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Sarah Spencer Mar 2021
I'm wearing your jacket,
breathing you in,
feeling the places where your bare skin has touched,
Imagining your arms around me.

Yet as he sees me do these things,
sees that I'm obviously taken,
he still pulls me close
and wraps his arms around me.
Don't know if anyone will understand what I'm going for here.
Sarah Spencer Jan 2021
Every morning I wake up thinking that the sky is falling
This thought has been haunting me for about a month. I tend to freak out over every little thing and it honestly just leaves me feeling lonely and depressed. I could've written an entire poem about this, hell, maybe an entire novel,  but I felt that if I did then the words wouldn't have sounded as genuine.
Sarah Spencer Dec 2020
Let me tell you about a guy named Lonely
my most loyal and only friend
he's always by my side
in every crowd or conversation
comforting me when things go wrong

Sometimes when I'm tired of Lonely
I force myself to talk to others
but whenever I think I've found a friend
they always make sure to remind me
that I will only ever be alone
Sarah Spencer Dec 2020
You peeled back your layers
to reveal bloodied bone and muscle,
but no matter how hard I looked
I only saw a scared little boy.
Sarah Spencer Dec 2020
He stands on the edge
his arms spread out like wings,
his eyes shut to the murky water
swirling angrily below him.

He takes a step forward,
walking on thin air,
before gravity brings reality.

He falls as if in slow motion,
his heart leaping out to touch
the water before his body does.

He sinks like a stone,
his heart heavy with the
years of sadness and pain
weighing him down

Yet a week later ,
when they finally brought him up,
where his cheeks were waterlogged and swollen,
was the ever so hint of a smile
Sarah Spencer Oct 2020
I could stare in the mirror for hours
but not because I'm pretty
or think I am
I wonder how people perceive me
if they truly think my smile
is real
I wonder if people can see through
the walls I've had up
since elementary
I wonder if people can see the ropes
my parents try so hard
to bind me in
I wonder if people think I'm crazy
when I walk through the halls
talking to thin air.
I wonder if people can see how hard
I try to not look like
everyone else
I wonder if he knows that I love him
but only ever as
a brother
I wonder if I will ever see myself
as anything more than
a fake
I don't think I will ever have the guts to admit these things to real people.
Sarah Spencer Oct 2020
I've been kicked to the curb
it doesn't hurt
or so I've told myself

My mental health
hides with stealth
It's all just in my head

I go to bed
seeing red
It'll all be better tomorrow

***** my sorrow
all I do is whine
I'm totally fine

Or so  I've told myself
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