... ****
Im not like bat ****
Drastic plans to relapse becoming
Every fibre that is...
Habit...
Enough with the rhyme scale

My soul is far beyond the closet clues.
The trail ismarked with turned stones
And it shows.
Ive already outlived the forshadowing eye and all its clueless compatriats
And in turn the oracle has granted me
The bliss of blindness
For surely she knows if i know
Than i will not succeed.
As if success is a glorious place.
To be adored?
To be loved?
To be revered?
As what?
A poet? A fighter? A person?
Okay back to rhyme scale

Massive mamoths collaborate
Against a backlit blackness thst
Only stars and collapsing suns
Can inhabit.
In amidst the magic
My body fades to shadows
Becoming hungry for the data
Only cohabitating
With the madness
And yeah its tragic
Slashing every logic meant to
Hold me captive.
**** this madness. Slash with panic
Disco tech. Im roman candles
Subject prone
To soulfull battles
And woeful tantrums
Every day is night between
The parted sky
I cry with eyes becoming animal
And in the balance is
Nothing more than
Shallow ground
Like pebbles
Flowering in pedals
Between the holds built in my sandals.
Im more a man today
Including everything scandalous
If its truth you seek
Make sure that you can handle it

Break....... from the way we live.
In death we learn
Ambitions price.
Is the devils little ***** sin
Better yet
we discover that we  never really learned to lived
It's not a component you forget.
Nor a burden you can give. Away.
The maiden voyage.
Of a little train.
Grown up and Stuck inside the middle lane...
While corporate misers
Rise and fall.
You still feel the same.
And if the walls could talk...
They'd be saying.....
They'd be saying....
Jordan dont waste your life away.
The songs and poems tomorrow knows were written yesterday.
And all the ways the corruption breeds
Dont become a slave after you've been freed....
So just break.

Could have become a goof
My puberty was
Strange. Left isolated...
Could a racked up
Bodies young
But I got help
For self obsessive nature...
Could have been gay
As a teenager...
To hard to tell.
I guess it's best left up to
Guardian Angel's....
Waging wars. Within
A straight jacket
And taking brakes
To shave  failure
With their razors...
Painted black
My mental hacks
Becoming more aggressive
Quenched in
Regret getting angrier in nature...
I made friends
That seemed like gangsters
While simultaneously getting stranger...
Days of highs remaining
Blinded. To the mind
Inside of anger....
Just a trip down memory lane
What doesn't **** you
Makes you stranger