I think I kinda sorta like you
at least that's what I think
I can't even look at you
without turning pink

You're out of my league
I'm trying to touch the stars
trying to pursue you
will only leave scars

I think I kinda sorta like you
you're the only one who gets me
when our hearts beat together
I feel casual and carefree

It's probably just a faze
In a few days this will end
I really need to stop this
I do have a boyfriend

But I think I kinda sorta love you...

I'm the burden on your back
the one thing that makes you crack
you wanna move on from me
but I won't set you free

I'm selfish to say the least
a different kind of beast
I've taken away your name
and forced you to play my game.

I won't unlock these chains
cause you're the one to blame
you always thought you were tougher
Well babe now its your turn to suffer...

There's a hole in my soul
that a needle and thread can't fix
theirs a broken heart
that duct tape won't put back together

I'd thought you were my super glue,
the hero to come to my rescue,
but it turns out you're the one who tore
my heart more than the boy before

I have come back to poetry
because in the end, it's the only one
who really knows me
  
It won't shun me if I leave it
won't whimper or even whine
instead it will be waiting
To comfort me till I'm fine

And late at night we'll sit
together toasting my return
we'll celebrate old rhymes
and all the things we've learned

Flat stomach
poking ribs
jealous girls
wanna be thin

Empty stomach
growing hunger
cannot eat
just a little longer

My distraction
my punishment
I deserve
this discontent